"Mr. Winchester, are you alright?"

I froze. Mentally screaming out at myself.

Why the fuck would you pick this if all places!? My thoughts screamed at me.

I shook it off, knowing that I had to play my roll.

"Yes, of course, please take a seat." I directed, she stopped starring up at me and sat down at the front of my desk quickly. Out of one of the pockets on her bag, she pulled out a small recorder, assumingely to record the interview to make it easier on her end later. When trying to place it on the desk, her hands fumbled with it. I watched, amused.

She flushed a deep shade of red and I scoffed, reaching forward I set the recorder up straight.

"Not a good start?" I asked, unable to keep the amusement from my face.

She huffed and looked down at the ground. When she looked back up....her eyes, not dark but filled with..hunger, news and want.

Even in all these different worlds, I knew what this look was, every girl's was similar. But I had to stick to my roll, couldn't break away from this weird version of Christian Grey no matter how badly I wanted to.

I cleared my throat. "Shall we start the interview?" I asked, hoping that Y/n would return back to her task.

"First question, would you ever fuck someone just above legal age?"

I blinked. Ooo Y/n, you sneaky bastard.

"If need be, yes." I answered, sounding as professional as humanly possible for someone who doesn't know what the hell their doing.

"Second question, for this same theoretical person..If she were to tease you, what would be your next move?"

I ran a hand through my hair, I wasn't going to be able to hold out on this, I needed to remember that this wasn't really Y/n, just me wanting her to be here....

Be here....

I got it.

I just need to wish somebody else was here, that should help me out of this. I closed my eyes and wished for Cas, if anyone would understand this inside my head, it would be him.

When I opened my eyes, Y/n was gone, and there Cas stood, but...again something was off...

Oh for fuck sakes! I thought.

He walked up to me and grasped my tie harshly, pulling me towards him.

Why the fuck is this in here!? I'm straight damn it! My brain screamed out. Of all the things you could want, why is one of them Cas, you horny piece of shit

I huffed in anger and pushed Cas back, clearly this wasn't going to work either, I wished for Sam to be here, I can't possible want anything there, can I?

Cas was gone and replaced with Sam but still his eyes....

Oh well now that's just sick My mind scolded. Creepy dumb ass, you know your brothers, right?

I was getting real sick of having my friends and family pop up and It be this, I wasn't this fucked in the head, was I? I had a slight moment of wishing both Sam and Cas were here, but then I realized what that would mean for me. Wincestiel is not going to happen on my watch.

I closed my eyes a final time, wishing for....Benny.

"Hey Chief, what's wrong?"

I smiled, there was nothing wrong with him, just him.

"Benny, listen you gotta help me." I panicked and walked around the room.

"Well sure, I can't exactly leave now can I?"

I walked over to the door that Y/n and that girl came out of, but it wouldn't open.

"Can't do that Chief, your mind wants you in this room."

"Gabriel said to find the end, like heaven." I replied bluntly, looking for a way out.

"Then look for something that doesn't belong in this room."

Realization hit, exactly, find something that wouldn't be in this office.

"Damn, if only Sam was here and not....weird. He read all the books because he said; "Once you get past the sex, the story is actually really good." I didn't read it though, there were movies, it gave me the gist anyway."

"Well, what would this guy not have in his office?" Benny asked, looking through the drawers in the desk.

I looked through the other side of drawers and saw a picture, it was of me...so Christian Grey, and of dad, so...Christian's mothers boyfriend. I was covered in bruises and I looked like I had been crying.

I found it, why would he keep a picture of himself so miserable?

"Benny, I found it." I half whispered. The door at the front of the office opened, a dark purple light illuminated from it.

"Benny, you coming?" I asked.

He shook his head. "Nah, I like it here, or is it just cause I can't leave? Hell if I know." He laughed, walking with me to the front of the door, and placed a hand on my shoulder.

"I'm guessing there's 3 more to go." He warned. I nodded.

Against what seems like me, I pulled him into a hug, knowing that when I get back to well....reality, he'll be gone.

"I'll see you again soon, your dumb ass loves getting killed." I smiled and pulled back.

"By the way, with Cas and Sam...what is that about?" A small smirk on his face.

I felt my face get hot. "I don't know..I can't imagine being like that."

"Do you love Y/n?" He asked.

"I do." I admitted.

"Then you have nothing to worry about." He pushed me through the door, a small smile was evident when he did so.

When I was on the other side of the door, I was yet again back in the bunker, in my bed, Y/n at my side. I smiled and got out of bed slowly, making sure it to wake her.

I put on the same pair of clothes, and walked yet again out of my room, this time, Y/n only stirred in her sleep.

I walked into the kitchen, Sam was sitting at the table with a newspaper and coffee, I sat down in front of him and tried to act normal.

"Find a case?" I asked.

He put the paper down and smirked at me.

Please don't let it be this again I pleaded.

"Have fun last night?" He asked, humour lacing his voice.

"I'm not sure what you mean."

He pointed at the mirror in the kitchen.

"Go look at yourself."

I got up and walked over to the mirror, hickeys...everywhere along my neck. My hair looked like it had hands ran through it repeatedly.

I felt someone kiss along my neck from behind me, and arms wrap around my waist. For a moment I thought it was Sam and I froze.

"Last night was great~" Y/n purred next to my ear.