Your pov:
"Where did you want to go first?" I ask Taehyung as we make our way down the crowded street.

Everyone seemed to be out today seeing as it was beautiful outside.

"Wherever you wanted to go is fine." he says and I smile and nod.

We make our way to an ice cream shop and order some ice cream before walking around and exploring.

"So, what have you been up to this whole time? Ya know, when we went to America." Taehyung says as he walks on a ledge while having his arms out to keep balance.

He use to do this all the time when we were kids too.

The thought made me smile.

"Well, after I finally adjusted to being there and I learned the language and everything, I made friends. I made a lot actually. I even had a boyfriend there for awhile. Life was pretty good." I say and look over at him to notice his smile was gone.

"Seems like you had fun." he says and the way he says it makes my heart ache.

"Hey, I'm here now though." I say and he looks over at me then without warning he pulls me into a hug.

"Please don't ever leave me again." he says and once again his voice hurts me.

"I'm not going anywhere, Tae." I say as I hug him back tightly.

When he pulls back he grabs onto my hand and begins to pull me along.

"Wait where are we going?" I ask and he turns for a split second and half laughs and half smiles.

"Everywhere." he says then continues to pull me after him.

I felt extremely happy.

There was always something about Taehyung that made me feel happy no matter what happened.

He was just so positive and happy all the time that it never let me get upset.

I was thankful for that.

Taehyung really was special to me.

When he finally stopped dragging me we were by the water.

"It's so pretty here." I say, admiring the glistening water.

"That's why I brought you here." he says and I smile then lean myself against the railing.

"Ya know. I'm really glad you and I got to hang out today. It was fun. So thank you, for everything." I say and he's silent beside me.

When I turn my head I'm shocked at his next action.

His lips on mine.

My eyes widen as he holds my face in his hands.

He was kissing me... Taehyung was kissing me..

When he pulls back he stares into my eyes as if searching for something.

"Why did you do that?" I ask while feeling my face heating.

"I don't know...I just.." he trails off without an answer.

My face burned.

"I'm sorry." he says backing up.

"Tae-"

"Don't say it. Please, just, please don't." he says as his face scrunches in what looks like pain and then he turns away.

"Taehyung-"

"No (Y/n) please. I don't want to hear you tell me you don't feel what I feel. That you only see me as a friend. I can't hear it. I'm sorry but I just-"

"Tae stop." I say as I watch his pain filled eyes.

Where was all of this coming from?

Feel what he feels..?

"Tell me (Y/n). How do you feel about me? What do you feel when you look at me?" He asks as he looks at me with a look I didn't understand.

"You're my best friend Tae..I obviously feel happy when I look at you." I say and his mouth forms a line.

"Only a best friend?" He asks and I feel the atmosphere changing.

When I don't say anything he drop his head.

"It's late. You should get home." he says.

"But Tae-"

but I'm cut off.

"Goodnight (Y/n)." He says and begins to walk away.

My heart was breaking in my chest as I watched him leave.

What just happened?
Why do I feel like this now?

Once he's completely gone I sigh and look out at the water.

Feel how he feels..?

I never knew he liked me like that.

Why don't I feel the same?

Then it clicked.

I was afraid.

I was afraid of liking my best friend.

I was afraid of loving him then losing him to Sumi...again.