2 Weeks Later~
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I woke up in Sebastian's arms that morning trying to keep warm the house was freezing. I haven't been outside lately since the incident.

"Stop..." Sebastian groaned and I knew he was listening to my thoughts. I sigh heavily trying to think about everything else, but my mind kept going back to it.

'Maybe if I wouldn't have freaked then none of this would've happened... I would still be happy... Maybe Sebastian... would be better of if I didn't lose it...'

"Raven I said stop." Sebastian growled at me.

"I'm sorry... I just..." I say quietly choking on the tears that were finding thier way out.

"There's nothing you could've done! Stop feeling sorry for yourself! It was my child too! That's over and done with we can't change it! It's gone!" He snapped and the tears found thier way out and I retreated to the other side of the bed sobbing quietly. He sighed heavily and I decided to go to the bathroom so I could be alone so I got up and went in locking the door behind me. I knew he would come after me if he heard me so I turned the faucet on and shut the mind link off crying as softly as possible. I heard him shuffling towards the bathroom so I barricaded the door with my body. He tried the handle, but that didn't work so he knocked on the door lightly calling my name softly.

"Go away..." I whispered, but of course he could hear me and he growled lowly in response.

"Come on I have to use the bathroom." He said and I panically splashed my face with water and unlocked the bathroom door and ran out. While he was in the bathroom I put a pair of close in a bag and ran out the house shifting into my wolf and running into the woods the bag in between my teeth.

Sebastian's POV~
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When I got out the bathroom clothes were scattered everywhere and Raven was gone. I know I shouldn't have snapped, but she couldn't keep putting herself down like this. It wasn't her fault she lost the baby and the sooner she realized that the better. I noticed her blue bag was gone and panic went through me. She ran away again. I tried the link but she cut me off. I grabbed a pair of clothes and went to run out the door, but Sky jumped in front of me.

"What the hell did you say?! She ran out this place crying!" She screamed and the pain hit me hard. I hated hurting her. When I didn't reply Sky poked my chest acusingly and glared at me.

"I swear you need to control that temper and stop being such an ass!" She yelled and I nodded and then she pointed outside and I left.

Raven's POV~
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I heard his howl of distress, but I didn't care; it just made me run faster. The freedom made both my wolf and I happy. Ever since the I lost my pup Sebastian has been snappy alot. I thought he deserved better. I couldn't even think negative without him snapping on me. I was tired of it. I ran away continuously, but since he marked me it was hard to stay away from him. Another howl pulled me out of my thoughts, but as soon as I ran past the border my wolf ached to go back to him, but I couldn't let her take control so I forced myself to run as fast as I could.

'Raven! Please turn around! Mate will get angry!' My wolf begged, but she knew I couldn't.

'Raven!!!!' I heard Sebastian link as he broke through my barrier.

'Why do you keep following?!' I asked, but came out more as a plea.

'Why do you keep running?!' He asked and the pain in his voice stopped me.

'Remeber your promise.... that you'd never hurt me?' I asked quietly.

'Yea... why?' He asked slowly.

'D-do you k-know how many times you broke that promise?' I ask harshly with no reply. I stood there for a moment waiting. I knew he was close, but I couldn't move. I started to shake and my body crumpled to the ground. I snap of a branch caught my attention and a huge grey wolf appeared growling, but I could see everyone one of his ribs. I growled warning him to stay back, but in a split second he was on me. He snapped at my legs and caught my left leg and I snapped back biting into his neck just enough to where he ran off and I did the same. I reached a cliff and sat down enjoying the view. After a couple minutes a heard Sebastian howl close by, but I didn't care. I could easily fight him off and I knew the unlikely chances that he would fight back. As soon as he was in my sight I stood up growling and he whined in response.

'Just leave me alone!' I snapped and he shook his head. I never saw his wolf before though. It was beautiful I'd give him that. His was a black wolf with white an gold speckles on his back and the top off his head. Mine was pure white. His whines reached my wolf and she took control barking happily and I took over again growling before running off to my brothers house.