Disclaimer: I do not own uglydolls. I also do not own the pictures, or the songs.

(This is a uglydolls 2019 fanfic)

(Its, lou-centric)

(Warning there is arguing that might be a bit sensitive to viewers)

(I haven't uglydolls a lot, so forgive if some of the characters are ooc..)

(This takes place after the events of the movie..)

(Credit to @qwertuno for idea of the chapter..)

(Hope you enjoy this little fic~😗)

Resentment

/rɪˈzɛntm(ə)nt/

Noun

1. the strong and painful bitterness you feel when someone does something wrong to you

2. the feeling of displeasure or indignation at some act, remark, person, etc.

Moxy abso-fucking-lutely felt that right now. It burned in her veins.

Her, Mandy, Ox, Nolan, and the spy girls were currently accompanying Lou for a tour around uglyville.

Why did everyone seem to like him? Did no one remember what he did?!

What he did to her and Mandy?! Moxy felt trauma from when she entered the furnace, she thought that she was going to be burned alive.

The memory still haunted her to this day. It was burned in to her mind.

She remembered it like it was yesterday.

°FLASHBACK°

"Lou? What are you doing here?..." it was Tuesday that spoke.

"You didn't think I'm gonna miss all the fun, did you? I see you brought Mandy too. How delightful"

But his smirk disappeared for a second, and his eyes seemed confused. But then then he smirked again, Moxy noticed it looked forced.

"But you told us bring Moxy back to you and-" Tuesday began to speak.

" I can little far better plan.."

"What are you doing? You already crush their spirits..."

"Sure, Uglyville may be crushed, but we both know, Moxy will never give up. Without you around The rest of them will stay away forever. The only reason I let you stay in Perfection – was to k-keep an a-a-appropriateness.."

They noticed him stutter again. He seemed to struggle with speaking. A confused expression appeared in his eyes, and she noticed them become red for a second, but they looked to be battling blue.

"wHat?" Lou looked aorund and saw Moxy. "w-wHy aM I hEre?

But it was a whisper, and nobody heard his statement.

"Shhh.." He put a finger to his lips, it was a different voice that escaped his lips, and it was directed at Moxy.

His eyes flashed red again. Then they turned blue, and Lou acted like he did before.

He continued in a normal voice. "Everybody says: Oh Lou, you so nice, you the best! Do you know how LONG I have worked for that relation?! Who is pretty dolls? They're mine. They hang on my every word, and if YOU think, I'm gonna let you take that away from ME, you as empty as the rest of them."

Mandy and Moxy looked at the floor and didn't answer. Lou alternately looked at them.

Lou took off the glasses from Mandy and immediately crushed them.

"Your both ugly, And ugly things belong in recycling.."

"No!" Moxy shouted.

"You can't do this!" Mandy was afraid.

"Ox destroyed the system. Well, I fixed it. We will see you soon. You will be brand new. You'll be perfect.."

Having said these words, Lou threw off Moxy and Mandy's hands.

The last thing she saw was his shocked and regretful face. Then it turned into an evil look.

°FLASHBACK END°

Moxy shivered at it, the memory woukd always be in her mind. It woukd never go away.

It would forever traumatise her. That was why she hated Lou, she nearky killed her and Mandy.

And speaking of her, she knew her girlfriend liked Lou. She just didn't tell her. Honestly, you had to be dumb not to see the aigns.

The blushing, the stuttering, and Mandy never went out as much as she had been doing the last couple of days.

And honestly, coukd you blame Moxy? She had been through hell.

She had nearky died, it took a long time to tell Mandy she loved her, and now she would possibky lose her as well (was the open relationship not enough?).

But the worst was Ox. She loved him as well as Mandy. And the fact that Lou was stealing him away from him infuriated her. It was his fault that everything was faloung apart from her, it was fine before he came along, why did always have to ruin everything?

And Ox, the one dolls that knew her the most, the one that she trusted. The one that she loved. Yea, it was wrong to be with and love two people at the same time, but Mandy had agreed, and Moxy took advantage of it.

Ox's attention had been mainky on her, and it was intoxicating. She guess that she had an attention kink, there was no denying. There was just something about receiving praise that gave Moxy a warm and arousing feeling.

But she wasn't like Lou when it came to the attention, she appreciated it, he had used it to his advantage to manipulate every doll he had known (in the past).

She had gone to Ox straight away, and he had returned her feelings. She smiled, and they had been together for over a month before Lou came along.

Then she heard Nolan's voice. "Hey guys.."

"Oh, Hey Nolan!" Mandy greeted cheerfully. "Back already?"

Lou was confused.

Back from where?...

"Yeah.." He replied, and Michael stood next to him. "My kid's parents went out for the day, so I have a free hour or two before they come back. Thank the portal.."

"Portal?" Lou questioned. "What's that?"

A place where we can't go..

He was shocked, what the hell was that? The whispers were getting stronger lately.

Ox and Mandy paled at this, well, this was going to be awkward situation.

Michael seemed to understand the silence, so he explained for them. "It's where almost every doll goes to see their kid so they have someone to play with.."

Nolan felt like slapping the other next him, why did he say it like that?

"Well.." Moxy was being sarcastic. "This is a nice situation, isn't it?"

Ox cleared his throat. "1. Moxy, not helping. 2. Yes Lou, the place is called the big world.."

The mentioned doll felt excited, could he go there? Could he actually have his own kid?

He smiled and seemed to beam. "So does that mean I can eventually go to the big world?!"

Of course, they woukd have to deal with his memory loss first.

Lou could onky imagine having his own, the freedom, the attention, the love.

He felt so happy! He could have a place to go and back!

"Lou?" Ox startled him. "I was meant to tell you. You...you can't go to the big world. Prototypes aren't made for public consumption.."

It was a direct quite, and Lou somehow knew that.

But he couldn't have his own kid?

No...

He felt his heart shatter, Ox had kept another secret from him, let him get excited for no damn fucking reason.

Now, do you see it?.. The voice whispered again. Ox keeps secrets from you, he will only hurt you. That's what they always do..

It sounded so...sad, so..sincere. Lou fekt himself being compelled to trust it, like it was an old friend.

"Your kidding?.." The emotions were too intense for Lou to handle. "You still can't fucking be honest?! Why do you always do this? First you abandoned us when he revealed his past? Now your keeping secrets?! I fucking hate you?"

Why did he refer himself to him? Lou wasn't sure, it felt like someone was speaking for him, as if it wasn't of his own will.

He needed to leave.

Now..

And so he did, he heard then shouting as he did.

***

Thought

/θɔːt/

Noun

1. an idea or opinion produced by thinking, or occurring suddenly in the mind.

2. manipulating information, as when we form concepts, engage in problem solving, reason and make decisions.

Lou was in thought as he reached a random spot in one of the quiet corner of ugkyville. He bent down so that his reflection was facing him.

Why? Why had they lied to him again? He was sick of it.

He just wanted the truth, was that hard to ask for?

He swear that his tears would be visible if someone were here with him.

Why are you crying?...

Lou did not respond.

It's your fault.. It whispered, making him flinch. I did warn you that he would betray you agsin, and look what he did? He kept something that WE had EVERY right to know~..

We?..

Yes.. It replied, though sounding weak. WE. Guaranteed, I did know the truth. But I onky knew a bit, it shocked...me....as....well.

Lou tried to respond, but he didn't get a reply this time.

Was he going crazy?

Seemed like he was. Lou sighed, why did this have to happen to him?

Jesus Christ, why did the voice sound so familiar?

Why did he feel like he could trust it?

It sounded caring, like an older brother. But there was also something sinister to it, as if it was an evil entity. Like it would protect someone, but it would be like making a deal with devil.

He sighed. "What is wrong is with me?"

For some God Damn reason, he wasn't mad at Ox. But he was mad at the others. Ox did mean to tell him, but the others refused to. It pissed him off.

Why was he suddenly angry?

Becuase of the secrets.

I'm sick of it... He thought. I'msickofitI'msickofitI'msickofitI'msickofit-

The thought kept repeating in his head, not his own, he couldn't make it stop.

Why wouldn't it stop?

Then, Lou felt himself being turned around. There were three dolls there, expressions filled with hate.

Hayden, Adam, and William.

How did he knew these names?

But as he did, he just knew that they did something bad to him. He didn't know what it was.

They were stood there, their postures unmoving. Lou fekt himself being afraid of them.

"Hey, Lou.." Hayden's tone was sly, like she had just won a good prize and was about to brag about it. "How're doing? Heard you lost your memory?"

"Yes.." He confirmed, wary of them. "Everything just went black.."

He then found that he was cornered by the three dolls, the pool was behind him, no one was around. Shit.

Please.. he thought. Don't do it..

"Do you knkw what you did to us?" Adam asked, tone sarcastic. "You ruined our lives.."

"And for that.." William continued for him. "You need to pay.."

Lou couldn't help being pushed in, there were three of them, and onky one of him.

He felt the water as he was crashed in, he didn't know how to swim. He couldn't save himself.

The water swallowed him as if it was a hungry beast, Lou floated there, still as a statue.

His hair had come undone from its previous style, and was now fllating beside.

He heard voices above him, one of them familiar. But he couldn't pin point it.

But then the whispers blocked them out.

"Please, stop!"

"Why, leader? You are worthless!"

"You are weak!"

"Why can't I die?"

"Why can't we be loved?"

The words repeated themselves in his mind as he fekt his body shutting down. It was from a memory.

Dolls were above were enjoying seeing him drosn underneath the seemingly never ending water.

Lou, your scared.. A voice was clear, stronger than before. It made itself clear in his fuzzy mind. You SHOULDN'T be scared...

Where was the voice coming from? The water? His mind? He didn't know.

Arms snaked their way around his torso, hugging his tightly. His arms were caught in the grip.

And he didn't have to be afraid?

No, Lou. You shouldn't have to obey or bow to anyone.. The arms squeezed, suffocating. We shouldn't have to bow. There is a lot you have to learn yet..

I don't have to bow?.

They hurt us. Torment us. Mock Us. LIED to us.. He felt something nuzzle his hair, and something gentky pressing into his mind. They will NOT break us..

Us?..

"I'll protect you..."

Lou felt like he should have comfort from those words, they were whispered like from one brother to another. Like they would protect him. But they asko felt like the words from a demon. They words were laced with poison but covered in sweetness.

He felt the pressure in his mind grow, and he was weakening. Lou tried to stay awake, but found himself being pulled closer to whoever this was.

The sweet words above were a death sentence.

Lou couldn't stay awake for much longer, and felt himself being mkved from his body. Though, it was gentle, it was a brush of another consciousness against his, and he was set aside like a child in a crib.

He coukdn't stay awake any longer.

"I'll protect you.."

The voice repeated, mocking yet sweet.

He felt himself being pulled closer into the embrace, as if he was in a sleep hold.

Lou gave in and fell asleep. The last thing he fekt was the water splashing above him, and screams that would haunt him in his dreams.

***

Remember(ing)

/rɪˈmɛmbə/

Noun

1. do something that one has undertaken to do or that is necessary or advisable.

2. have in or be able to bring to one's mind an awareness of (someone or something from the past).

Lou didn't remember anything.

He didn't remember how he came to at the pool, the bodies there covered in blood. Or the sweet, mocking laughing at the back of his mind that huanted him till now.

Ox tried to pressure him into telling the truth. But he coukdn't remember, why woukd no one believe him?

The voice was right, no one trusted him. But to be fair, Lou did 'send' a bunch of dolls to the hospital with near fatal injuries.

Shit, no one was going to trust him now. He coukd still feel the water in his lungs from where those dolls tried to drown him.

He and those other dolls had been found passed out at the side of the pool.

The onky difference was that Lou didn't have any bruises. He somehow felt relief from that.

Was it bad that he felt giddy from it? That he was happy that he (or they) had gotten their revenge?

Note...

Lou then felt his hand go into his pocket, and he pulled a piece of paper out.

It was written in varely readable writing, but he managed to make out the words.

*Dear Lou

* I'm going to be weak for about a day, but don't tell the truth. They'll think your crazy, THEY always did. Thank you for allowing control. But I am not that kind to everyone that hurts us. I'll talk to you later.

Sincerely, the other you.*

He was shocked at that. Why didn't he give Lou his name?

Could he really help him?

What did he mean that he wasn't that kind? So many questions, so many answers needed.

That was all he needed right now. Seriously, what was his life coming to?

Then, he heard Ox. "Lou, will you finally fess up?"

"I didn't do anything!" It was the half truth, he really didn't knkw. "I promise..."

He heard the other gasp, a promise was important in ugkyville, it was almost symbolic. It meant that you were tellun the truth, there was no going back once you did.

And Lou dared to go down this route.

Ox didn't say anything to him, but he spoke a few moments later. "We're going to Nolan's.."

Lou knew that it wasn't a request, it was an order.

Fortunately for both of them, he obeyed.

He felt like it was the right move to get off suspicion for now.

***

Waiting

/ˈweɪtɪŋ/

Noun

1. to stay in a place until an expected event happens, until someone arrives, until it is your turn to do something, etc.

2. the action of staying where one is or delaying action until a particular time or event.

She was currently waiting for a certain person to appear.

The hood on her face covered her so that her identity wouldn't be revealed.

He's going to be pissed.. She thought, giggling. Wait till he sees it. I am so going to die...

Her phone rang, she answered.

"Hey, Absi!" She replied cherrily. "Yeah, I'm currently waiting for the messenger to appear. I swear, I am going to kill whoever he sent. They're half an hour late!"

"You never did like later people, did you?" The person on the other line cackled, and she swore thst she was more insane than her.

And that is saying something..

She was interrupted by Absi (not her real name) speaking again.

"Why did you ring?" The tone turned sharp. "You never call unless to get a...favor.."

"Yeah, I need one.." She answered, taking a breath. She looked around cautiously. "I need you to get records of around 5-10 years ago.." 

"Are you alright?"

"Please?.."

"Fine, I'll send the records to you by morning tomorrow.."

"Thank you..."

"I believe I'm hearing someone walking behind you, I'll see you later.."

The phone hing up, she wasn't hurt by the response. It was always like that.

Still a bitch though..

She caught the knife that was aimed for her. "Come out, now..."

It had just barely grazed her palm, but the blood still trickled out. The bastard was going to pay for that.

He shyly came out, coward. "I-I'm sorry.. please don't kill me!"

He obviously wasn't used to being caught, and didn't know much self-defence.

What an idiot...

"I'm not going to kill you.." She told him, softly. "You just need to deliver something for me..."

He nodded, thankful. "Thank you-"

SLASH!

Blood dripped across his skin, and she kissed his lips. They tasted sweet, like chocolate.

That repulsed her, but she still rewarded him. "Go now, Adam. Deliver the note behind the alley in the market near the 3rd biggest building.."

He nodded, and started running out of fear.

She smirked, and brought her phone to her ear. It rang. "Hey, Phoenix. I need a littke favor. Can you please get one of your guys 'to dispose the rubbish'. He knows too much, and I bet he will be glad that one of the guys who tried to drown his other is gone.."

"O-okay. S-s-send the p-p-payment through my account..."

"Sure, it will be there in a hour.."

"T-t-thanks.."

"Welcome" She hung up.

She actually felt sorry for Lou, he had lost his memory, but she couldn't reveal herself yet, he told her not to.

She was one of the people who knew the actual truth about him. He trusted her, but she had to leave. She just had to.

Red ruby eyes looked out of the hood she was wearing. She could still see the doll running in the distance.

She glared at him, walked away, and muttered. "Sorry Adam, but karma's a bitch..."

Let's just say that there woukd be a blood bath later.

***

Meeting

/ˈmiːtɪŋ/

Noun

1. a situation when two or more people meet, by chance or arrangement.

2. an assembly of people for a particular purpose, especially for formal discussion.

Phoenix was currentky waiting for them. The people who she hated and loved at the same time.

Why did Lou have to lose his memory? She knew one thing, the damn dog was going to pay for doing that to him!

At least, that's what she had assumed. Lou coukd have also just fallen and banged his head.

It wasn't that common for victims to develop amnesia from things like that.

She was currently at her computer desk, hacking into a security system, she was getting paid big for this.

Then, she heard it. A faint clicking sound from heels. "Absentia.."

The other's breath hitched. "How do to you do that?!"

She chuckled, and the other whacked her on the head. "1. Ouch! 2. Got good hearing.."

"Shocker.."

"When are the others going to be here?"

"Knowing her and him.." Absentia replied, tapping her finger on her chin. "Now and later.."

"What?"

The other held up three fingers.

3...

2...

1...

Nothing-

BAM!!

Phoenix fell off her desk chair. "What the fuck?!"

They both looked behind them, a bunch of boxes were flattened.

"Ivy.." Absentia smiled. "Haven't seen you in a long time, welcome back from ghe underground.."

A figure stepped out of the shadows.

Her body was curved in all the right places, her skin was rose beige.

Her hair was in a rebel half-shaved style, the colour green everywhere with red and purple streaks.

She took off the cloak, red eyes scanning them. "It's good to be back.."

She was wearing a white top, it barely contained her chest. She wore black shirts, and black trainers.

"But why the fuck did you call this meeting?!" She yelled. "I had to end a client fucking earky, it's bound to raise suspicion now!"

She just reaked rage, and they were ballsed out terrified. She coukd kill them in an instant.

"I-Ivy.."

"W-we.."

They knew that she was in a really bad mood.

"Now, now, ladies..." A rich voice called. "Let's not fight, should we?"

They turned arkund, and saw him.

Ivy smiled. "Oh my God, you're really back!"

Dark blue eyes studied them, his blonde hair just pushing past their faces. "Yeah.."

"Can you quit the fake voice thing?" Absentia asked, as Phoenix worked on her computer. "I don't want to hear the other's, it's annoying and gets really irritating.."

He just rolled his eyes. "Fine, better?..."

Absentia smirked. "Much better, Louis. It's kind of ironic how your name is the full version of Lou's~.."

Oh, how they were annoyed by each other.

He just smirked, and pulled Ivy on his lap, the other blushing as he did.

She nuzzled his neck, breathing his scent. "I missed you, it's been years.."

Absentia was silently outstanded at how he managed to calm her down that quick.

Then again, it had been years since they had actually been with each other.

"I know.." He grabbed her hand, affection in his eyes that not even shined in Lou when he was with Mandy. "I'm sorry, but the bastards somehow got rid of me!.."

Absentia chirped in. "I honestly prefer you more than your weaker side.."

"I object.." Phoenix interrupted, putting her glasses on. "Lou leads, this one tortures.."

"Gee, thanks for the welcome.." His eyes narrowed. "Who got rid of Adam?"

"I did.."

His eye widened at Absentia. "Really, I thought you were an exotic dancer.."

"I am.." She grinned. "I just do other jobs to earn a little bit of more cash.."

Phoenix's tone had disgust in it. "Really? And to think, we were the original spy girls.."

"You could have still been if you hadn't quit.."

"We didn't quit, Lou fired us..." Ivy spoke, her hand curling into to a fist. "We could have been normal if he hadn't. Apparently, we were too 'unstable'. Ha, bullcrap!"

"But why are really here?" Phoenix asked, tone sharo. "You didn't meet us for no reason..."

"I needed a favor.." He breathed. "I need you to retrieve pictures of the three dolls that were involved in Lou's attack earlier. Obviousky, one is dead now. The other two are still out there though.."

"It's nice that your protective of him.." He pulled her in a short, yet sweet kiss. "But I have agree with Phoenix to an extent. You are sometimes..tortuous.."

He mock gasoed. "Really?! What gave that hint?!"

She just glared. "1. No welcome sex tonight. 2. I said to an extent. I have to go for a hit, anyway.."

She stared into those dark, dead blue redish eyes that currently had a sad look on them. "But be a good boy, and I'll make you cum mkre than Mandy did with Lou.."

He blushed, and Ivy chuckled at the usually stoic male.

"S-so.." Phoenix and Absentia laughed at his slight stutter. "Phoenix, thanks for the favor. And Absentia and Ivy, meet Blaze at 'White Innocence' later (it was a strip club/bar). He's got a job thst requires both of you..."

"Sure.." They replied in unison.

"And Ivy.." He put his head to hers. "We still love you, even of it is only one half that does. We wil try to fix you all.."

Ivy gave him a kiss, and watched him walk out.

As she glanced at her friends faces, they all thought the same thing.

You can't fix something that's already broken.

***

Fuzzy

/ˈfʌzi/

Adjective

1. (of an image) having shapes that do not have clear edges, or (of a sound, especially from a television, radio, etc).

2. not given to clear thinking; foolish. giddy; light-headed.

Why did Lou feel fuzzy?

He stumbled into Ox's house, wondering how he got here in the first place. Apart from a voice earlier, he just remembered that he fell asleep.

And when he went to sleep earkier, he had found himself outside.

He woke up just at the front door, it was 4.00 am! If Ox found out, he was going to kill him.

And why the fuck did he feel drunk?

"Can you stop with the fake voice thing?"

"I prefer that side.."

"I'm glad that your back!"

"Why'd you call to meet up?"

"I love you.."

"You can't fix something that's already broken.."

It fekt like Lou had interacted with them, but he didn't at the same time.

He didn't know what the fuck was going on!

Was he sleep-walking? Had he heard that conversation when he did it?

It's ok.. A voice told him. You don't need to know...

Why more secrets?

You aren't going to remember this conversation since your tired.. It continued. But someone who hurt you is gone, they won't bother US anymore..

Why did it refer him as us?

Huh.. It sighed in response, and Lou fekt a bit of emotional hurt from it. You really don't remember, do you? Of course, OUR mind gives you the good memories. Never the bad ones! Oh how ironic of how I remain and not them!..

After it was done with its rant, Lou heard it sigh.

Was it you?..

No response.

We were close once... It changed thr subject. But since you can't remember, I don't know why I bother. It's been years since I've been out. I could help you, but dear Oxie wouldn't like me out..

Lou reached his bedroom, and his eyes widened. Ox knew?!

He doesn't know... The voice caressed his ear, as if there was an invisible wind pushing it there. He might have long ago, but the bunny has the memory of a fucking goldfish..

Even Lou couldn't helo but laugh at that. But swore that the voice was coming from his right, so he turned his head there.

He regretted it.

At the corner of his rokm was a figure with just a little more tanned skin than him.

His hair was a darker shade of blonde, and he had the same suit as him. His arms were crossed, a permanent glare on his face.

Who the fuck was he?

Was he like Lou's version of a bogeyman?

He didn't realize that he was backed into a wall until the other was nearly two inches away from him.

The other didn't ssy anything, Lou knew it was too weak to.

It required his energy to thrive.

Thry just stared at each other, blue eyes meeting red. That was one of the few things that told them apart from each other.

It was a game of dominance, one game that Lou unfortunately lost. His head bowed down.

He couldn't handle the darkness in the other's eyes.

Footsteps.

Then he felt the breath ghosting over his face.

It chuckled, and his voice was in his ear again.

"No mercy.."

Barely any words were comprehensible after that.

Lou looked at it.

It was grinning, teeth gleaming on the darkness of the room.

Then it went. It just disappeared.

He didn't understand why it didn't hurt him.

Lou went onto his bed, his thoughts haunting him.

What was going on?

Was he going insane?

As he went to sleep, one more thought haunted him.

What did he mean that they were going to meet again?

(A/N: Hey guys, hope you enjoyed the chapter~😁)

(By the way, I hoped you liked MY ocs. Ivy's my personal one.)

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