Disclaimer: I do not own uglydolls. I also do not own the pictures, or the songs.

(This is a uglydolls 2019 Oneshot)

(Its, lou-centric)

(Warning there is arguing that might be a bit sensitive to viewers)

(I haven't uglydolls a lot, so forgive if some of the characters are ooc..)

(This takes place after the events of the movie)

(Hope you enjoy this little fic~😗)

Dreams

/driːm/

Noun

1. A succession of images, thoughts, oremotions passing through the mindduring sleep.

2. A series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep.

Dreams....dreams were unpredictable.

As the dolls slept that night, their minds are shut down, and they don't move (that much).

Their bodies aren't as active, and everything is quiet.

But for Lou, well, he wasn't as quiet.

He moaned in his sleep as his expression turned into a pained one from the current 'dream' that he was having.

***

(In Lou's dream/nightmare..)

He was in the factory, why was he in the factory?!

Dolls were being made, they were woven by fabric, stitched together, then given faces.

Lou freaked out as he watched this, why was he watching this?!

This was where he was first created of course.

This was also the second most terrifying to him.

As an special doll, he was given extra treatment.

He had extra layer of stitches, extra layers of hair dug deep into his head. His skin being made and pulled against out of his will.

It hurt like hell!

Why was this happening to him?!

Why him?!

WHY ME?!

Suddenly, the area where he was switched.

***

Lou turned in his sleep, and gripped his covers tightly, he had began to sweat slightky, he didn't even know the worst of his dream.

***

Spinning, everything was spinning.

He was spun around again, and again. He coukd feeling his vision distorting, there were things in here with him.

He was struggling to even hear things right now.

Everything was wet, everything was wet, why was he here again?!

Lou had already been placed here when he had first come here by the old batch of dolls.

What did he do to deserve it this time, all he does is his purpose!

'Dear God, please stop this!..'

He was aware of tears coming down his cheeks, he was in the washing machine.

"Laughing..."

He could hear laughing, there were dolls laughing at him.

"Please," He begs. "What did I ever do to you?! Please let me out of here!"

He is aware of how pathetic he sounds, he doesn't care though, he just wants to be out of here!

"That's it, Lou!" One Of the dolls coos mockingly. "Be the good leader that you are, let us play with you! Be imperfect!"

He is crying, he curls into a ball. They were right, he wasn't perfect.

The tears came down fully, and he sobbed as his peers just began to laugh again.

***

A tear went down his face, and Lou said one word.

"Help...."

***

Where was Ox?!

Where was his 'best friend?!'

Lou felt his chest constrict as the water began to go into his lungs.

His vision began to blur, but he couldn't see who his tormentors were. Everything was blurry.

Was he dreaming? Was this reality?

He didn't know, but what he did know was...

He was currently all alone. No one was going to help him.

He needed to help himself.

***

(In reality...)

"Huh!" Lou gasped, and he sat up.

Well, that was certainly....frightening.

He aighed, and sat up to stare out the window. It was the only thing that gave him peace right now.

The onky thing that made him feel normal.

Lou felt something slife down his face, and he put a hand to his cheek.

When he took it off, he saw there was a tear.

A...tear?

But Lou currently didn't feel anything.

Well, he did, but not...properly.

Right now, he didn't feel sandess. He just felt his body develooing tears.

When he felt 'happiness', he felt the urge to smile.

When he was angry, he wanted to punch something. When he was feeling fear, to back away, etc.

He felt moremand more going down his face, but then he began to sob.

Had that actually happened to him? Was it just a dream? Was it a sign?

Was it a real life memory?

For zome reason, Lou believed that.

He just couldn't belive that it had happened.

What had he done to deserve it?

He sighed again, and closed his eyes.

I wish.... He bit his lip. I just wish I knew what happened? Who I am? And why does something feel off?...

Was that too much to ask?

Lou didn't know.

He began to sob more, was he selfish for crying?

Probably, but he didn't care.

Lou felt likemhe deserved this, this punishment.

Being alone, not knowing who he was, being hated by others. He had to have done something, right?

Too bad he didn't know the truth that the others and that his own was keeping for him.

The secret that not even he knew.

Lou felt himself collpase on his bed. He didn't bother getting up.

This feeling was taking over him again.

The one where he was high of his anger, and where he was drowning in his sorrow.

Why, why was he like?

His eyes closed, and Lou fell asleep again.

It was peace to him.

***

Guilt

/ɡɪlt/

Noun

1. an unhappy feeling that you have because you have done something wrong or think that you have done something wrong.

2. a feeling of having committed wrong or failed in an obligation.

That was what Mandy was feeling.

It wouldn't go away. Nor would it.

It shouldn't go away, she deserved to feel this.

Lou was feeling anger because of her. She wished that she could just teel him the truth already, but she was afraid of Moxy. She was afraid of what she would do if she disobeyed her.

Was Mandy a coward?

She hoped not.

She had heard of what Lou did to Ox when he had gotten to his house, and she didn't blame him.

She would be angry too of she was being lied to, and if the truth was being kept from her.

A tear slipped down her usually composed face, she put a hand on her chest. "I'm sorry, Lou. I'm sorry..."

The only one who understood was Nolan. He hated doing this too, while everyone else (except from Ox), seemed to be excited to change the once leader of the type 12 dolls.

She wasn't, she accepted him for who he was.

But how could she tell Lou that she liked him when Mandy was with Moxy?

God, she was such a bitch.

She did love Moxy, but she also liked Lou?

Oh God, why was she such a hypocrite?

Mandy say down on her couch, and put her head in her hands.

Oh my God... She thought. What am I gonna do? I need to fix this, I need to undo whatever Tuesday the bitch has done....

What exactly had she done to Lou?

He seemed to be be in rage when he had returned to Ox. What had she told him?

Think...

Her eyes widened, and her mouth smiled. "His previous life! Yes, him and Tue used to be 'together'..."

She jumped up and down slightky, and she then heard a voice. "Mandy, what's wrong?"

She flinched, and turned around to see Moxy. She couldn't tell the pink doll anything. She would forbid Mandy from telling Lou anything.

Was this some kind of revenge for ruining the portal?

If it was, then that was really petty of the other.

Reigning her composure, she smiled at her. "Nothing, sweetie. I'm just excited to meet the spy girls, we're supposed to go shopping together.."

It wasn't exactly a lie, she really was going shopping with them later.

Moxy raised a brow, it meant that she didn't belive the Excuse. She let it go. "Okay, but you need to be back later. We're going to talk to Ox..."

Mandy nodded, and then set off throuth the front door.

She sighed in relief, now she was going to talk to Ox by herself.

***

Awkward

/ˈɔːkwəd/

Adjective

1. lacking skill or dexterity. lacking grace or ease in movement: an awkward gesture; an awkward dancer.

2. causing or feeling uneasy embarrassment or inconvenience.

Silence seemed to reign Ox's house as Lou and him were sitting in it.

The other was currentky reading a book (he didn't know why he had it. Ox didn't even read that much).

He had a pissed off look ion his face, as if rage was ready to take over any second.

"L-Lou?" He stuttered, and the other turned to face him.

"Yes?" He sounded annoyed. "Is there something you need?"

"What did Tuesday do to you?"

"Wha-"

"What did she do to you?!"

Lou looked surprised by the other's irritation. But he gave in. "She said that you abandoned me, and that she was there for me..."

He said that with so much casualness, that Ox nearky threw up. It was as if Lou was used to the hurt. (It wouldn't be a surprise if he was).

Lou then laid his head back, he refused to look him in the eye. "So, is it true?"

Ox refused to answer, he just couldn't.

He didn't want to lose his brother again.

Lou laughed, but it had no humour in it. "Should've known you wouldn't answer. Nobody has helped me cope with this memory loss, all they've done is keep lies from me, at least Tuesday told me something! "

His anger was taking control again, and Lou tried to stop it. The inner demons that he didn't even jnkw he had were taking over him, and he couldn't stop it.

But he coukd add less fuel. "Why did you keep this from me, Ox?"

The other was still silent, was he trying to prove Lou's point?

Seemed like it.

He sighed. "I'm sorry..."

What was Ox sorry for?

Then, Lou felt sleepy. What was happening? No, no, he couldn't be....

He....can't...be.... He thought, trying to even form one. The......bast...ard....

His eyes closed, and Lou felt succumbed to the sleeping pills.

He feel down down the couch, and his expression suddenly became peaceful.

Ox sighed, placing a pillow under Lou's head, and a blanket over.

He couldn't risk him following him.

As he walked out, he thought one thing.

I'm sorry, Lou... He thought. But I can't risk it...

***

Interrogation

/ɪnˌtɛrəˈɡeɪʃ(ə)n/

Noun

1. To ask someone many questions in a formal situation. (Often in a forceful way that can be seen as threatening).

2. to ask someone a lot of questions for a long time in order to get information.

Ox wondered whenever they were interrogating Tuesday.

He was currently with the others (Nolan, Mandy, and Moxy).

They were currently sat in Tuesday's living room, the other looking angry with them.

"So?" She asked, sitting in her chair. She was smiling. "Is there anything you need?"

Why is she smiling?.. Ox thought. That's creepy...

Nolan was feeling uncomfortable, but he still held his bravado. "Tuesday, do you know the reason why Lou is acting strange?"

Mandy saw the way that her eyes dialiated, and her head went to the side. 

"No" Tuesday denied, putting her hands on her lap. "Why would I? What has he been saying?"

Rambling... Mandy realized. She's trying to dodge the question!...

"Tuesday..." She growled, her hands balling into fists to contain her anger. "You know what happened! Tell us what you fucking know!"

She heard the others gasp at her swearing, but Mandy didn't care. This bitch had done something to either hurt, or manipulate Lou into believing whatever bullcrap she had spewed.

Just the thought at her taking advantage of him in his vulnerable (amnesiac) state, caused Mandy to be filled with rage.

She deserved to rot in the furnace.

First she had kidnapped her and Moxy, now she did this?!

She was just full of bullshit.

(A/N: This is how I felt should have been Mandy's reaction to when she to Tuesday. I mean for God's sake, she was KIDNAPPED! Okay, back to the story~)

Mandy had never had this much hate in her life.

She didn't know what was holding her back from beating the information out of her. But she sat down, and waited for someone else to speak.

"Tuesday.." It was Moxy. "Did you, or did you not say something to Lou the other night? Ever since he came back from yours, he has been acting odd?"

"And all the evidence points to you" Nolan continued for her. "So you either tell us now, or we will have no choice but to put you on house arrest until you confess.."

They knew it was harsh, but it was effective. It had been done before, and it had worked.

Why wouldn't it this time?

Then, Ox spoke. "Please, Tuesday. We'll leave you alone if you tell us. You'll receive no punishment will befall you, I promise.."

"I told him how you left him" She confessed.

That was all she said.

Ox couldn't believe this, how could Tuesday do that?!

He agreed that what he did was wrong, but he regretted it. And now, she made it seem like he didn't.

SLAP!!

Everyone was shocked at the sound, and they all saw Mandy towering over Tuesday. Nobody tried stop her.

"You bitch!..." She started. "How dare you? How dare you use Ox's regret for your own benefit?! Lou does not belong to you! He is his own doll! He will never be yours! You hear that, he could never fall for somedoll like you! Stay away if you know what is good for you!"

Mandy was seething, but she stormed out of the room as to not cause anymore damage.

Everybody was too shocked to say anything.

Then, Nolan spoke. "So, can we leave now?"

***

Dreams

/driːm/

Noun

1. A succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mindduring sleep.

2. A series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep.

Lou knew that he was dreaming.

As he walked through the seemingly endless void, he was angry that he had been drugged asleep. But why had Ox done it?

Had he wanted to look even more suspicious than he already did to Lou right now?

Then, a light appears before him.

"Touch it..." A voice whispers. "Then, you'll understand.."

Lou feels like he is in a trance, he can't stop his body as it reaches out for the light, and he doesn't want to.

It glows bright, and everything is sucked in, including him.

***

He opens his eyes, expecting to feel pain. But Lou doesn't.

Instead, he sees himself with Ox. He is at the...institute of perfection?

It sounds painfully familiar. Why though? Did he have a connection with it?

If so, what was the connection?

He looks around, there are dolls everywhere, and they look at him as of they need his support.

"Welcome to the institute.." The other him sounds like a puppet, as if what he says has been rehearsed. "I am Lou, and I have come to guide you to the big world-"

"Can we get rid of the ugly?!" Somedoll shouts, like they detest him, and Ox looks down sadly. "He needs to go"

The other Lou and his real self feel anger at this. He is surprised that he can feel the emotions of his past self.

Ox hasn't been there long, he can feel it. Dolls walk through Lou, but he can only bring himself to look at the scene before. The green doll looks so depressed, and he feels a pang of guilt for him.

"Be quiet!" The other him shouts. "It doesn't matter if Ox isn't perfect! He is still welcomdd here, and he will go to the big world!"

He claps even though they can't see or hear him. The other him did so well!

Then, everything goes white as he sees his copy leave with Ox, though there is a frown on his face.

***

He sees the other Lou walk with Ox, but something is wrong.

He feels bitterness coming off him, as if he was jealous of somedoll.

But why?

"Where are we going, Lou?" Ox asks, and Lou looks at him.

"We're fixing your bullying problem" He mutters the last bit incoherently. "Even though you can go to the big world, and I can't. Stupid prototype..."

Lou walks next to them, he can't bee seen, but he does hear the last bit.

He is a prototype? What the hell?

Suddenly, he feels the others thoughts.

'He wanted to leave me...' The other thought. 'He wanted to leave like the others, he wanted to abandon us, so I did him a favor...'

It was as if he knew he was there, and was talking to him via thought.

Could he see him? Lou didn't know.

They stop at at a pipe, and Lou crouches to point in the direction. "Go there, Ox. Your problem will be over!"

"Thanks so much, Lou!" He cheered. "I'll visit!"

The other him turned to Lou, and told him one thing.

"He never did..."

***

Hurt

/həːt/

Adjective

1. to feel pain in a part of your body, or to injure someone or cause them pain

2. is - unhappiness or sadness caused by someone's words or actions.

Lou opened his eyes, and just layed there.

What the hell had he seen? Did Ox really abandon him just like that?

Did he really not come to visit? Did he help him escape? And why had that memory shown itself now?

Was it his mind trying to prove Tuesday's point?

How could he even trust Ox at this point?

He lied to him, he did abandon him.

Lou felt a tear go down his face, and the familiar lingering sadness made its way into his core.

But still, he layed there, not even moving to breathe. It hurt too much. They hurt too much.

The memory at least showed him something.

Everyone is a liar.. He thought bitterly. They all lied to me about the abandonment, why should I trust them at all?...

At least Tuesday had told him some truth to the story he was given.

He really was abandoned.

He got up, and saw his body as if on autopilot. It wondered around, and then sww something.

It was a picture of him and Ox back in the institute of perfection.

He was bent down, and it was like he was giving the other a piggy back. Lou blushed, did he actually do that? He must have been really childish back then.

He felt something warm in heart at that. He guess that he did consider the other like a brother.

But now, Ox was just like Moxy and the others. He was untrustable. He was just a stranger to him.

How could he lie to him like that? Could Lou ever trust him again?

The answer seemed to be non existent right now.

Then, Lou heard the door shut, and a familiar voice rang out. "Lou?"

Mandy?.. He thought, confused. What is she doing here?..

That was her name, right? He hadn't talked to her much. But she did seem nice, and trustworthy.

"In here!" He called back, and she appeared next to him. "What's up?"

"I just came to check on you?" She looked around, as if worried that something was either watching or following her. "And to tell some truths.."

He raised a brow, and she gestured for him to sit down on the couch.

"I can't be here long, Lou.." She sighed, and looked around again. "The truth is that...we have all done some terrible things in the past. Ox did abandon, but that was only becuase you helped him out of the institute. Though, I can blame him for not visiting, he ahould have done that.."

Lou was shocked at that information, it made...sense. But why was Mandy the only one willing to tell him the whole truth.

He had already dreamed of that memory. But hearing it come from someone else, and to hear it truthfully, it brought a smile to his lips.

Mandy saw that, and she blushed. Lou did look handsome when he smiled. She couldn't deny that.

Lou wondered what was wrong with her, why was she blushing? Was it because of him? (A/N: i feel like I'm going be told off by the Moxy and mandy shippers for this..but I don't give a flying fuc-..damn, I mean damn~..)

He blushed as well, he never noticed how cute she looked with her glasses (oh, the irony of that statement). She looked attractive, he wondered why she wasn't taken by anyone, yet.

He didn't realize that she was leaning towards him, until he felt lips on his.

He was shocked, but sparks went off inside his body. He felt incredible.

Lou's arms wrapped around Mandy, and he brought her closer.

She yeloed, but then becsme comfortable as she was on Lou's lap, and she was sitting up on it, her hands on his shoulders to balance herself.

She smiled as they pulled apart, and the atmosphere became tense, but in a good way.

They both wanted each other so much right now. They needed this.

They kissed again, the sparks igniting as they felt electricty light up in their nodies of being this close to each other. They took off their clothes, and continued to be addicted to what they were doing.

Mandy knew that this was wrong, that Moxy qould be hurt by her best friend doing this with her past attempted murderer.

But she couldn't find inside herself to care right now. All she wanted was to keep the look of lust and love that was coming off Lou right now.

"If you want to touch me, you can.." He whispered. "But do it now, if you want to please me..."

Since she was lost in a lust haze, Mandy did what she was told. she enjoyed being submissive, even if it was to her past enemy.

And whe  she saw Lou smile at her, she did touch him. She wet her finger in her mouth, and let her body do the work for her.

Mandy's well-oiled finger went into Lou's entrance, and a gentle exhale of breath was the only reaction he had to the intrusion. Lou's body adjusted quickly so Mandy added a second finger, keeping her eyes fixed on the other's face.

He turned his head to lock eyes with Mandy's. His lips parted in ecstasy and his eyes were glazed in tranquil bliss, eliciting a moan of desire from her.

He came, and her hand was full of cum, she tasted it.

It was Good, tasty.

Mandy's eyes stayed fixed on Lou's while he moved over her and positioned himself above her legs.

After a few pumps, Lou gently place his tip at Mandy's ready hole and with a solid thrust pushed inside. She moaned,  but otherwise stayed relaxed. Keeping her eyes locked onRhiss, she heaved out his breath with each gentle thrust.

Mandy couldn't believe that she was losing her virginity right now. Yep, she was a virgin (well, not now). This felt right though, and dolls did say that it was good when you felt like that.

Slowly, Mandy's arms came up, her fingers trailing up along the groves of Lou's taut muscles and locking behind his neck. Then she pulled him down into a deep, but gentle kiss.

They stayed locked together as Lou continued to thrust. Mandy's inner walls would occasionally tense up around him, the frequency and tightness gradually increasing as she neared completion.

Mandy's body tensed and Lou broke the kiss just as she rolled her head up and arch her back to moan out the release. The tightness lasted for only a moment before Mandy's ass gently pulsated around Lou's cock.

With shallow thrusts, he pushed in deep to bring himself to quick completion. He managed to gasp out Mandy's name around the moans as he emptied his load.

He slid himself in and out of her a few more times in long steady strokes as he rode out the last of his orgasm.

He collpased against her, and his weight came onto her body.

The haze was slowky starting to exit Mandy's mind, and her eyes widened.

What have I done?... She was internally panicking. What have I done?...

But she couldn't get up, as her body felt like lead, and she felt blood leak out of her. She knew that was normal after losing your virginity.

Lou gently got off her, and he collapsed on the couch.

His arms brought her close, and she felt comfort next to him.

"Not bad..." Lou whispered, his voice full of praise. "Not bad, little Mandy.."

Mandy smiled, she vowed to tell him the whole truth next time.

After all... she thought. He deserves to know EVERYTHING...

***

Regret

/rɪˈɡrɛt/

Verb

1. a feeling of sadness, repentance, or disappointment over an occurrence or something that one has done or failed to do.

2. a feeling of sadness about something sad or wrong or about a mistake that you have made.

Oh Jesus, did Ox feel it. He really did.

Every second of every day he felt it, he wanted to, but he couldn't. He had to agree with Moxy, Lou could change and be redeemed if he didn't know the truth.

He knew that some dolls like Nolan and Mandy didn't accept what they thought, but he did agree with them to an extent. Lou did deserve to know, but his own guilt was stopping him from going in fear of rejection.

Heh... He thought. Now, I know how Lou fekt...

He didn't know what to do.

But there was a question that haunted him. It made him wonder of he could really tell the other the wholw thing.

Could he really feel Lou everything without losing him again?

Well, he'd have to wait and see.

(A/N: Hey guys, hope you enjoyed this chapter ~😁)

(Apologies for the late update, I have school, and I accidentally deleted this chapter and had to rewrite all over agakn. It was a pain in the ass to do, lol~😅)

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