Hey Guys!
So for those who don't know me and recently followed me

Hi!
The name is Saffy Saffron!
I am an Indian, and Yeah I tend to go on hiatus alot of times. But no longer ig. But I wont be online much because now I have College

So well

I am writing this chapter to make others catch up with me and how I am doing since I can't alwaysssss Go on and rewrite about it and I tend to forget details or left them out depending on whom I am talking to

Anyways, for the newcomers
Welcome, I am a chatterbox and you're about to read some useless information. Don't want to? I am not holding your hand here, feel free to leave :)

NOW THEN TO THE OLD PALS

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SO

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SORRYYY

I KNOW I SAID ILL COME BACK IN AUGUST AND SEPTEMBER FIRST WEEK BUT COLLEGE IS HECTICCCCCC

I'LL TELL T^T

Firstly we were informed that on 16th, the classes would commence but then later an announcement came that its our verification date and orientation would be on 21st. So from my HC (Home City) I came to D (lets call the city I am in that okay?) with only two pair of clothes since we (dad and I ) were planning to leave again to HC after the 16th. So we booked a hotel room for one night and checked out the next day before dad dropped me to the college

But when I reached there, THE CLASSES BEGAN THAT DAY ITSELF T^T 

So yeah, when they ended, Dad and I were homeless people wandering from 12pm to 8pm in search for accommodation xD. I even wanted to click a pic with a dog nearby, saying WE HOMELESS  lol

Anyways 

College first day
Was kinda nervous and Kinda excited. I sat in the front seats and very few students were there cause maybe I was early, but they were already conversing with the teacher. Now then when all students came. OH RIGHT

AT FIRST I WAS LIKE THANK GOD THE STUDENT SEEM LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE AND NOT FASHIONABLE ATTITUDE KIND 

Buttttt then the last comers arrived and I was like- ".......' 

Anyways, the teachers were telling us about our course (BA HONS- PSYCHOLOGY) And I noted something odd. The tuning of teachers was weird. One (Our cognitive psychology teacher) was very silent and on the corner, she is black with curly hair. The teacher who was speaking forgot to introduce her when everyone's introduction was done and in mid of some topic she asked our Cognitive maam to introduce herself. Another teacher is in defense, I could even sense it from the way she carried herself and the judgment aura around her. She is our 'introduction to psychology' Teacher, and head of the NCC. (She is veryyyy against societies even if she doesnt say so, GOD SAVE ME WHEN I HAVE TO BEG HER FOR ATTENDANCE!!! (((you'll know later)). Beside her sitting was our BIOPSYCHOLOGY TEACHER, who is teaching us the subject from the book she wrote too. She is judgy and strict but soft spoken and old so yeah. The teacher who was introducing the other teachers would teach us in future and honestly, it felt like no one likes her in the department. The teachers LOOKED BORED DURING THE INTRODUCTION WHEN SHE WAS SPEAKING LIKE WHAT PEOPLE!??!?!?! ATLEAST KEEP A STRAIGHT FACE INSTEAD OF 'when this will be over' face!!!

Anyways that's what I felt was odd for the teachers.

In brief for teacher personality:
Introduction to Psychology: Good at teaching, but students can sense the strictness even if she doesnt do anything that comes off as strict but yeah. And she is judgmental. Head Of NCC so she doesnt really tolerate goofiness

Cognitive Psychology:
Okay.... she connects what to what that the main topic is lost. She is nice, one of my favorite teacher and extremely soft spoken and GOD EVEN THE FIRST BENCHERS CANT HEAR HER AT ALLLLLL!!!

But she is a good person by personality, talks a lot and forget stuff too at times 

Biopsychology Ma'am:
Eh okay, she puts on a mic to talk to us cause she is soft spoken but GOD THE SPEED AT WHICH SHE MAKES US WRITE IS  INSANE AND SHE DOESNT TEACH ITS LIKE SHE IS JUST REVISING
-_- And i was just late for few min in her class and she refused to gave me attendance but anyways

We also have A biopsychology Sir
Who our entire class thinks is gay, he goes in detail with teaching and yeah I only attended one class of his so far so Idk him as much as others do. 

But well ZENITH SENIORS (we'll come to that...step by step) Said ki
The entire psychology department used to thirst on him-
I am like- ........... I beg your pardon?
ANYWAYS

The subjects that I have to study is : Cognitive Psychology, Intro to psychology, EVS, Biopsychology, Ecology and Literature, Personality and Communication ANDDDDD Pol sci: Ideas in Indian thought 

ANYWAYS MOVING ON
Dad And I lived with a family friend till 1st september cause on 1st september I was shifted to hostel.

So far I have talked about the teachers, and first day was okay- OH WAIT MY INTRODUCTION

Ok so cognitive maam told us to introduce ourselves from either right to left or roll number wise (in both i was first) and I introduced myself quite confidently and then sat..... Maam once said to wait and I was like:- She isn't going to make me reintroduce myself right!?!?!? I'll not be able to do it confidently T^T

anyways later the seniors came to meet us and well.... they were crazy giggling girls who said things among themselves before saying to us in mid n in themselves and- well....well bonded people who are overexcited among themselves. 

MOVING ON

DAY 2

WE WERE TAUGHT and idk what it was. Later I wanted to visit the library and was heading for it when one girl, Rishika came to me for asking something, i answered and later she and 3 other girls were going to check the library. I went with them. 

I didnt learn their names that day, we went to canteen afterwards and they all were talking and I was merely just silent.

when i got home

I REALISED I WAS ADDED TO A GROUP

THEY MADE A GROUP-

I WAS FREAKING ADOPTED-

LIKE WHY

I WANTED TO BE INVISIBLE WHEN I COME TO COLLEGE NOT THIS

A GROUP!?!?! I HAVE NEVER EVER  EVER BEEN IN A GROUP OF FRIENDS!! okay maybe once in childhood but that wasn't really a group. So yeah and I am not calling, two other than me, a group. 

Anyways, Two of them are bi, and one among the two flirts with the other girl who is also in my dance society. (We are soon gonna get there). This weirded me out. Don't judge me, I dont mind it but I was never irl exposed to it so it was different for me. Rishika has a bf, Me and the other girl are single. 

Now moving on

The kids there are okay really. Mixture of all kind. But honestly
TOOOO MANNYYYY BACKBITCHERS!!! I realized that the group I got adopted in, are full of back bitchers so yikes...... (;-;)

So yeah. Moving on

The campus? Its okay. Greenery is there, a library for studies, alot of departments (room sucks ahem), a botany lab, sports ground is veryyyyy big and uhhh. canteen is here and- I FIND THIS USELESS SO MOVING ON!!!!!

Other details which are useless:

1) there was a strike against our principal.. I heard the people yelling when we were practising but yeah didnt know what it was. Apparently, according to the rumurs she kicked a teacher out cause of the caste. 

2) TOOO MANY ELECTIONS AND OTHER STUFF LIKE THERE IS THIS ENTIRE WHATSAPP GROUP FOR '___ SNEAKING EVENTS' and webnars and all

3) Dude, the washroom on the ground floor....they have translucent glasses... THEYRE BIG AS WINDOWS GOSH

4) PEOPLE ARE MAKING TOO MANY GROUPS AND BOMBING MESSAGES LIKE I JUST GOT MY OWN PHONE N THIS IS INSANE CAUSE I NEVER EXPERIENCED IT

5) Well, I did make one friend from my (HC) So i feel glad.

NOW 

TIME

FOR

ZENITH 

So basically Zenith is a dance society that I wanted to be a part of. I gave auditions and got selected and its sessions goes for 4-5 hours per day and THE WORKOUT IS CRAZY And yeah I got selected in it. And they're very strict and because of them our attendance is an issue for the classes T^T

So basically the auditions for it was on 28th. I started practising from 25 or 26th.  Anddddd to those who saw my previous announcement, Yeah I disturbed my bestfriend for it. He sent me songs and dances along with it and I was rejecting and rejecting till we came upon a choreo on the song 'Girls Like You' 

OKAY SO

IN IT

THERE WAS THIS STEP, THE DROP

I SWEARRRRRRRRRRRR

GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I WENT CRAZY PRACTISING THAT N I STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT, FOR MORE DETAILS REGARDING HOW HILARIOUS *side glares Ash* it was, contact that idiot. hmpf

What Me and Him did, I wasnt able to do drops so I sent him the video of me doing them........................ turns out by the end of both the days it was OVER 20+ VIDEOS WITH 2-3 TRIALS OF DROP IN EACH

AND MY MUSCLE PAIN AND THIGH PAIN AND THE PALM T^T

He was teaching me through chats... (Yes, you have my blessing to kill him, he was laughing at me in the beginning) 

Well on first day, he later realised how serious I was for this and apparently what was hilarious became concerning for him cause he scolded me to go to sleep at....12:30 or 1 am but that didnt work but later dad was in the room so I had to leave. The second day again I slept late ig? idr but if it was like, the 27th, then i was able to do the drops in the morning. LIKE I ACTUALLY MANAGE TO DO ONE AND WE CELEBRATED YAYYYY

THEN  later we tried to do the choreo with the song. AND I WAS REPEATEDLY MESSING UP SO BAD and it kinda was stressing me up. Well he calmed me down when we had our first google meet, but then we decided that

I'll go with free style with a bit of choreo

Honestly, I felt bad tho, for not doing the choreo since we both worked a lot on it. Like A LOTTTT YOU HAVE NO IDEAAAAAAA

But anyways, on the day the audition  was, I was freaking out. Along with me, a girl in our friends group was also there. We both were auditioning. So yeah when my name was announced and I went into the line... THE FOUR GIRLS BEFORE ME WERE SO GOOD.... So I was panicking alot... but she somehow got my attention and managed to calm me down with a thumbs up and signaling me to breathe. THAT HONESTLY DID WONDERS!

Because then I remembered that I got something far more worth than zenith, (Me practicing with my bestfriend) And that I am supposed to enjoy out there, that's all. I got worried regarding the song selection cause idk if my dance would automatically flow out or not... 

So when I was on stage, there was a halt in which I tried to remember the stuff I was told and Tried to calm myself down. Music started and I felt like I was possessed by something, I manage to do great until well I heard the part where I was supposed to do the drop, but still it was okay till I accidentally came too much ahead in the stage that I had to take backsteps and then I was conscious so....'Ehhhhh' is the word 

I got selected tho. Lol Me and My bestfriend both read the list together if I got in or not

IT

WAS

CCCCCCCCRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

WE HAD MADE ITTTTT YAYYYYYYY!!

XD

It was fun and we both celebrated (in different place but okay) 

So well Anyways, 
Zenith is pretty strict too
Like you can't use mobile at all during the session except during the 30 min lunch break. You can't talk to anyone at all who came to talk to you, during the session or else you'll be punished. You can't miss the session. You have to ask for leaves beforehand and it's no guarantee that you'll get leave just cause you're sick... and well a lot of other rules too. You'll miss the classes without a doubt, if zenith session is during that time. And zenith happens everyday.

And the workout is crazy stern too. Like there is this song called 'mereh dholna' which is 6 min long.... we have to raise our hands up throughout the song, in different positions but yeah, we are allowed to bring it down together once. Oh and we aren't allowed to drink water without asking or untie our hair to retie it without asking so yeah.

AND 
zenith first day for my friend, she ended up crying cause of... well she has issues with her breathing at times so yeah. And it was actually zenith ka second day and we were already told to perform on teacher's day ka (that didnt go well for me). The third day, a girl cried cause of getting scolded. They're strict ngl.

Like YOU CANT WEAR JEANS AND PRACTISE! 

oh right, kids here are very judgmental. 

Also recently, one girl can't cope with zenith but because she joined through ECA in the college (dance), she is bound into it. And since she was in a way dampening the spirit of everyone by being lethargic and all( seriously guys, she can't cope, dont blame her for it) and couldn't leave, they told her to be a non performer- the person who has to learn all the choreo of everyone ka, she is allowed to not come in practice unless a choreographer comes n she isnt even given certificates unless she is needed to perform on the stage. Its a worse case scenario given to her cause well its needed okay? But the thing is, the first years.....they very judgemental for her like why she cant cope, everyone is doing it and all. They backbitched about her and honestly i didnt feel it was right. I get the whole dampening the spirit thing but still.

ANYWAYS SO

Yeah 

Other than that college goes for 8am-5pm. And since I miss so many classes, i have to catch up for it once I reach hostel. and hw too, and not to forget but self study which i cant take time out for. 

SO basically pretty hectic

AND SINCE ITS LATE
I'll tell about hostel FUN TIMES LIKE SCARY STUFF THAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING NEARLY EVERYDAY and the fun game zenith played along with other fun stuff in next chappy which i'll publish and write once i come off alive tomorrow

Oh and as for books updates.... guys sorry but you have to wait a little longer. I haven't yet got a hang of things yet but I will try to atleast okay? I can try that's all