Selfish

I'm apologizing now! I do have some German blood in me, but I do NOT know the language AT ALL! This is all google! And YES, I know it is more than likely all fucked up!  Sorry if you're German and know the language! 😬🤗❤️🤣
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One week later.

"Elsa, I'm here!
....
"Elsa! Els?"

Suddenly Jimmy hears something hit the wall.

"Woah! Oh. My. Gosh. What?"

"I love it when you're Kinky Elsa!"

"Komm her, Welpe!"

Jimmy slowly walks towards her.

"Wähle deine waffe."

"I don't know what you're saying but I love you!"

"WÄHLE DEINE WAFFE!"

"Weapon?"

"Sehr gut!"

"Thanks!" Jimmy smirks.

"Auf den Boden steigen!" Elsa shouts and points to the ground.

"Dieses?" Elsa asks.

"Nein."

Elsa then points to a whip and Jimmy smiles.

"Ja!  Ja!"

Elsa then looks at Jimmy sitting up on his knees.  She kicks him all the way down to the ground, and digs her heel into his back.

"Ah! Danke!"

"Welpe GEHEN!"

"Elsa Mars.. I want to marry you."

"HALT DIE KLAPPE!"

**

"Ah!  AH!  AHHHHH!  ELSAAAA!"

Elsa licks her lips, then purses them.
"It's true.. I make men ejaculate gold."

Jimmy breathes heavily.
"I love you!"

"I love you too." Elsa smiles sweetly.

"You look so sweet now!  You were just dominating my whole world!"

"Heh!  Yeah, I do that." Elsa shrugs.

"Els?"

"Huh?"

"I meant what I said."

"You're gonna fuck me till I scream and cry with pleasure?"

"No.  Well yes!  I meant that too.."

"What were you talking about?"

Jimmy smiles and takes Elsa's hand. "I want to marry you."

"Oh.."

"I love you, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you."

"Honey.."

"Would you wanna marry me?"

"Baby, yes.  But.."

"But?"

"But your mother."

"She doesn't matter."

"Jimmy!"

"No one matters, Elsa!  Just us."

Elsa smiles softly.  Jimmy the places his hands on her as he begins kissing her lips.
Elsa grabs Jimmy's face and kisses him intensely.  She moans into the kiss, and scratches at his back.

Suddenly Jimmy pulls away and asks, "So will you?"

"We'll talk about it." Elsa chuckles.

"That's not a no!  I'll take it!"

Elsa laughs and wraps her arms around Jimmy's neck as he flips her over onto her back.

***

Two weeks later.

"I SAID NO!  You cannot be in the show tonight!" Elsa screams at Dell.

"What is wrong with you, Elsa?"

"DON'T. SPEAK."

"Elsa!" Ethel cuts in. "What's wrong?"

Elsa sighs and grabs her head.

"Are you okay, honey?"

"Yes, I'm fine!  Why is everyone ask me if I'm fine? I'M FINE! Now will everyone please get out?!"

Ethel gives up, and she and Dell leave.
Elsa sighs and rubs her head. She then breaks down in tears.

After a few minutes Jimmy walks in.

"Elsa.. Hey, what's wrong? They said you were upset."

"I just want to be alone, Jimmy.."

"Well I don't want you crying all alone.  Tell me what's wrong, honey.." Jimmy says wrapping his arms around Elsa.

"I-I just.. Jimmy, please go.."

"Did someone say something to you?  Did someone hurt you?"

"No!"

"Then why are you so upset?"

"Because I think I'm pregnant!" Elsa shouts.

Jimmy's eyes went wide.  He then let go of her and stayed silent.

"You what?  You're pregnant?"

"I-I don't know!  But I'm late and.."

"And what?"

"I just feel sick and.. I don't feel like myself.  At all!"

"Oh honey.."

"I just want to be alone!"

"Okay.. I'll leave you alone..
  Why don't you go to your tent and take a nap?"

"I can't.  We have a show in a few hours."

"Oh.."

Elsa then drops her head and cries.

"It's okay, Elsa."

"I feel bad!"

"Why?"

"Because I kicked your dad out of tonight's show."

"Why'd you do that?"

"Because I was mad at You!"

"Oh!  Why are you mad at me?"

"Because I don't want to be pregnant, and if I am it's your fault!"

"Baby.. we were both in that position.  We were both there."

Elsa turns and gives Jimmy an evil look.
"Okay, okay! It can be my fault!  It was obviously my fault!"

Elsa sighs and rolls her eyes.
"I'm going to go and get ready for the show.  Please don't follow me, I want to be alone."

"Okay.."

**

Elsa stood in front of her mirror in her underwear.
She had just thrown up and her cheeks were now tear stained.

She softly ran her hand over her flat stomach.
"Maybe I'm just losing it.  Maybe I'm crazy." Elsa spoke to herself.

After cleaning herself up and putting on a brand new face, she got dressed and warmed her voice up.

"Ms. Elsa!" Jimmy walked over.

"Yes, Jimmy?" She gave him a look.

"How are you feeling this evening?"

"Okay.... You?"

"Nervous.  Terrified!
.. Unbelievably shocked..... but excited.  I've been thinking and.. I know we can do this.  I know it's gonna be okay." Jimmy gives her a reassuring smile.

Elsa looks at him and cracks the smallest smile.
"Yeah?"

"Yes!"

"You do these shows every night, Jimmy!  Why are you being weird tonight?" Dot asks, hitting him on the arm.

"I just.. I don't know!" He shrugs. "Sometimes life hits ya and.. yeah.."

Elsa giggles.
"Let's go give these people a great show." She smiles and kisses his cheek.

"Yeah!  Let's get em!" Jimmy playfully punches her arm making Elsa laugh.

**

Elsa stood in the wings, her head spinning, and her stomach doing somersaults.  She knew she had to pull it together for her number.

Elsa closed her eyes and breathed deeply as she held her stomach.

"If you're in there little one.. knock it off and let me sing!" She said to herself.

...

Jimmy watched his beautiful lady as she sang her heart out.

Anyone watching wouldn't believe she felt so sick.
Jimmy was so proud of her for going out there and doing as amazing as she did.

He then looked down to her stomach and felt his chest tighten.

What if Elsa is pregnant?
They're a traveling freak show.  This isn't a place he wants to raise their child.

What if the baby has something wrong with them?
What if they have his hands?
Jimmy has lived a life of being laughed at and being bullied.  He doesn't want that for his child.

But then on the other hand.. Elsa could be carrying his child!  A child he wasn't expecting but already loves more than anything.

He knows that right now Elsa isn't thrilled about the idea of being pregnant but, once her belly grows, or once she sees her son or daughter's little face.  Jimmy knows she'll love that baby more than anything in the world.

**

After the show.

"Elsa, someone would like to speak with you." Ethel says.

"Oh Ethel, I feel so ill.  I can't possibly speak to anyone right now."

"He says he's a talent scout from Hollywood."

"What? Oh! Well send him in!" Elsa smiles and her mood completely changes.

Ethel let's him in and he introduces himself.

"My name is Neal Johnson. Beautiful performance tonight!"

"Thank you! I'm happy you liked what you saw."

"I loved it! Ms. Mars, you have something very very special, and I would love to work with you."

"Wow!" Elsa smiles just before she gets a sick feeling in her stomach.

"Oh!" She places her hand on her abdomen.

"Will you excuse me for just one second?"

"Well uh.. I really need to get going but.. Here's my card."

"Thank you, Goodbye!" Elsa quickly says before running to the toilet.

Neal sees himself out as Elsa retched.
"Agh! Damn you!" She shouts as she cries hard.
Her voice echoing in the toilet bowl.

Just then Jimmy enters.
"Babe? Who was that guy?"

"Shut up and get in here!"

Jimmy rushes over to her and rubs her back.
"Aw Pooh, I'm so sorry.."

"I don't like this, Jimmy!"

"I'm taking you to the doctor tomorrow."

"Okay.."

After emptying her stomach, Elsa turns to face him.
She then sits in a curled up position as she cries.

"I can't be pregnant, Jimmy. I can't!"

"Hey!" Jimmy lifts her chin.
"No matter what.. it's gonna be okay. We can do this!" He smiles.

"No! I don't want a baby! I want to become a big star in Hollywood! I don't want to get fat and give birth! I don't want stretch marks.. I don't want saggy boobs.. I don't want to change diapers and stay up all night with a screaming infant."

"Elsa.."

"I don't want to be a mother."

"You sound selfish, Elsa.."

"I am selfish. You knew that!"

"This is a baby! How could you be so unhappy about a baby?"

"Jimmy, please don't. You don't understand!"

"No Elsa, You don't understand! If you're pregnant, you're talking horrible about our child!"

"Jimmy." Elsa sighs.

"I know we're unprepared for this but.. it's a baby, Els! Our baby."

"A baby I never wanted, Jimmy.."

Jimmy looks at her and doesn't speak.
He decides not to fight back. Instead, he stands up and walks out leaving her alone.

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