"I am writing you this letter to tell you how much you mean to me, and to thank you for coming into my life. I have been through many relationships but didn't really take any of them seriously. I let them play out like I was an observer in my own life, and it got me where I am now.

I was used and abused by a terrible beast, recently. His name is Melon and you probably know him. Don't blame him for how he treated me though, because I let him. At first, I was confused. I didn't really know what I wanted. I didn't know if I wanted to take a chance again and actually take a male seriously. But the longer I was with him and then away from him, the more I realized that he was cruel. And that made me think back to my previous relationships.

Louis was as closed off as I was. It allowed us to stagnate together and wallow in our emotional incompetencies. It was neither of our faults or our issue. We let the relationship play out and eventually it came to its inevitable end.

And before him came you. I never wanted to admit my feelings and besides our one night of passion, I never did. I felt and continue to feel poorly about the way I treated you. How were you to know how I felt if I never told you? Never told anyone?

Before I could even admit it to myself, I decided to come close to you as a friend and find out who you truly were and what you were really like. You seemed strong, kind, and a little aloof, and when the opportunity came to grow closer to you, I took it.

When that happened, things didn't seem to go very well. I had my doubts about you, and I wasn't sure you were actually taking me seriously. But it was too late to turn back. I had already fallen for you, and I wasn't really looking forward to giving up so soon. But I let it happen. I take full responsibility for it.

Well, time has passed, and I have discovered new things about a new me. After Louis, after Melon, I've changed, and I have had to deal with my irresponsible actions. Still, I'm scared, because I'm growing a deep feeling inside my heart that I just can't explain. After much deliberation on my part, I think I am finally ready to take control of my life and I want to start by telling you that I love you. I truly don't know what your feelings are, but I don't want to force you to tell me something you don't really feel towards me. I want to receive love and trust from you when you think I deserve it, if ever. All I ask of you is to show me that you care for me, and to give me a chance to show you I've grown.

Love,

The Maned Wolf"