"You jerk you plucked me. How the actual hell did you do that without me noticing." I laughed.

"I just reached down the back of your jacket and plucked it. But you really might want to let me help you hide them better because I could feel them when I hugged you thats why I peeked down the back of your jacket and seen them. But don't worry your secrets safe with me. Jill doesn't know does she?" She asked. 

"Thanks for telling me and no Jill doesn't know and I'd like to keep it that way the less people that know the better. So no one's allowed to know. But I'll trust you to keep it between us." I said, she nodded.

"I promise my lips are sealed." She assured me.

"Then you can keep the feather just watch even our feathers hold great power." I informed her.

"I'll keep safe." She replied tuck it in her huge purse. When Jill got in buckled her seat belt and started the car she followed close behind Cain who's truck was infront of us. I watched out the window till we got to the pack houses. Jill's was actually pretty decent size. They pulled into the driveway and parked we all got out and we all started carrying my shit in. It was pretty big on the inside.  Jill had us carry everything to her big empty spare bed room.

"Does the angel like?" Jill teased as we finished bringing up everything into my new room.

"Um one pointer don't freak if you wake up to Jill in your bed since her room is right next to yours she has night terrors ever since you left four years ago. So she can't sleep by herself. Rose is the one who's been staying with her every night. While her husband and mate stays with their pups." Cain informed me.

"Well you wouldn't have to worry about that anymore. It's not like I got anywhere else to go. Not like I could live with my parents anymore. I'm not going to let people decide who's going to father my offspring. Or who I have to spend all of eternity with. I'm sorry I got so angry. But I feelings I'm not just an inanimate object. Beside once I mark my soulmate I'm bound to them for all eternity even in death I'll never be able to get another like you can and I'm a true immortal so when I say eternity I mean it. So of course even if my original fated was already married as long as I cut the bond before I give myself to them  permanently. Father will give me another one. One of his chosing that he deans worthy of one of his precious children. Loves the most important thing to him so of course he'd never force us to be with someone who doesn't make you happy. Sorry I'm just really not feeling myself. It's bad for my species to be angry, greety, selfish, sad, any negative emotion. We thrive of positive emotios like love, kindness, and any other positivity emotion. And if we're are takin over by curruption. We change into no one could ever love. And honestly that terrifies the shit out of me. I can't seem to calm down." I exclaimed. When Cain hugged me tightly rubbing my back. Which always calmed Angel down. Which I gotta say it did the trick. When I realized I was hyperventilating and trembling.

"I understand you frightened and we here for you but in order for us to help you. You have to be honest and trust us enough to tell us what species you are? What going on so we can take the correct way to help you. Plus it'll help us know to best way to keep you safe." He said, as I calmed down.

"Okay but you must understand there are some things I'm only allowed to tell my soulmate? Otherwise I'm putting everyone I know and care for right in their line of fire. Especially if they figure out what race and rank I am. And my body's industructable." I answered they nodded.

"Well actually I already know." Rose said, with the same shit eating grin she gave me when she showed me she plucked my feather.

"Wait you told Rose who you just met but you didn't tell me we practically sisters we tell each other everything. The hell." Jill growled.

"She found out by accident and she plucked my feather what was I supposed to do." I exclaimed, they just stared at me till Rose walked behind me holding up my feather showing them.

"I'll give you a hint she got white feathery wings and a Halo. So Jill you can't be mad at her for protect you. Demons are no joke and their known to go after any vonerable, or young one like her she's a perfect target." Rose informed them pulling my wings. They were both speechless for several minutes.

"An angel but I thought angels were strong how can they be vonerable?" Jill asked.

"We are but we have so much power for a normal physical body is in this plain to support so the heavens are built to be able to handle our angelic power. In each plain we possess physical body able to contain the power bestode on up. I'm the only angel to have a physical body thats able to contain my angelic power with out it burning up my body form the inside out. See in this plain if angel is destroyed/killed here their soul is destroyed meaning they die for real. But unlike mortals they're soul doesn't go anywhere it is permanently earased. Which is why my body's actually artificially made. But I still have a real heart brain and working reproductive system. But if I have any offspring they have physical bodys that are able to contain them even if their an angel even an arch. So you can see why I'm not allowed to tell anyone but you took me in without question so I'd feel guilty if I'm not completely honest with you." I informed them. 

"I knew you weren't Angel but I still want you to be my angel." Jill assured me hugging me nuzzling with her head.

"I may not be her but most of my soul and real working organs came from  her except my reproductive organs they formed on their own when I was brought into existence. But I have all her memories, felt every emotion she ever felt. So I guess I am her but I'm made of other pure souls. So I also have all of their memories emotions, from the moment their born till the day they die. Could you imagine being able to not only remember a child's last moments on Earth. But to be able to feel it as well. It's not plesent. Plus it feel unfair to me that I got to live someone else's life take their place. When they never got to. I knew how her parents loved her and she loved them that's why I put up with them for as long as I did so her soul could be near them. But they didn't love me or treat me like I was a doll, an inanimate object for them to control. Like a puppet. If I would have stayed I would have turned into a darkling. I don't want to become a demon. I won't be able to live with myself." I informed them taking the fake skin off my wrists. Showing them my joints which were like a ball jointed doll. Cain just grabbed my hand kissed my exposed joint of my wrist.

"Just because your body isn't real doesnt mean you aren't. The real you Angelique. Not someone else you are what makes you, you. And trust me when I say your one of a kind and doesn't matter what form or appearance you take you personality really stands out." He assured me.

"Girl you just need to reinvent yourself. So you make your own identity." Rose said, putting my feather back in her purse when Jill snatched it.

"She's my sister I get first dibs." Jill said, sticking her tongue out at her. I immediately hid behind Cain when Rose walked over I knew she was going to try plucking one of my feather again. So I used Cain as a human sheild. Even though he obviously wasn't human. He laughed as he blocked her from getting to me.

"Ah come on Angelique. Jill took mine." Rose pleaded, trying to get passed Cain.

"Fine I'll give you one. But if anyone's going to pluck my precious beautiful feathers it's going to be me." I said grabbing, one of my feathers at the base and pulling out feathers. Plucking feathers is like pulling your hair out by the roots. So yes it normally hurts. But the rest of the the feather is like the dead part of the strand of hair so I don't feel it one get cut. Angels take great pride in their wings. Which means any damages, cut, or abnormal feathers are plucked immediately. And I personally  am always grooming them because of everything that gets stuck in my feathers when I do have them out. Plus I like to keep my feathers neat and separated because sometimes when you rub them up against something it can mess them all up and can even ruin them. Its a pain but their worth it. I went to hand it to her when I realized I didn't just pluck one I plucked two. So I gave the other to Cain which he gladly took. They helped me unpack and put everything away we were so tired we end up all passing out in the living room. Even Cain.