It's been a few days now...
and I still can't find 'just why?'
you say that reason why you're here
isn't me but some other guy.

Well sorry if it hurts you,
But I can't end up like that again...
Maybe I'm just being 'too much'
As you said, but it's honestly the pain.

The pain of you being here again,
Not for me, not for us. For the other.
Am I that forgettable? am I that useless?
You leave when you're done...
Am I that big of a bother?

I ask, 'after years, is he the only reason?'
Oh the slow poison that are your replies,
"Just wanted you to know''
'Did I ever ask?' questioned my eyes.

But of course, you didn't see!
who cares about my night.
But guess who else is feeling dead?
Me. Cause I'm still not alright. 

You think a sorry fixes this..?
Well then you are naive, aren't you?
Cause even if wood might grow joint again,
a remedy isn't something, that'd connect us anew. 

So take your apology. 
And leave right now, right here.
Don't even think of turning back,
stay away. Don't even try to come near.

And if this doesn't teach you; 
To leave for once and last,
I'll say this, for your pleasure.
"fuck off of here. And do it fast."

Im officially unhinged.