This is really impromptu and it's almost midnight so forgive me if nothing I say here makes sense but I'll try not to make it all cheesy and bleh as possible.

Anyways, this chapter is dedicated to this person who has shaped me into a better person yet whom I've hurt over and over again, I don't know why but it just happens without me meaning to.
Hey, you. I know you're really mad at me and you probably don't give a rat's ass if anything happens to me but I still care about you a lot bc I'm stubborn like that. Ever since we met you've done everything I asked you to and I mean literally everything and so as one last favour,please forgive me so I can start doing everything you wanted me to. I took our laughs and memories for granted but I promise I'll never do it again cause they mean the world to me. And so for that, I'm sorry,you. I'm sorry for being so annoying bc I want to talk. I'm sorry for being so clingy & desperate when I need you. I'm sorry for being so sensitive & emotional because I care. I'm sorry for being such a burden. I'm sorry for loving you yet making your life harder. I'm sorry for sharing my pointless life with you when you don't give a diggidy damn fck. I'm sorry for all the tears you've cried. I'm sorry for being a failure in your eyes.  I realise now what a precious I've lost. Im sorry for what my lesson costs. I'm sorry for being insecure because I'm terrified of losing you. Just writing this makes me so scared cause I don't know how you'll react to this. I don't know if we'll ever be able to make ends meet or if you'll just drift away like everyone else. I feel so ashamed for showing my worst side to the best thing that has ever happened to me and I probably failed at making this not cheesy but I don't know how else to put my thoughts into words. You've always been the mature one between us and I hope you'll forgive me even though I don't deserve it. If you're reading this, please tell me how you want me to make this up to you. I miss the old us :( I'm sorry,you.

"Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song."

I'm sorry for falling in love with you~