Y/N's P.O.V. 

"Kookie Hyung ? Are you okay?" Y/N asked to the taller male who looked like he was in complete distress. The flowers that he was holding were now on the floor along with all the picture he brought. This made Y/N confused, he didn't understand what had happened that had made Jungkook snap like this. 

Y/N slowly stood up from the bed, and walked towards Jungkook. He stood in front of the older  for a few seconds before waving his hand in front of him only for Jungkook to quickly grab Y/N's wrist harshly. Jungkook then looked down at the younger, his eye filled with anger and fear

"What did he tell you" Jungkook asked angrily as he continue to stare at the younger "What. Did. That. Bastard. Tell. You." Jungkook asked again, his voice deeper than before. 

"I-I... H-He ..." Y/N could not come up with words, he was frozen in fear, he was too scared to even speak up. This feeling of fearing Jungkook however felt a little too familiar.... 

"Tell me!" Jungkook now shouted as he used his other free hand and started to shake Y/N forcefully. His voice echoing through the room "TELL ME GODDAMNIT !" Jungkook continued to shout, and shake Y/N trying to get an answer out of him. Y/N just stood there, not being able to move out of fear, but why was he so afraid of the older... 

As he was being shaken by the older his memories started to come back. First with high school 

"Hey nerd"

"Leave me alone Jungkook"

"I hate you, you are trash"

"Why do you hate me so much"

Y/N's eyes widened as the memories started to flood through his mind. His eyes start to tear up more, the voice of Jungkook slowly disappears in the distance. He looks up at the older, still confused then the rest of his memories came back all at once, the night everything happened, the accident, the fight, the love triangle.  

His breathing started to become uneven, he felt like he was hit by a truck. The overwhelming feeling of anger and betrayal. To believe he was starting to fall in love with a maniac like Jungkook. 

"You liar..." Y/N growled as he ripped his wrist's off Jungkook's grip. He then looked up at the older, his eyes filled with hatred and anger. "You piece of shit" Y/N snapped as he pushed the older, not caring if he hurt him. Jungkook was taken back, he looked hurt, and scared. As Y/N continued to push him he accidentally stepped on the flowers. 

He just scoffed at the sight of them. He bend down and picked them up and proceeded to hit Jungkook with them "I hate you Jungkook !" 

Jungkook's P.O.V.

Jungkook was taken back when Y/N started yelling at him. It was like he snapped back to normal. 

He realized what he did. What he did to his best friend, what he did to the man he loved.... He hurt the people he loved the most. "I-I... b-babe.." Jungkook tried to speak up, but he was now being hit with the flowers that he bought for Y/N. 

He could see how hurt Y/N was, he looked truly heartbroken, and he understood the feeling a little too well. He loved Y/N but now it was obvious that he couldn't have him, at least now he never could have a chance. 

Before Y/N continued to beat on him, he rushed out of the room. His eyes filled up with tears. He just continued to run. Run as fast as he could, he didn't want people to see him like this. To see him this broken, this upset... this weak.... and all for what ? for a man who doesn't love him....

Not long after running he made it to an empty park, the fields were clear, no one at sight, why? Because there was a big storm coming. It took Jungkook less than a minute to fall down on his knees crying, screaming in agony. His screams echoed through the area, tears flowing down his cheek. Anger build up inside him, he started to punch the ground 

"Why ! Why do I have to fuck up everything!" Jungkook cried out 

"Why can't I be happy ?! " Jungkook shouted again 

He was pouring his heart out to no one. Expressing all these emotions that were all bottled up. Always raised to follow his parents commands, and expected to do what they wanted. Never what Jungkook wanted. 

He used school as his only escape. His only way to let the anger he had bottled up out, and unfortunately he took his anger out on Y/N. He didn't know how else to express his interest at the time, plus he was scared he'd get bullied if people found out he liked men. 

He needed to change, but in order to do that he knew he had to get away. Not just from Y/N but from everything for a while. He then got up, and started walking away into the distance. Little by little Jungkook started to walk away, until eventually he disappeared.