Song for this chapter: False God - Taylor Swift

TW Sex

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April 10th, 1998

It's completely dark outside by the time Theo and I get back to our hotel room. We went out to a nice restaurant for dinner and drank expensive champagne and walked along the canal on the way home.

Theo has been attempting to teach me some Italian but everything he's saying is going in one ear and right out the other. I've been too focused on the freckle on his cheekbone, and the way that his hair got messier throughout the night, and his silver chain that is peeking out from his button-up since he left the top few buttons undone.

We get out of the elevator and I unlock the door to our hotel room while Theo rattles on.

"It's lieto di conoscerti, nice to meet you," Theo explains for the third time. He follows me into the hotel room and I close and lock the door behind us.

"I don't care," I say.

"Come on, Alex, it's so easy. Lieto di conoscerti," Theo says.

I go stand in front of Theo and cup his face with my hands. I brush my thumb over the freckle on his left cheekbone and stare up at him. "I don't care," I repeat.

Theo catches on and his hands go down to my waist to pull my body against his. "I guess I'll have to teach you later then," He says. Theo dips his head down and kisses me.

As soon as our lips meet he has me wanting more. I brush my tongue against Theo's bottom lip and he lets me deepen the kiss. We're so close that I don't know where I stop and Theo starts. I want to be like this with him forever.

We go stumbling back toward the bed, only stopping to kick off our shoes and jackets.

I unbutton Theo's pants as he tugs my shirt over my head. All of our clothes get discarded on the hotel room floor until Theo is left in his boxers and I'm left in my bra and underwear.

Theo is kissing me hard. My hands are in his hair and his hands are roaming over my bare skin. We don't break apart until we reach the bed.

I push Theo to sit down on the bed and he stares up at me from where I'm standing between his legs. He holds me by the hips and pulls me closer to him. Theo stares up and me and holds my gaze as he presses a kiss to my sternum.

I push Theo's hair out of his face and look down at him.

"I want to make you feel good," I say quietly.

Theo stares at me with eyes full of lust and love. "You always make me feel good," He admits.

I lean over and kiss Theo. I cup his cheek and kiss him firmly. When Theo tries to deepen the kiss I pull away and get down on my knees in front of him.

Theo's breath hitches when I rest my hands on the tops of his thighs.

"Alex," He says.

"Do you not want me to?" I ask.

Theo shakes his head. "No, I want you to. So badly," He says. "But you don't have to. You don't have to do anything that you don't want to do."

"I want to," I say. I palm hid growing erection through his boxers and Theo watches my every movement, his eyes heavy.

I dip my fingers beneath the waistband of his underwear and tug them off, completely exposing Theo. I make eye contact with Theo as I take him in my hand and pump him a few times before I take him in my mouth.

Theo lets out a strangled moan as I wrap my lips around him, taking him all the way into my mouth.

I bob my head slowly, taking him deeper every time.

Theo holds my hair out of my face and holds it at the back of my head. He knocks his head back in pleasure as I focus my attention on his tip, and his hand tightens in my hair.

"Cazzo," Theo says, his breathing heavy. We make eye contact as I take him even further down my throat. "That's good, baby, keep doing that."

I listen to Theo and keep bobbing my head while my hand strokes the part of him that I can't fit into my mouth.

Theo's eyes flutter shut and I can feel him throbbing as he gets closer to finishing. He pulls my hair and I can't help but moan at the feeling.

"If you're going to keep that up, I'm not going to last much longer," Theo says through clenched teeth.

Without any warning, I pull away, and Theo whimpers at the loss of contact.

"You can't finish yet," I tell him.

Theo brushes his finger against my bottom lip and tugs at it. "Why not?" He asks.

"Because I want you to fuck me first," I say.

Theo hums in agreement. His hand drops to rest around my throat and I stare up at him, more than ready to beg for it.

He leans down to kiss me and I push up on my knees so that there's less of a height difference. Theo kisses me gently but his hand tightens around my neck and I get even more turned on by him.

Theo drops his hand from my neck and pulls me up so that I'm standing between his legs. He tugs me towards him so that we both go falling back onto the bed. I let out a laugh that manages to cut through some of the tension that is filling the room.

I move back toward the pillows and Theo lays between my legs. He reaches for the waistband of my underwear. "Can I?" He asks.

"Yes."

Theo pulls off my underwear and starts kissing the inside of my thighs. I fist my hand in his hair as he kisses closer and closer to where I want him to. His lips ghost over my clit and Theo pulls back. He kisses my neck as he runs his fingers between my thighs.

My hand tightens in his hair as he slips one finger inside of me, quickly followed by a second. He works his fingers in and out of me before pulling them out completely.

Theo kisses me on the lips. "You ready?" He whispers.

I nod, "Please."

With those three letters, Theo slowly pushes inside of me, making the both of us moan. Once he is all the way inside, he starts thrusting in and out of me, going faster each time.

I rake my nails down his back as he pounds in and out of me at a steady rhythm. He pulls my leg up and holds it above his hip, allowing him to go even deeper.

He fucks me hard and slow. He fucks me in a way that has both of us moaning and muttering profanities.

I hope we don't get a noise complaint.

It isn't long before Theo is hitting all of the right spots. I can feel my orgasm building quickly. My heart is beating fast and my breathing is heavy as Theo repeatedly hits my g-spot.

I arch my back, moaning out as Theo goes harder.

His breathing is heavy, and he is moaning out filthy words as he slides in and out of me. Theo chants my name over and over again like a prayer.

That's what sends me over the edge.

"Theo," I moan out as I let my orgasm take me over completely.

"Alex-, fuck," Theo moans as I tighten around him. He thrusts into me one last time before he finishes inside of me.

He slowly pulls out and I wince at the loss. He grabs his wand from the bedroom floor and casts a contraception and cleaning spell before collapsing back onto the bed with me.

Theo wraps his arms around me and kisses me on the forehead. "I love you," He says softly.

I move impossibly closer to Theo. "I love you too," I say. I trace my fingers over his cheek before pressing a kiss to the corner of his mouth.

We briefly fall into a comfortable silence for a couple of minutes before Theo speaks again.

"Alex," He says, "I'm not a religious person but I do sometimes think that god made me for you."

In that moment I don't know how to convey with words how much I truly love him. So I kiss him. I kiss him with all I have to offer.

And Theo understands.