Chapter 38: Little doubt

Jungkook walked into a hotel with Jimin, there was light brown walls, black marble floors which were clean enough to see a reflection, white tables, white counter top in the front desk with computers and clipboard for the hotel. There was white ceiling fan hanging on the white ceiling, light yellow and white couches in the lobby and the smell of coconut filled the air.

Jungkook held Jimin's hand and stepped up to front desk to ask for a room. Jimin smiled looking around the lobby as he loosened Jungkook's hand so he can look around the nice place. Jungkook quickly glanced at Jimin thinking he was going to run off but Jimin began to laugh.

"I'm not going anywhere, I'll just look around~" Jimin claimed as Jungkook nodded.

"Don't go far." Jungkook claimed as he faced the woman at the front desk, she was wearing a dark blue hat, light blue dress shirt and black silk hair as she had a smile.

Jimin started to walk around the lobby, there was a fireplace, nice white rugs and beautiful white orchid plants. Jimin looked back to see Jungkook talking to the woman at the desk so he can get a room.

Jimin then sat down and began to write in his journal.

____________________________________Entry: 56

Jungkook took me to Japan today. It was something I never knew would be possible, I always thought the last place I'll see before I die was just the asylum... But Jungkook really did take me out of there. Something I would never think of someone doing... For me.

Jungkook... I can't make a single entry without mentioning him. He's mine.... Someone who loves me... How I wanted to be loved for once. However, I don't want to tell him how I ended up in the Mental Asylum. I just can't bring myself to do it.. Will he leave me? Will he just run off and leave me in Japan to cry? I don't know... I just can't have this.. I just can't have Jungkook leave me.

Imagine if I was to tell him now, he would never touch me again... He would never tell me he loves me and get disgusted. He would think of me as a disgusting slut... I can't do that... Is it possible if I can lie forever? He wants trust... I know he does but I really don't know if I can bring myself to do it... I'm just not not ready to see him leave if I tell him.
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Jimin suddenly stopped writing when Jungkook was walking up to The older boy. "What are you doing?"

"J-just writing..." Jimin said as he stood up. "Did you get the room?"

Jungkook then held up the key to the door and smiled. "I asked the lady if there was a good room service there and she says there is... So, instead of heading out, we can order food." Jungkook stated as Jimin nodded.

"Of course. It seems much more better than walking all day, I walked enough." Jimin giggled as he held Jungkook's hand so they can walk to the room.

As they arrived to the room, the hotel room wasn't too much, it had a nice sky view with a glass window. Something Jimin really loves. There was leathered one seat couches, two neatly made white beds next to a mini fridge and one bathroom up ahead in one room. Jungkook walked in to set his luggage by one bed as Jimin sat on the other.

"Jimin... Will you sleep alone?" Jungkook asked sitting on the other bed from Jimin. He wanted to know if Jimin was going to sleep alone since he was worried Jimin wouldn't like to go near him because of what they did together the night before.

"I want to sleep with you." Jimin replied as he stood up to get on the other bed Jungkook was sitting on. "You can hug me to sleep..."

Jungkook smiled and turned around to face Jimin. "Would you... Like to get use to me?" Jungkook asked as Jimin began to blush. "Blushing again~ you're cute." Jungkook whispered.

"W-what do you mean by that?" Jimin asked as Jungkook moved closer to hold Jimin's hand.

"Maybe I can touch you here.." Jungkook then placed his hand down to Jimin's chest.

"I-I'M HUNGRY!" Jimin shouted as Jungkook blinked staring at Jimin before laughing.

"We can work on the touching later." Jungkook stood up and walked over to the bedside table where he held up the menu. "Here, Order what you want." Jungkook said handing the menu to Jimin.

Jimin gazed at the menu that had bowls of ramen, steaks, desserts and sushi. As the older boy began to choose, Jungkook layed his head down on Jimin's lap, almost startling him. "Shhh... I'm just laying down, nothing else." Jungkook whispered as he looked up at Jimin.

"I-I know that..." Jimin claimed. Jungkook knew Jimin was lying since he had a bad habit of stuttering when he would be lying or growing nervous.

Jungkook chuckled watching Jimin pick out what he wanted to eat. Jungkook looked out to the glass window while he layed on Jimin's lap. "Jimin... Do you think we'll get caught?"

"You left no trace of us heading off to Japan... No one will find us." Jimin replied.

Jungkook sighed raising his hand up to hold Jimin's hand. "But I can't shake off the feeling that we'll get caught.... Maybe it's just guilt..."

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