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“what! Are you serious hyung?” shindong ask kangin again and again. While they discussing about it, eunhyuk in the corner is crying alone. “hyukkie ah, what’s wrong?”,donghae asking his best friend.”I just sad get to know this. It look like this is his last stage with us kind like goodbye stage. When I’m thinking about that I cannot hold my tears. That’s all” eunhyuk in sobbing voice. “yah..why are you thinking until that level.”kangin get mad when he heard eunhyuk negative thinking. It’s not what will happen”.”I know but it’s just like a sign. Can’t you see it! Don’t you all realize! Donghae's father have cancer before and he’s dead and so do other cancer’s patient and so do yesung hyung later!”, Kangin was shocked of Eunhyuk rudeness. PANG!! Kangin cannot hold his temper when he heard loud negative voice of eunhyuk, eunhyuk then rushed to his room. “just let him be that way. I’ll talk to him later. Just think positive. He still in 1st stage and there are possibility he get cured.” 

All preparation have been done really detail and excellently. He did rehearsal with his members. They have a good time together except eunhyuk. Even after have some talk with leeteuk he still have his negative thought. He cannot face yesung and he even avoid yesung lately. 

The concert are free sponsored by many parties. Fans from all over the world come to see them 13 boys together on stage. When it become yesung’s solo stage, other at the back was crying seeing him singing beautifully. “ I wonder if I can see him like this in future” kangin smacked shindong head hearing him saying that. When they singing endless love most of them cannot sing the song because of they crying while singing the song. Most of the line sang by yesung with smiling face. The fans also crying together with their idols.when it somes to line ‘you’re my endless love’ yesung mention ‘suju you’re my endless love’ and on other ‘you’re my endless love’ line yesung stand in front of eunhyuk and pointing at him when the line comes. Eunhyuk was shocked and stunned, he cannot move his legs as his eyes started to tear again. Yesung then walk to other part of the stage but somehow eunhyuk running to him and hug him from behind and crying so hard.

Yesung who facing the fans keep on smiling with tears in his eyes letting eunhyuk hugging him. Others start singing again. When its done, “tq..to all who support us all this time and I hope you’ll always bee ELF to us. Today’s concert maybe the last concert for me for the time being before I start my treatment and it’s gonna be so long before I can back in stage so I hope all of you enjoy it very much and I will fight this thing with all my strength, I will not give up. Please take care and protect my members.I wanna apologize if we especially me if we’ve done something wrong or unnecessary in your eyes. Please do support us forever. We’ll never be disband, only death will separate us. tq!” Fans keep shouting they love for yesung which make the environment become so sad. All suju member cannot hold their tears anymore and they have a big hugged with yesung in the middle. 

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Super junior have decided to have a break in their group activities. However, sub group like suju M and T and their personal activities still go on.

Yesung started his first treatment “yesung ah.. wear something thick enough. It’s cold outside.”kangin reminding yesung while taking his car keys. “I’ll be at home waiting for you guys” eunhyuk sending them outside. 

Few hours later they come back home with yesung on kangin’s back. He carefully put yesung on his bed. While he went out, “hyung?how is he?” eunhyuk curiously asking. “just let him rest. He tolerated the treatment very well.”kangin tapping eunhyuk shoulder while asking his dongsaeng “have you eat?”.

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That night they have a rest while watching DVD together. “ahhh, it’s been a long time we didn’t spent time together like this”. Heechul lying his head on hankyung while yesung on shindong. Suddenly yesung feels hot, “dong ah, did you you feel hot? It’s hot”.”no, I’m just fine,it’s not hot. Guys are you feel hot?”. Other shaking their head while looking worriedly to yesung. “are you okay?”leeteuk hold yesung’s shoulder. Sungmin go get a drink for yesung. It’s midnight now and they just finish the DVD, donghae choosing a new DVD to watch. Yesung get up, “where are going hyung?”, shindong pull yesung’s hand back. “I..i just feel sleepy, tired”. As he turn moving to his room, he suddenly fall down, on bended knee on the floor with his palm holding on the floor. Kangin was near him shocked and quickly get yesung. “yah, what’s wrong?anywhere hurt?”. Yesung seem confused and didn’t respond, leteuk hold yesung hand and he notice that yesung’s finger froze. “yesung ah, why freezing your finger?look at me”. 

The rest approaching and start to worry. Yesung staring at leeteuk with a blank face “hyung..” his body slowly fell off on kangin’s lap. “yesung ah, can you hear me, respond to me”. Kangin keep calling yesung name then “we better get him to the hospital quickly. He never been like this before, his finger froze”. The dongsaeng quickly get yesung coat and kangin carry yesung to the car with siwon driving."siwon ah drive faster!". 

As soon as they reach, kangin quickly take yesung out while leeteuk running asking for help. “help me!my dongsaeng,he’s cancer patient!”. The nurse, staff and doctor quickly help them. The nurse came to them asking them few things, “whose patient he is, I need his doctor”.”Dr. Lee”.the nurse then rushing back to the ER. They just sit helplessly on the bench outside the ER. Everyone stay silent. “hyung,i..”.”why? kangin, just said it out”’.”hyung, it’s hard for me to carry him just now”. Everyone looking at kangin didn’t not understand what he’s trying to say. “what do you mean hyung”. siwon approaching kangin. “I don’t know, it’s just.. I feel weird while carrying him just now. His body seem seizing I guess”. As soon as leeteuk heard it “really?ahhh..god save him”. After half an hour waiting, Dr Lee came out, “he’s seizing but its just a minor one and he’s lucky to have you guys take him here quickly. He’s sleeping right now. But I have something to discuss”. All them together follow the doctor.

‘we did a second MRI, and it showed the lesion was larger. He need radiation treatment, chemotherapy, and radiosurgery, which is a high dose of radiation directed right at the tumor. We need his consent first to do all these treatment and the side effect quite bad and we’ll help him to endure the pain. I think it’s better for you guys talk to him about the treatment instead of me’.

They walking together back to yesung’s room. But then ‘attention to Dr. Lee you are in need for room 313. Attention to Dr. Lee you are in need for room 313’. The announcement sound familiar to eunhyuk “hyung, what’s yesung’s room number?”. Leeteuk answer him “313..”as soon as he answer eunhyuk all of them rush to yesung’s room. There were about 6 doctors and nurses around yesung right away. They stepped back and sat on a chair which was nearby. Yesung had a grand mal seizure. It was the scariest thing whoever saw in whole life. When it was over, yesung fell into a deep sleep. They were so shocked seing yesung in such bad condition. They cannot be beside him and just can keep holding hand over their mouth the whole time, which they suppose to keep from screaming and crying out loud. 

That night, they couldn’t leave the ward, everyone has cancelled their schedule for the next day. They patiently wait for yesung to wake up. Leeeteuk never let go of yesung tiny hand. “yesung ah, hyung is here. Rest well. I’ll wait for you here until you wake up”.“hyung…umm” eunhyuk’s eyes started to get wet again.”why?anything wrong?” kangin replying thus hold eunhyuk hand. “no, its just…will yesung hyung get that kind of seizure over and over again?” eunhyuk staring straight to kangin’s face. Kangin couldn’t answer his dongsaeng thus he just pull eunhyuk to him. Kangin restraining himself from tearing up.

“it’s cold”. Sungmin then rushed to yesung’s bed,“cold?put more clothes then”.sungmin ignore shindong then he went out going somewhere. “where he go?” leeteuk asking shindong. Shindong shook his head. Sungmin rushed in with socks in his hand. He sit on the edge of the yesung’s bed while the others just look at what he is doing. “what are you doing” leeteuk asking his dongsaeng. sungmin slowly put on the socks on yesung’s foot “I just thought maybe he will get cold as we quickly rushed here and I forgot to put on his socks”. Leeteuk was touched by his dongsaeng “yesung will be so touched if he know this. You are so thoughtful minnie ah”.”ah, hyung its nothing. He’s my hyung right?” both of them smile. 

Early in the morning yesung woke up and he realize his teukie hyung is holding his hand and sleeping beside him and so do sungmin and kangin. The other is sleeping at the waiting room next side of the room. Yesung feel really weak, almost all part of his body hurt. He moving his body slowly to relieve his aches but then sungmin wake up. “ah hyung, you awake,” just then the other two started to wake up. “sungie ah, how are you”.”fine, it just my body aches everywhere. What happen, am i at the hospital?”.”yes you are. You seizing last night.” Yesung startle hearing that.”really, is it bad”.”quite bad. All of us are here. The rest were sleeping there”. kangin pointing his finger to the corner. “it must be terible last night right?” yesung asking teukie.”no, we can pull through it very well. Don’t worry. Don’t think too much.” 

The next day they discuss yesung’s treatment together with him to let everyone know about everything.“ok then, as long as I can get cured never mind. Besides, I have all of you by my side right?” yesung smile and so do others.