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A white blanket laid on the colorless ground and little snowflakes fell from the sky. The valuable liquid fell as little flakes down the sky and it melted on the warm pale skin.

Laughters from young kids filled the air and white little balls were up in the air before they landed. Big snowmen stood at the side walk. Carrots were their noses and little flat stones their eyes, mouth and buttons.

Memories filled Jungkook's head and he looked to the kids which where playing in the snow. The snow laid everywhere and laughters filled the air.

"Thank you that you are out with me, Hwasa." whispered the raven haired male and looked up from the white ground. Loud scrunches filled the air and a warm arm laid around the boy's shoulder.

"Don't thank me. I'm your friend. We help each other. I help you now and you helped me in middle school." smiled the female lightly and her well tanned skin glowed in the golden light of the chains of lights. Light make-up adorned her face but she was still beautiful, so Jungkook thought.

A small smile rushed over the pinkish lips from the male and he looked at her friend. Both of them went out. His red eyes burnt in the cold breeze of the winder but he wanted to be outside. Every year was Jungkook outside with his friends. It became a tradition.

With small steps were Hwasa in front of the raven haired male and she looked at him. A grin was placed on here lips and she looked at his younger friend. "I have some money here. What do we always do before or in the christmas time?" asked Hye Jin and looked at Jungkook. Her eyes sparkled in excitement.

The mouth of Jungkook dropped open and he looked at her. "We always visit the Japanese curry house!" spoke the male out and he looked at her. The orange haired female nodded and grabbed the hand from her friend. "That's right! Come we'll do this. You didn't eat much at lunch and I'm hungry again."

Loud laughed both of them and it was a moment in the life if the raven haired male that he totally forgot about his so called 'boyfriend'. A small smile covered Jungkook's lips and he nodded. Every year he visited once with his friend Hwasa the Japanese curry house, a delicious place. The owner knew them by now very well.

"Come on or you'll don't get something and I'll eat it by myself." laughed the female again and grabbed the hand of her childhood friend.

Both of them knew each other since they were little. Their families hoped that Hwasa and Jungkook will start a relationship when they came into their teenage age but they never started this.

Jungkook told his parents early that he wasn't interested in girls and Hwasa was at first shy in this topic but she came out as well later. Even when their tried to start dating, it never went well. But they wanted to stay close but just as friends.

With a smile in their faces went the two young adults to the center of their city part. Crowds of people filled the streets and snow covered their coats. Younger humans were covered in little snow suits and there little footsteps made quiet scrunches but it was loud enough for Jungkook to hear.

"Do you know what you want?" asked Hwasa with a teasing voice, the answer was clear. Each year the ordered the 'christmas curry plate' and it was perfect for two persons. They thought if sharing food made the raven haired boy's heart race painfully. He remembered him.

A long time ago, he promised that he would go with Jungkook to the Japanese curry house but now he couldn't go with him. Pain rushed through Jungkook's body and he looked down at the grey street.

Little grains of sugar laid down on the grey street and the snowflakes melted there to the clear liquid water. It reflected Jungkook and he looked down at himself in the little puddle. A painful smile covered the pinkish lips from Jungkook.

Hwasa noticed that the younger male stopped behind her and she turned around to face the raven haired male. Light was the smile on her lips and she looked at him. She shook her head and walked closer to him.

"hey little dreamer." whispered Hye Jin and stroked a strand of his black hair behind his ear. Soon Hye Jin noticed that Jungkook wasn't listening to her, he was in his own world.

Softly she grabbed the pale hand from him and stroked over the skin. Hwasa knew exactly that the raven haired boy loved to feel the soft strokes from her. She knew it.

"Jeon Jungkook. Jeon Jungkook " she repeated his name a few times until the male snapped out of his dreamy thoughts. He looked at her. "Hm?" A giggle escaped Hye Jin as she heard the sleepy undertone out if his voice. "You dreamed again."

A rosé tone adorned the raven haired boy's cheeks and he looked down to hide his embarrassment. A moment like this made him shy and uncomfortable. "It is okay." spoke the female out.

The white snowflakes adorned the bright orange hair from Hwasa and it laid on her head like powdered sugar. Golden light fell onto her face and her brown chocolate eyes shimmered brightly in the light. Her sliver necklace threw silver beam of light on her well tanned neck.

Humans walked in hurry next to both of them and their faces were hidden in thick scarfs. The cold air filled the streets and the breeze of the winter made the little snowflakes dance. An elegant dance was it in Jungkook's eyes as he looked up.

It was like partner dance. Each snowflake owned a partner, someone who doesn't do bad things to you. A small smile laid on the raven haired lips as he watched the white snowflakes how they danced with each other snowflakes. His eyes laid on a small pair of snowflakes. It fascinated him.

Golden and silvern light from the shops fell into the streets and it gave the ground a new feeling. It looked like a street for Christmas. Colorful baubles hung down at the window from the shops and christmas themed scents filled the streets.

Slowly looked Jungkook to his left and his eyes laid on the many little foodshops which stand on the big grey 'street'. Smell of deliciously winter food filled the air and the golden holiday lights hung down from the metal arch which stood on the rooftops from the shops. White snowflakes fell down from the light blue sky, which got darker with every minute.

Stars hung between the ocean of lights down and gave the atmosphere a christmas feeling. It made Jungkook smile. Christmas was his favorite holiday of the year.

It was the season of giving love and family. He loved it to sit with his family together and ate the delicious christmas food that the two families always made. The raven haired boy smiled as the memories appeared in his view. His smile was small but it was a smile. A happy one.

"I'm sorry that I dreamed again. We can go." nodded the younger from the two and put his cold hands into his pockets to warm him up. He hid his face into his wine red scarf and closed his eyes. As soon he opened them, he followed his friend Ahn Hye Jin.

Warm air hit the two friends faces as they entered the restaurant. The white snowflakes melted in their coats because of the warm air. Jungkook closed his eyes. He could hear the old voices from the years ago. He knew exactly where they were sitting last year and the years ago. He knew it.

A shorter female came to then and greeted the two friends with a politely bow. The smile on her rosé toned lips was big. "Welcome to the Japanese Curry House." started the young woman and looked at the two. We exist since 2007, thought Jeon and right after his thought the female spoke the same words out. "How can I help you?"

"We want a table for two persons." smiled Ahn and nodded at the waitress. She thought for a short time before she leaded the two friends to a free table. She had black cards in her right arm and handed those to Hye Jin and Jungkook. "I can I bring you something to drink while you decide what to eat?"

A smile laid on the red lips from Hye Jin. She nodded. "We already know what do eat. Your christmas curry plate please, one hit wine punch and you Jungkook?" asked Hwasa as she looked to her friend Jungkook. He looked up and than to the waitress. "A milk please."

The waitress wrote down the order and bowed again politely. She took the two black cards and left the two friends. Hwasa looked with a smile to the raven haired male.

Quiet christmas music was played in the background of the restaurant and the laughter and talks of people filled the restaurant. The golden candle light danced slowly and the red and golden baubles laid on the table for the decoration.

A long white table runner adorned the dark wooden table and represent the white snow under the golden and red baubles. Little fake snowflakes laid on the white table runner and they shimmered blueish and greenish in the light. It was a little masterpiece in Jeon's eyes. The decoration was a good choice.

"So I know that we shouldn't talk about this but what happend between you and him? I know that there is more than just this, Jungkook. I knoe you to well for this. You told me the half story."

Soft were the words that cake from Hwasa and she knew which should she choose. Jungkook didn't started to have the wave if pain hitting his heart. He was calm, very calm. "I know. I didn't told you the full story."

Quiet was the sigh that escaped Jeon's pinkish lips. He knew that he shouldn't cry about him anymore. He should forget him but it was hard, very hard. It was over three years with him in a relationship. He couldn't stop thinking about him.

"Everything was very stressful at the end of the year. I don't know why but he was different." began the raven haired male to speak and looked down at the dark wooden table.

Snowflakes danced outside faster and faster. The cold breeze came sometimes in as the door to the restaurant opens and closed as new customers came in. The golden light if the red candle danced fast as this happens and the little fake snowflakes moved a little bit when the breeze was strong. The wind rustled against the restaurant.

"It seemed he hid something from me and was very nervous as we touched each other or just cuddled. He always came late home and never said to me why this was so. His only word was 'work'." whispered Jungkook and took a deep breath before he continued to talk.

"One day I asked him and we end up having a really loud argument. He got mad, really mad and yelled at me. It broke me so much. Than he went out somewhere and let me at home, crying. Later he got home again. His hair was messy and a few buttons of his expensive business shirt were open. I knee what he had done."

Again was the voice of the raven haired male shaking and he closed his eyes to avoid the tears. He took a second breath and waited for some seconds. He got himself and continued to talk about the situation what happend between him and his so called 'boyfriend'.

"As I did the laundry I felt something strange in his back pockets. So I looked after it." Jungkook did a long pause and bit his pinkish lips. "I think you should know what I found." Hwasa nodded as an answer.

"I think he didn't loved me anymore and has a affair. I hate you, Park Jimin."

a/n;

This was deep at the end :(