❝flowers grow back after they're stepped on,
and so will I.❞

i am very happy and i am very sad.

my emotions are at a constant war; i don't know what to feel.

sometimes it is the hot, burning anger,

sometimes the cold, desolate sadness.

but most of the time it is numbness

and i crave to feel something.

my chest caves in, my lungs give out.

breathing becomes arduous.

everything hurts,

getting out of bed is difficult,

but i know one day, it will be okay.

one day, i will no longer crave to feel,

one day i'll be happy.

one day, i'll say 'i'm fine' and mean it.

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