Word of the Day: Overwhelmed

a hundred at the party — blurred colours swirl around —

the crowds wear perfect smiles — a wall of wordless sounds —

i grip my cup of cider — i try to look relaxed —

i feel the liquor rising — i stick my smile back —

"hello, it's nice to meet you" — shake hands and aim to please —

some pretty voices laughing — i hope it's not at me —

i catch some sideward glances — some people walk away —

cruel comments spill behind me — the atmosphere has changed —

          my pulse says, "time to flee" — my walls are overwhelmed —

          not everyone likes me — back home to sleep in health