Whoever says that time heals,
Probably they don't know how it feels,
When time passes by so slow,
And it hurts to 'go with the flow'.

I try to shout- to yell
about my heart ache,
I do every damn thing you want
am I still not perfect..?
I wonder if it was right
that I left you,
I did that because I never felt
whether you loved me too.

I wrote pretty poems and
screamed for you through them,
You had fun with them,
for you it's just a game,
The friendship a joke
and the relation in its glory,
I smile, I cry..
so perfect our love story.

How come you loved me
every damn single day,
But you lost the courage
and the reason to stay,
'oh, baby hush, don't cry!
I know he'll to come back!
Just open your heart again
 maybe just a tiny crack,
Do you see him there?
He is waiting for you-''
But when I reach out 
it's just the ever present hue.

I cry out when you vanished again,
Back the dark, back the pain,
No love no emotion
no minus no plus,
Such a beautiful tragedy
what happened to us.

If we ever meet again-
that I hope we never do,
Maybe kiss me once,
say you miss me too,
Maybe give me a rose,
watch the thorns prick me,
Maybe let my blood flow,
so I'm finally set me free.

Cause damn, time can't heal,
time's like a bloody rose,
From friends to lovers, 
we ended up being foes.