Till I See You Again by Unknown Brain - Linda
This song I have listened to for a long while, and I have always wanted to use it for Linda. It's not The Score this time XD. This one suits her because...
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Running with my eyes closed: I headcanon that one of Linda's fears is the unknown. Because she's been a telepath for so long, she knows almost everything about everyone around her (besides Shintaro). She doesn't have to have suspicions about people that she comes in contact with. But when it comes to what's going to happen next, Linda is fearful because she usually knows everything. She fears what's going to happen next (basically anxiety of some sort), because she doesn't want it to be bad in any way. She fears the unknown because for most of her life, she's known everything about everyone.
Hunted by the shadows: This could mean two things. 1): During Found, Linda and her group of friends are literally being hunted by Darks (Shadows). They were on the run and constantly hiding, but they know they can't hide for long. Linda hates the Darks, anyone but Kai (she's wary toward Ozai), and because she's being hunted by them, her fear and hatred is growing. 2): As you probably already know, Linda doubts herself all the time. She hates her power, how she's the freak of the group, and how she always invades people's private thoughts. She knows that it comes in handy sometimes, and because it's what she's lived with, she doesn't know anything else; but she wants to leave them in peace sometimes. She wants to be that perfect friend, the one that's always there for everyone - but lets them have their privacy when they need it.
I'm afraid: This is a simple, small line - but it makes sense for her. Linda constantly fears the unknown, because she doesn't know if it's going to be good or bad; but she also fears what people think of her. Because she can hear their thoughts, she knows what they think of her - and if it's bad, she pretends not to care. But a lot of the time, Linda fears that what she hears from her friends' heads are things that her friends are trying to convince themselves. That she's a good person. Another thing she has trouble with is deciphering what thoughts are her own. Sometimes it's hard for her to tell she is thinking her own thoughts, or if she's hearing someone else's.
I'm miles away from yesterday: This one makes sense because of the fact that she fears the unknown, the future. When another day comes, her focus isn't on the things of the past - it's on trying to figure out what's going to happen next, and possibly even attempting to make things go her way.
Till I see you again: All of these worries and doubts vanish when Linda comes in contact with the ones she cares for most - Kai, Gabriel, Rachel, and Shintaro. Linda's relationship with Kai is a mix between an older sister and a mother, and she loves him like her own. She and Gabriel have been friends since they were little, and she loves him like a brother - but she isn't sure if her heart loves him more. Rachel is Linda's sister, so of course she's going to feel comforted when she sees and is around her sister. Shintaro is a whole different story - she has no idea what she feels for him. She cares for him like a friend; but emotions are hard to deal with for her, so she's confused about what she really thinks of him. She loves them all - and she knows they trust and love her.
It's a cold and lonely road but I'm gonna hold on: The road that everyone - not just Linda - is on is hard, and they all know it. They know that it's going to get more difficult soon, especially because they have Brethren to face. But this applies to Linda even before - in Alone, remember how she said she was letting Thorn toy with her? Before that, she was going to let him kill her. She didn't want to hold on anymore - but Kai changed that.
Can't you see I'm right here, locked inside the nightmare: Linda wants people to understand what she's going through, to empathize and tell her that everything will be okay. But she knows that no one but her understands the things she does, because she's the only one that can read minds. She is locked inside her thoughts and others' thoughts most of the time, but she is great at putting on a strong face.
Whispers in the silence: This line is perfect for her telepathy. Though she hardly ever gets a moment of silence, she can constantly hear the whispers and thoughts of others. Every secret they keep, every thought they think - she knows them.
Madness in disguises: Don't you think someone who could hear every single thought of (almost) every single person would at least be a little mentally unstable? This is the case for Linda, though she hides it well. She is almost like Moon, where she has voices in her head; but most of the time, they're not hers. She doesn't know who to listen to when she and someone else are arguing - her own points, or the person's thoughts. Her telepathy is (probably) slowly driving her insane.
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Man, this one was long! Especially the explanations. I didn't think I would dive that deeply into this one. Though, I guess it's long because I've been wanting to use this song for Linda for a long time now.
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