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Golden shimmer fell onto the pale skin. His raven hair shimmered in the candle light and the scent of apple and cinnamon filled the room.

The red candle flickered and softly played the music in the background. Old christmas songs were played and the wooden piano stood at the wall.

Red and golden baubles adorned the green tree and golden lights lighten up the view. Holiday lights covered the christmas tree and a velvet blanket with the wine red color adorned the ground of it.

Dark green was the color that had the fir-branch and small pine cone laid on the dark green. It adorned the windowsill and white flakes of fake snow laid around it. A wine red candle was placed in the middle and the light danced lightly in harmony.

Little white snowflakes danced outside in the cold air and the snow built a soft blanket out of snow.  The fire in the small fireplace rustled loudly and the warm air heated up the air in the living room.

"Jungkook-ah come on and eat something." smiled the woman with the short orange hair. A small smile covered her red lips and she leaned against against the wooden door frame. A big red pullover covered her upper body and grey leggings her legs.

The raven haired boy looked up from the wine red bauble where he could see himself on it. His brown eyes looked at the smaller woman and he lowered his pale hands. "Yes I'm coming." he spoke and his small footsteps echoed through the room.

An warm arm laid the woman around him and smiled brightly. "Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. Smile a little bit more. I know that you gave your and my parents a fake smile." whispered the orange haired woman and put her hands on the pale cheeks of the male. A sigh escaped his lips.

"N-no I'm fine." stuttered the male named Jungkook and lowered his head, he couldn't see into the brown eyes from his deer friend, Hye Jin or known under her nickname Hwasa.

"You can't hide something for me, Jungkook. Come sit down. We talk now." spoke the woman and placed the male on the wine red couch. She sat next to him and her pullover slipped a little bit from her thin body but it didn't showed to much skin from her.

Slowly she took Jungkook's pair of hands in her soft and warm hands, with her thumb she stroked softly over his fingers and the back of his hands. "Is it because of him? It is, does it?" whispered Hye Jin and looked into the hazelnut brown eyes from the raven haired boy.

A short nod gave Jeon as an answer and closed his eyes. His breath shivered and he let his eyes closed. "Yes it is because of him."

Silence took over the two young adults next to the old Christmas songs that were played. The loud rustle of the fire took over the quiet music that were played in the background.

Soft strokes came from Hwasa and she looked down at the pale hands from her friend Jungkook. She stroked with her thumb a few times over his fingers before she began to speak.

"I know that this is a hard time for you and I don't even understand him as well but if you mourn about him than it is that what he maybe wants to have." whispered Hwasa softly and let go from the raven haired boy. She laid her warm soft hands again on his pale cheeks and smiled slowly.

"Come. We'll eat now and than we got out for a little bit, hm. Does this sounds good?" asked the female person and looked into his hazelnut brown eyes. A small smile covered Jungkook's pinkish lips and he nodded. He loved to go out before Christmas Eve and he always drank a hot chocolate later with his family.

"Perfect. Come." smiled Hye Jin and grabbed his hands and went with him into the kitchen. Smell of deliciously food filled the room and the two couples  stood there and one woman turned around. She smiled brightly. "Son come and sit down. Food is finished." smiled the older woman and placed a yellow big pan on the table.

Four candles flickered in the middle of the table and the old christmas songs were played here as well. Little baubles were placed as decoration on the table and the holiday lights shimmered. It golden light fell onto the table and the christmas baubles shined softly in the golden light.

The raven haired male took place next to his grandmother and Hwasa. He smiled softly but it looked like a painful smile. He shook his head to get rid from the thoughts that were in his head. He needed some fresh air later.

"Oh my grand son. Can you give me something from the delicious ramen that Mrs. Ahn made?" asked the old woman and with a nod gave Jungkook her the white bowl. He smiled at her.

Soon sat the two families down and began to eat there food. They began to talk and smiled at each other. Jungkook said this year less and was more quiet than usual. His grand mother began to worry. "Jungkook my son." began the grand mother with the black hair. "Do you need something? Talk to your grand mother."

His brown eyes looked up and he faced his grandmother before a painful sigh escaped his lips. "I'm not this happy this year, grandmother." explained the grandchild and looked down at his white plate. He didn't eat something even when the smell of deliciously food filled the room. "But why not? What happend?"

Jungkook sacred for help and looked to his right to face Hwasa. She gave him a short nod, Jungkook knew what she wanted to tell him and he knew that he should tell his parents finally about the situation that happend between him and his so called boyfriend.

His shaking breath filled the room and he gulped softly before he began to speak. "I-it is only that..." began Jungkook and closed his eyes to avoid his clear tears that would ran down his cheeks. "My so-called boyfriend defrauded me."

Small was his voice and his eyes gleamed pain and pure sadness but as well rage. Everyone at the table got quite and looked at the raven boy. "H-he said it was an accident but I couldn't trust him anymore. Before this he was a lot of time away. He said he was at work but I can't believe him." whispered Jungkook.

His dad looked at him than at his wife, Jungkook's mother. "Does he was the male that rang our doorbell at four in the morning?" asked Jungkook's dad and Jungkook nodded slowly. "Yes he was this boy."

Golden light fell onto Jeon's pale skin and he looked tired in the warm light. He faced himself in the red little bauble and his eyes shimmered watery. His hands grabbed his jeans and he didn't said more. He told his parents what happend.

His boyfriend slept with someone else.

"He seemed to be nice actually. Why did he do that?" asked the mother from Jungkook and it was the question that Jungkook was thinking about all day. "I don't know. Taehyung said I was overreacting and this isn't true but I don't think so."

"This is the main reason why I am here. I can't stay in our flat anymore."

Jungkook whispered his words into the room and his weak voice hurt the parents. They hated to see there boy being so hurt. His breath was shaking just like his hands and his knees. Small clear drops rolled down his cheeks and with a quiet loud they dripped on the white plate. "I'm sorry for being do weak."

Again Jeon spoke and his a small sob escaped his pinkish lips. With a white tissue wipped Hye Jin his tears away and stroked with er warm hand over his cheeks. The tears ran down his cheeks and he nodded slowly. "It is okay Jungkook. Cry if you need to." whispered Hwasa and pressed the male's head on her shoulder. Her hands rubbed the back of him.

Golden fell the light onto the two friends and the music stopped in the background. The pairs of eyes laid on the two friends and sadness filled the room. Small tears ran down the cheeks of the mother from the raven haired boy. She couldn't see her boy crying. It hurts her to much.

Faster danced the little white snowflakes in the coldness and the wind rustled against the house. Darkness took over the city and the candle light danced in the air until it went out. The wine red curtains waved fast in the wind which came from one opened window.

Louder went the sobs from Jungkook and his chest began to hurt from the pain he felt. Tears ran down his pale cheeks and his eyes got red from the crying. He was a mess.

And this only because of him.

a/n;

merry christmas!🎄✨