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White snowflakes danced outside of the window. Quiet christmas music was played in the background and the laughter from the people filled the warm room. Golden light fell onto the pale skin from the raven-haired male. His skin glowed in the light and he looked like an angle.

Silence took over the two friends and the raven haired male looked at the dark wooden table. His hands grabbed the small fake snowflake and turned a little bit.

In his eyes reflected the greenish and blueish shimmer from it. His raven hair shimmered as well in the light from the lamps and his face was like gold because of the golden light of the candle.

"I don't know why he left you Jungkook." started the female and her short orange hair shimmered like a leave in the autumn season. "but you look so gorgeous everyday. I think everything is a misunderstanding. Believe me." smiled Hye Jin brightly and in the raven haired male's eyes shimmered something. It was hope.

"Maybe you're right." whispered Jungkook and his eyes laid still on the wooden table. He listened to the calm christmas music. It remembered him about something. His breath was shaking and he closed his eyes.

"My best friend Taehyung told me the same. He said I was overreacting about everything but I told him that he was hiding something but he always said the same." whispered Jeon to his friend Hye Jin. He opened his eyes as he spoke but closed them again to take a deep breath.

Darkness were around him and a memory came up in his mind. He could feel the warm hands around his waist. The warm breath against his face and he could remembered the lovely smile that his partner gave him.

A slow song was played in the background and candles filled the room. The manly scent from his partner filled the air and he loved it. It calmed in down and a smile grew on his pinkish lips.

His words echoed through his head and the dark pair of eyes appeared in front of his memories. The scene changed a little bit and the raven haired male could see his pale hand in a warm strong hand from someone else. His memory was only some months ago. Jungkook was at the winter ball with him.

His black suit adorned his body and the black hair laid perfectly on his head. The dark eyes focused the raven haired lips and the big smile was placed on his lips. He looked perfect.

Jungkook's vision went blurry and he opened his eyes. A wave of pain hit his chest as he saw that he was still in the Japanese Curry House and not by his side.

Slowly looked the male up to his friend which looked at him. Hye Jin placed one of her warm hands against his cheek. The tender strokes of her thumb calmed Jungkook down. "Everything will be alright. Believe me."

A small smile was placed on the pinkish lips from the raven haired male and he nodded. His friend Hwasa knew exactly how to calm him down. She knew everything about him. She was like a big sister for him. "You're right, big sister."

Red was the color that adorned Hye Jin's cheeks as she heard the nickname from his friend. A shy smile adorned her red lips and she closed her eyes to avoid the clear tears. The nickname made her proud and weak at the same time. She was there for him and she wanted to be for him a older sister and now he spoke it out.

"Yes I'm your big sister."

Small were her whisperes and she smiled at Jungkook. With her hand she softly stroke through his raven hair. A laugh escaped the lips of the friends as Hye Jin made a mess out of his hair.

Jungkook's hair shimmered golden in the light and the fake snowflakes gave their greenish and blueish shimmer to the two friends. Small stripes of blue and green light adorned the younger's chin and it was a masterpiece in Hye Jin's eyes. A big smile covered her red lips as she saw those beautiful view in front of her.

Apple and cinnamon scent filled next to the delicious food the air and a christmas feeling came up in the male. His hazelnut brown eyes shimmered in excitement like a little child. But sadness were behind the veneer of his brown eyes.

"I thank you for everything Hye Jin." whispered the raven haired boy as silence took over the two. "I'm so happy that I know you now for so long. You was always have been by my side. Even when you moved in another neighborhood. I don't know how to pay this back."

Jeon muttered his words and looked shy at the table. His words were the truth just like his love to him.

"hey, you don't have to thank me. You know that I have my girlfriend Wheein and I'm happy with her. You met her and with your help we found our love and luck. This is the least I can do after you helped me so much in my life, little brother."

Her words touched the heart from Jungkook and the very first big smile appeared on his lips. Clear tears rolled down his pinkish cheeks and with a quiet sound landed the tears on the wooden surface. His lips trembled and he gulped loudly. "Thank you so much."

The raven haired boy's tears shined shortly in the golden light as the fell down on the dark wooden table. Two drops of water adorned the surface and it made a quiet sound.

With a smile on his pinkish lips, wiped Jeon his tears away and the beige cloth had a dark spot on it as the clear liquid it the fabric. But Jeon didn't mind his tears or love and friendship.

Small was his voice and he looked at her. The watery eyes from Hwasa made him feel more loved than he ever felt. She was the family member he loved and respected. Hye Jin was his own guardian angel.

A voice interrupted the two friends and the raven haired boy looked up. The smell of delicious curry filled his nose and the feeling of hunger hit him. Brown hair laid on the head of the waitress and her small hands placed the big plate on their table. She also placed the two drinks. "Enjoy your meal."

With a smile on her pink lips, the waitress left the dark wooden table and the two friends. Jungkook looked away from her and his eyes landed on the delicious food.

The sinful smell of the sauce made the raven haired boy hungry and he grabbed his chopsticks which laid beside him the whole time. "Thank you Hye Jin for inviting me to this meal." smiled Jungkook and his female friend responsed with a smile.

She wasn't to focused on and happy about the meal, Hwasa was happy that she made Jeon to have a little bit of time where he could forgot him.

"I already told you not to thank me." spoke Hwasa softly and took a sip from her hit drink. Her fingers grabbed the chopstick and the two friends began to eat while the talked about something which wasn't him.

Quietly made Hwasa's phone a noise and she looked out of the window. Jeon didn't seem to notice he was busy with eating. A perfect timing for the young lady.

Her eyes eyed a man covered in a black robe with a black cap and face mask but she knew who it was. Her breath went still the same but her heart was pumping like crazy.

A shiver ran down her spine as she saw the glare from the male. He was standing outside and looked at them. The white snow laid around him and the snowflakes fell down from the sky. She looked in hurry away.

White snowflakes danced slowly the air down to the ground which was covered with a white soft blanket out of snow. The golden light from inside fell onto the snow and the snow sparkled in the light. Icicles hung down from the roof top and it shimmered in the golden light.

Christmas decorations adorned the outside of the restaurant and the snow danced around the black haired male. His pale hand clenched to a fist and he gulped loudly. The blood rushed through the man's body and the black face mask covered his plump lips.

He didn't shaved himself for two days now and he didn't want to show it. He took a deep breath and his dark eyes looked at the two friends which were laughing and smiling at each others. They enjoyed their meals and the man wanted to go into the restaurant and speak to the raven haired male but he couldn't.

,,I did a mistake. I know it and I am here for you. Jungkook, my lovely boyfriend."

"I still love you."

a/n;

merry christmas and
happy holidays!🎄

the next chapter
will be the
last one :(

but there will be
a good ending hihi