So school is back soon and I'm not ready to loose at least half of my friends this year.

Why does it have to be this year that we graduate?

I've only just gotten used to not having one of my friends leave 2 YEARS AGO!

It's like life has planned for me to be friendless for a decent amount of my life, I have no friends remaining from primary school (or whatever you call school before high school) and I'm scared I'm going to lose all my friends from this school too. I'm scared I won't be able to see my closest friend's face again, or see  the forever messy hair of another. I'm scared I'm going to be stuck with a piece of the relationship I'm third-wheeling, I'm scared I'll never get to see my crush's reaction because I'll never get to tell him about my feelings.

I. Am. A. Hellfire. Mess. That. Is. Becoming. An. Introvert. Because. That's. What. My. Life. Seems. To. Want.

And every night I hide in my room, hoping no one will hear me cry myself to sleep, or walk in on one of my mini panic attacks because I'M NOT READY TO LOSE EVERYTHING AGAIN!

And then I pick up my iPad and come on Wattpad, debating weather I need angst or fluff, and I slowly feel better, knowing that I'm lucky to have discovered all of you guys who read my books and reply to my comments, it's you guys who are keeping me sane at the moment.

I may not know you in person or even what you look like, but I'm being serious when I say you are as much of my life as my heart, brain and lungs are right now.

So I want to say thank you with something special 

Almost there

Oops, wrong pic

Happy (or not) New Year!

This is not going to be a permanent part of the book but here's my face reveal

I love you guys

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤❤️

🧡💛💚💙💜🖤❤️🧡

💛💚💙💜🖤❤️🧡💛

💚💙💜🖤❤️🧡💛💚

💙💜🖤❤️🧡💛💚💙

💜🖤❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

🖤❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤

-Kitten out