From The Deepest Part of My Heart
I've decided to make this chapter solely for one person whom I love very dearly and someone who's really close to my heart so if some of u guys r gonna hate then I suggest u keep that hate to urself. U don't have to write mean comments. It takes a lot for me to pour my heart out to people and u, yes u, the one I'm making this chapter to, u know that. U know a lotttt bout me^^. I don't know if this'll work but I'm keeping my fingers crossed. Here goes...
Dear u know who u r,
U have no idea how much I love u, how much u make me smile, how much I love talking to u and how very grateful I am that ur mine. I know I've hurt u many times. Fcked with ur emotions and I get it, ur sick of it and I know u have mood swings regularly but I'm not giving up on someone I can't go a day without thinking about. Funny now that I realise what 'Together' means. I've got 'To-Get-Her'. I'll do everything I can to make up for it, to fix ur heart back up. There'll always be scars on it though but I'll wait cause honestly, I don't want anyone else but u. I know I have caused this mess. I know I've stolen ur happiness. I know I've begged for ur forgiveness but what I really want is to see u happy. For u to make the right choices. I'm here to guide u through it. I catch myself smiling for no reason and I realise I'm thinking bout u. U know how we say the goodnight stuff every night? Well I do that in hopes of having sweet dreams about u. Whenever u piss me off I'm like " Don't make me laugh, I'm trying to be mad at u". U r hilarious and awesome and cool and cute and understanding and ah I'm having word vomit of all the good things u r. I've felt shitty lately and it's NOT cause of u. It's NOT cause u annoy me or some shit. I actually need u to help me through this. This is cliche but ur perfect the way u r, with ur flaws and problems. U don't have to change anything except for the thought that u aren't good enough. I should be the one thinking that because people have told us countless times that u deserve better and after everything, you've still stuck by me. Words can't show how much I want to be with u. I love u, sweetheart, forever and always ❤️
Love,
U know who I am
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