Jungkook looked at a few more entries and ended up finding the entry for the first time they exchanged lookes from afar in the Asylum.

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Today I thought it'll be an ordinary day at the Asylum... But It wasn't. I was told I'll be moving to a Mental Asylum for Teenagers.... I'm not a teenager.... But since I did hurt one of the security guards for trying to rape me, they thought it was better for me to be placed in a group of young patients. I was very nervous at first, but when I arrived... No patients bothered me but some of them kept pointing to the book's and wanting me to draw them. It was annoying but then, they left me alone and I was feeling much more better alone now... No one will bother me.

As I was holding this book close and writing down on it, I looked ahead to see a visitor. Not just any visitor, it was the son of a therapist (from what I heard) he had dark brown hair, big beautiful beating brown eyes and a face almost close to a bunny. He was very attractive... I remember whispering "I like him" when I found out that he kept staring at me.

Constant hot stares he would give me... I wanted to talk to him but I didn't want him to worry and think I might do something bad. I kept my distance but eventually, he came up to me and decided to talk to me. His voice was almost deep but it still had the small hint of youth in it. He was a teenager too.

Jeon Jungkook... That was his name. The name alone gave me chills but yet again it made me feel warm. It was all going well until he touched my head. It was a big problem... No one touched me before but Jungkook did and I almost liked it? I didn't know what to do but just excuse myself and come back soon, but when I returned, Jungkook was gone!

Jungkook left me and me feel sad... But why was I feeling sad over someone I just met today? Did I feel a deep connection growing? Or was it just love? I couldn't fall in love but... What if I told you that it ended up finding it?
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Jungkook was done reading. After reading that entry, it cheered himself up a bit and he was feeling slightly much more better. Jungkook glanced at the time and allowed the couple to sleep for two more hours or three before they went to Japan. Jungkook looked at Jimin and could imagine how hard it was for him... How hard it was for Jimin to keep himself alive. No wonder the men at the Asylum would come into Jimin's room in groups of three, it was because they knew about this and teased him for it. But they never raped him.

Jungkook walked up to Jimin and kissed his cheek, picking up Jimin into his arms as he took Jimin upstairs into his room. "Jimin.. I never knew he suffered like this.." Jungkook thought. "He was left traumatized and had no one who believed him, so he took action and killed everyone in sight..." Jungkook layed Jimin down on his big white bed and covered his body with a bigger blanket now.

Jungkook layed on bed with Jimin and held him in a hug, and making sure he didn't touch his chest or anything. It didn't matter now, Jimin would wake up and start to panic and Jungkook was worried. "I still love you, Jimin...." Jungkook whispered and left another kiss on Jimin's cheek before falling to sleep with Jimin.
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Jimin woke up the next hour and suddenly felt disgusted... His head hurted and he was naked with Jungkook! Jimin looked up to see Jungkook was sleeping very close and this was enough to make him realize that they had sex..

Jimin started to panic, he looked around the dark room and was just afraid... He was thinking of the many places he was touched in that lead him back to the time he was raped... Jimin looked at Jungkook in tears already as he looked down to see him naked..

Jimin shook his head quickly and closed his eyes shut crying to himself until... He felt Jungkook place his hands on Jimin's hands and held them up as he kissed Jimin softly. Jimin responded to the kiss and kissed Jungkook back, but only to pull away and look down. "W-what did I do?" Jimin cried as Jungkook rubbed the knuckles of Jimin's small hand with his thumb.

"Jimin.. You did nothing wrong, it was just the wine we drinked.. We drinked alot and we ended up.... You know.." Jungkook replied filling Jimin in on everything. He wanted to bring up Jimin's past and slowly get him to admit it.... But that wouldn't be such a great idea right now..

Jimin covered his face and began to sob. He wasn't mad at Jungkook, he was angry at how he still felt touched and violated. He wanted Jungkook to only touch him.... No one else. But Jimin still hated that he still grew uncomfortable when others touched him.. The feeling was hard to shake off. He was getting sick of it now...

"Did I do something wrong? I-I didn't knew we would end up touching..." Jungkook said as Jimin hugged Jungkook back.

"You didn't do anything wrong... Neither of us did... I'm just not use to this." Jimin whispered. "Jungkook... Please do me a favor.."

Jungkook gazed at Jimin, holding the boy close. "What is it?"

Jimin kissed Jungkook again and again. "Jungkook... Please... Get me use to your touch.. and your touch only. I can't have anyone touch me but you.. I want your touches.." Jimin whispered as Jungkook nodded slightly while he caressed Jimin's hair back and pressed his forehead onto Jimin's.

Jungkook was almost in tears thinking of how Jimin was suffering because of Yurin. How could he be so cruel? Jungkook sighed still keeping his forehead pressing onto Jimin's softly, "Yes Jimin.... anything for you.."