• Shang•

• Later on that Night •

The sounds of sniffles and coughs cause my sleep to get interrupted.

Making sure that melody was okay I reach over to turn on the light and she still had the covers over her head.

I knew telling me the news of her not being able to carry children was a very hard thing to do, But I wanted her to know that I still love her with all my heart.

Regardless of what the circumstances was I knew that there are other options and roads that we can take to still have our perfect family.

Melody wasn't feeling up for any of those ideas.

A part of me was worried because it caused her to slip into depression bad.

She wouldn't eat, sleep, get out of bed, go out anywhere really.

There was also times where she tried to overdose on her medication and I was furious.

Not only was I heartbroken that she wouldn't be around to make it to our wedding next year or just being here with me but she was trying to check out on life early.

I gotten so tired and drained out from making sure that she wouldn't ever try that shit on me again that I had to go to her long distance family, her friends, even her doctors to see what can I do.

Cooper would send a text here or there but his bond that he use to have with mel was still Rocky.

And that's another thing that upsets me.

I feel like that's why she doesn't care anymore because the one person who was there by her side protecting her from all the bad people and things in this world is the one who is absent the most.

It's killing her, and it's killing me.

I was in shock when karrueche reach out to me especially how we ended things, but she's been giving me her support and I could definitely use all the support I can get.

The fans was showing their love and support as we went public about the sadden news that melody received about her health months ago.

It was very overwhelming especially with so many people giving there love and not only that but some was creating fund me accounts which wasn't needed.

Caressing her side she whimpered a little harder which caused me to get emotional and feel some type of way.

Cuddling up next to her body I rested my face in her neck just so that she knows that I was here.

I wasn't going anywhere.

" you don't have to say anything mel, if you want to cry you do that and I'll be at your side" I whisper in her ear.

Grabbing onto my hand a bit tighter I closed my eyes as I just listen to her cry herself to sleep.

This shit was eating me up inside and I hated every minute of seeing melody hurting like this.

Never would I have ever saw the day that she would be in this type of predicament.

Damn life really doesn't have no mercy.

3 hours later......

I rolled over on my side to see my phone going off.

Reaching for it, their was a message.

KAE: I know it's late, and I'm sure I'm the last person that you want to see a text from but I am truly sorry for what you and your fiancée is going through, um I know this isn't much but a friend of mines booked two tickets for us to go to Jamaica tomorrow morning and I'm kinda already booked to go to Washington for a fashion show, anywho um I was wondering if I could stop by and drop them off maybe this could cheer her up little and sorta take her out on a mini getaway for the weekend, kinda get her mind off of the bad things.

If I'm overstepping my boundaries please just don't even respond just delete this message but if you would like the tickets I have them and could meet you.

Rubbing my fingers through my hair I was a little surprised.

Here we couldn't even agree on which continent we was going to when we would take our own trips but now she's offering tickets just like that.

I couldn't just front and pass up on that opportunity either and melody could use a different scenery right now.

LA wasn't doing much for her but keeping my baby in a deep dark depression stage and I don't like it.

Hitting the message bar I wrote back.

ME: thanks for even keeping melody in your thoughts to even give us the tickets I truly appreciate it, and yeah I'm down to meet tonight at the house if you cool with that. I don't really want to leave my girl alone right now.

KAE: oh that's totally understandable, I'll just stick them inside an envelope and I'll be on my way

ME: great just text me when your at the gate

Placing my phone down on the nightstand, I looked over and down at mel who was finally asleep.

Her breathing now was a lot heavy and it still made me emotional when I just think of the things she has to go through now.

My phone lit up, and I already knew why.

Placing a kiss on the top of her forehead she made a slight jerk before pulling up more covers over her body.

Slipping into my sneakers I grab a coat and just threw some basketball shorts on.

Grabbing my keys I exited out the house and down the path to the garage.

Not even caring what vehicle I got into I pick the rover and was heading down the strip towards the gate.

Seeing another pair of lights on the other end soon dimmer allowing me to make contact of who was on the other side.

Punching in the code the gates opened up and I walked to meet kae.

We stood awkwardly watching each other before she broke eye contact while digging into her purse.

" I hope I didn't wake you" she said

I adjust my jacket while squinted my eyes from that amount of cool winds the night was bringing.

" it's cool, I'm just ready for her to see what I have plan for her tomorrow"

Retrieving the tickets from out the hands of kae, we then remain just standing outside.

" enjoy yourself out there and I wish you both nothing but happy days"

I could tell she wanted to hug me as I tried my best to keep my emotions from coming.

Biting down on my jaws my nose flared up as I just looked away.

All I could do was nod my head repeatedly before another set of arms came wrapping its way barely around me.

" it's okay, Shang it's going to be okay. I know how strong your trying to be right now with all of this that's going on and I can't say that I understand because I don't, but what I do know is that melody is in good hands and you will be the best husband to her."

Not even wanting to I felt myself clingy onto her as I drop to my knees.

I never wanted to have this moment of breaking down especially to an ex of mines.

But I been dealing with so much these past few weeks and I need so kind of help that I was doing something, anything right.

She held onto me while continuing to give me positive and motivational things to get me through.

After thirty minutes of needing that small breakdown I was feeling a little better.

" I apologize that you had to see that, I should head back in and thank you again kae"

Standing back on my feet she gave me a nod while walking away and entering back into her vehicle.

I then did the same thing as I came back into the house locked everything back up and headed up the stairs.

Stripping back out of my clothes I got into bed and pulled Mel into my arms.

" thought you was sleep already" she moan

Kissing the back of her neck I laid back on the pillow.

" I will be, just had to get something's in order for Tomorrow morning"

" Oou and what's going on tomorrow?" She question

" you'll see, now get some sleep... some real sleep melody"

She nodded her head as her fingers slip in between mines.

Closing my heavy and sleepy eyes I had no problem drifting off to sleep.

I was actually excited for tomorrow and what some fresh air and different activities in a whole new area could do for us.

It could be amazing for me too for a small getaway.

Lately all I ever been doing was working my ass off with different projects with other artists and preparing for this tour.

I haven't been to Jamaica myself so this trip was definitely going to be

spectacular.