Prophet Muhammad said: If anyone continuously asks forgiveness, Allah will appoint for him a way out of every distress, relief from anxiety and will provide for him from where he never realized.

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Alhaan 's p.o.v.

Qureshi Mansion:

I was sitting in my room when Ahana came to me and jumped on my lap. I smiled at her and kissed her forehead. She kissed my cheeks in return and said, "Chachu, Daadi is calling you down for dinner." I smiled at her, lifting her in my arms I made my way towards the dining table.

I made her sit on the chair and settled beside her. Mamma and my both Bhabi walked in with different dishes in their hands. Once Abbu came we all started with our dinner. That's when the drama queen of our house started complaining.
Yeah none other than Azaan Bhai.

"Abbu do you love Faizan Bhai and me?" He asked to Abbu.
Abbu was confused with his question and replied, "What sort of question is that Azaan? Of course I love you all."

"Thank you so much Abbu. It feels so good to hear it from you. Because from the time Mr. Alhaan Rahman Qureshi returned, mamma hardly cares about me and Bhai," Azaan Bhai stated.

'Here begins the drama.'

When mamma gave him a glare he said, "What mamma? See you have prepared all his favourite dishes. And from past few days we are eating all his favourite dishes."

Mamma smiled at his antics and said, "Aiza please give away the Kheer(dessert) I prepared for dinner to someone else. Because Chote doesn't like sweet much." Faizan Bhai started laughing while Azaan Bhai had a sad expression.

"So what mamma if Chote doesn't eat. We all will eat. Hai na." Azaan Bhai said.

"But you just said I am preparing all Chote's favourite dishes and you know he doesn't like Kheer much." Mamma retorted.

"So what mamma? You know I love Kheer and .............." Azaan Bhai started but stopped on realizing what he said. Mamma had a victory look on her face and Faizan Bhai was having hard time controlling his laugh. I just smiled at them and continued with my dinner.

After dinner everyone settled in the living room and both the Bhabi served us Kheer. Mamma looked at me, placed her hand in my hair and started running her fingers. I felt relaxed when she did that but she was looking worried. "What happened Chote? Why are you so silent?" Mamma asked. I looked at her and just gave an assuring smile.

Abbu cleared his throat gaining everyone's attention. He looked at me and said, "You know chote, Silence can be best and worst at the same time depending on the situation."

I didn't understand what he was referring to. Maybe sensing my confusion he said, "Silence is worse when you are with your family. Talk, interact, joke, laugh when you're with them. Because many people out their don't have a life which you are living. And you don't know what tomorrow holds for you. So live with them as much as you can."

"And... Silence is best when you are Angry." Abbu exclaimed emphasising angry. I understood what he was trying to convey. I was too ashamed to look at him. So I looked down not knowing what to say.

"Chote, never bow your head in front of anyone except Allah. Everyone has their own set of flaws. Even I have my own flaws but it's up to us how we deal with it. Either rectify them or let them increase day by day." Abbu said.

The whole room which was echoing with laughter few minutes before fell in eerie silence. I looked at Abbu and said, "I am sorry Abbu for letting you down. I know I have anger issues and I should control it."

"I am glad you realized your mistake and regret it. Your unusual silence answered my unasked questions. But I am not the person to whom you should apologize." Abbu said.

"I know Abbu. Tomorrow morning I'll apologize to everyone for my outburst and rude behaviour." I said.

Abbu smiled my way with pride in his eyes. It felt so good to know he is still proud of me even after what I did today. But how can Azaan Bhai be happy without troubling me. "How come you realized your mistake so soon chote? I thought it will take nearly a month for you to realize it." He said.

He really exaggerates the situation. Okay I agree I don't let my anger go off easily but that doesn't mean I take months or years to realize my mistake. 'Drama Queen'

"Stop exaggerating Bhai. And to answer your question, I wouldn't have realized it even now. Someone else made me realize my mistake." I said and 6 pair of eyes were gazing at me with a question mark face.

Faizan Bhai was the first to break the trance and asked, "And who is that someone who made you realize?"

I looked at everyone and said, "Inaraah." All were shocked hearing that because no one can talk to me when I am angry. But don't know how and why I spoke to her. I am not answerable to her yet I wanted to justify my actions. That girl brings out a new person in me.

"How?" Azaan Bhai asked. I took a deep breath and told them about the conversation I had today with Inaraah.

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Flashback:

'Sir if you don't mind can I talk to you. It's not work related.' We both settled on our chairs and she started speaking.

'Sir what happened today was not good. I know you have your own reason for your outburst. But whatever it might be you shouldn't have reacted that way.' I looked at her who was not looking at me.

'You see sir, our hand have five fingers but all differ in size. One might be too small and other might be too big but together they give strength. Our hand ball up into a fist only when all are together. If you lose one or all of them then you lose your strength.'

'In a similar way, your strength is your team. If you lose anyone you lose your strength.'

'I don't want to talk about Tauhid, because he is your friend and you both have different equation. But Arun sir and Khan sir they aren't your friends. They are more experienced than you in every way. They may not say it loud but somewhere they are hurt.'

'Your anger might be temporary but it can damage your relation with them permanently. You may have said those words in anger but it will reflect the status difference present between you and your team.'

'We know you aren't proud of your riches but still you have all the power and authority which we doesn't.'

'They are more experienced than you in terms of work, age and facing problems. But the status difference between you three, makes you superior to them.'

'You know why all are hurt today sir?' She looked at me for an answer but I don't have any. I shook my head as no.

'Because Rahman sir always treated us as his family. I am working here from an year and never once I have seen him or your brothers shouting or scolding anyone. But your behaviour today made them realize that we have a professional relationship and you have the power over us.'

'Please don't take me wrong but I respect Rahman sir a lot and I don't want anyone to question his upbringing because of your mistake. You have your own flaws sir which are hidden from us. And I don't want to judge you based on them because even I won't like when someone judge's me based on my flaws.'

'All I want to say is Handle the situation with patience. I hope you are aware of the Quranic verse "Inallaha ma'a sabireen - And Allah is with the patient." Control your anger sir because it will only cause damage.'

Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alaihi wasallam pbuh said- when you are angry sit down and drink water in three gulps. If you are still angry then lie down until your anger subsides.

'Words spoken in anger will ruin the situation from bad to worst. So it's better one keep calm and doesn't speak until his anger subsides.'

'That's all I wanted to say sir. If I crossed my limits then I'm extremely sorry about it. Hope you will ponder over my words."

End of flashback
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Everyone had an amused expression when I said them about our conversation. I went near Abbu and said, "I am extremely sorry Abbu for not realizing my mistake on my own. My anger not only left a bad impression on my team but also raised questions on your upbringing. And I'll do every possible effort to repair my equation with them."

Abbu smiled and said, "It doesn't matter who made you realize Chote. I am glad to hear Inaraah took the initiative to explain you. Hope you will at least ponder over her words and hadeeth which she told you today." I just gave a nod not knowing what to say.

"Inaraah is the same girl, I mean Azaan's little sister?" Ghazala Bhabi asked.

"Yes Bhabi she is the same Inaraah. My little sensible and smart sister." Azaan Bhai said wiping his fake tears. I rolled my eyes at his over acting.

"I really like that girl. Fatima always praise her for her modesty and simplicity. It's hard to find such girls nowadays. I am happy she works in our office." Mamma said.

Well mamma and Fatima aunty became good friends over the time. And whenever mamma visit office she catch up with Fatima aunty.

Well I guess Inaraah has worked her charm on everyone.

Next morning:

At office:

I entered my office and looked at everyone. They were busy in their work. I called Tauhid and asked him to accompany me. He joined me in my cabin and took the seat opposite to me.

I was looking down not knowing how to start. Sensing my hesitation Tauhid asked, "Alhaan are you okay?"

"I am really sorry about yesterday. I didn't mean to yell at you. Please forgive me." I said everything in one go without looking at him.

"Please Alhaan don't mention that. We are friends and I am well aware of your anger issues. I didn't feel bad. But will you please tell me the reason for your outburst." Tauhid said.

I pondered whether to tell him or not. I finally looked at him and forwarded my phone to him so he can read the message. His eyes widened and he looked at me with shock. "What will you do now?" Is all he said after reading the message.

"I don't know. I haven't thought about it. I was so guilty about the fiasco I created yesterday that it completely slipped out of my mind. But I'll surely not handle this situation with anger. It will only ruin from bad to worst." I replied.

Tauhid was looking at me with a big smile on his face. I frowned at him and his smile turned into a mischievous one. "Are these your words or someone else words Alhaan?" He asked.

I gave him a bored look and started reading the file present on my table.
"Well you can't avoid the topic and you have read that file before." He said and I was just glaring at him.

"I have seen you many times secretly glancing at Inaraah. The way you look at her and always try to get her attention. What's going on?" He questioned.

I was shocked to hear that. Is it that obvious? I don't have any answer for that because somewhere I know I do that. Don't know why I always have an urge to talk to her. The more she avoid me the more I want her attention.

But right now I don't want to talk about it. "We have meeting at 11.30. Remember? You better be ready with all the details if not I won't spare you this time." I said him to change the topic.

"Everything is ready. The team has come up with new ideas. I am sure you will like them. And..." He was saying but stopped suddenly.

"And?" I questioned raising my eyebrows.

He smirked at me and said, "Change the topic as much as you want but I am gonna discuss about it later."
Saying so he left and I sighed in relief. I need to lower my gaze. I shouldn't be looking at her. She is my employee and this is wrong.

'But it doesn't seem wrong to me, my heart whispered.'

What's happening to me? I am unable to understand. I tried to focus on my work so as to stop these feelings.

It was 11.35 and I made my way towards the conference room. It was all silent; first I thought their is no one inside but when I entered everyone were already present their.
'Why are these people all silent?' Realization dawned upon me about my outburst on them yesterday.

They all looked up at me and wished me. I smiled and replied to their greeting. Mr. Khan and Mr. Arun were sitting side by side. I made my way towards them and said, "I am really sorry about yesterday. I didn't intend to yell at you all. I don't want to justify my outburst. Because I am wrong. You both are serving this company from more than a decade. And supported this company during its up and down. I am really very sorry. Forgive me please and feel free to point me out when I am wrong."

They smiled at me and Mr. Khan said, "We aren't angry at you Alhaan. Instead we are happy that you have the courage to accept your mistake and apologize. The way you apologized in front of all for your mistake proves how good your upbringing is. Rahman sir is really lucky to have such honest and humble sons."

His words reminded me of my conversation with Inaraah. She was right my every move will be related to my upbringing. It's not only about me but about my parents and my family. I smiled at them and looked around at my team. I apologized to them as well and we began with our meeting.

After an hour or so we were done. I approved their idea and asked them to start with the programming. Everyone got up to leave. I called Inaraah and as usual her eyes went wide.

'Why does her eyes go wide whenever I call her?'

'Silly girl.'

She was waiting for me to say something. I went near her and said, "Thank you. It was you who made me realize. I owe you for this."

She smiled at me. My heart started beating fast. It's the first time she smiled at me and unknowingly my lips stretched into a big smile.

"And about my anger issues, I'll surely control that. But thanks for the advise." I said.

She looked at me and said, "Don't thank me sir. I didn't want you to repeat the mistake which I did before."

Her smile was gone and their was pain in her eyes. She was staring at the table and murmured, "I paid a huge loss for my anger and I don't want others to go through it."

I was confused and asked what she was talking about. She shook her head and excused herself. She left the room and I was still standing at my place thinking of her words.

'What is that she lost?'

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Inaraah's p.o.v.

Inaraah's house:

After fajr salah I was unable to sleep. So I decided to help my Bhabis in the kitchen. I made my way towards them and hugged both of them together from behind.

"How come the sleeping beauty is up so soon?" Afreen Bhabi asked.

"I tried to sleep bhabs but seems like my sleep is far away from me. I guess it ran away with someone." I replied.

We three started laughing at my lame reply. I narrated them the incident that took place in office yesterday and also about the advise I gave to Alhaan sir.

"You did right thing Inu." Samiha Bhabi said.

"I don't know Bhabi. What if Alhaan sir got more angry? What if he removes me from the job? Ya Allah what will I do then?" I started panicking.

"Relax Inu. Nothing will happen. Don't panic." Afreen Bhabi said.

I was still not satisfied. She looked at me and said, "I have a good news for you." I raised my right brow at her asking what's the matter. She smiled at me and said, "The proposal got cancelled."

It took time for me to process but later I started jumping in excitement. I hugged my Bhabis so tightly that they were almost choked. I was dancing when mommy came in and asked me what's the matter. I shook my head at her and said nothing. Later I had my breakfast and left to office.

At office:

My team was so silent. Alhaan sir's outburst really effected them. Tauhid went to Alhaan sir and spoke to him. When he came out he had a big smile on his face.

So they sorted out the problem.

I was glad that Alhaan sir realized his mistake. But what shocked me was he apologized to Khan sir and Arun sir in front of everyone and even apologized to us. I didn't expect that from him.

After the meeting when I was leaving, he called me.

Ya Allah not again please. Why does he always have to talk to me only?

I looked at him waiting for him to speak. When he thanked me I couldn't stop myself from smiling.

'See he is not as bad as you think, my heart said.'

And about my anger issues, I'll surely control that. But thanks for the advise." He said.

I looked at him and said, "Don't thank me sir. I didn't want you to repeat the mistake which I did before."

I was staring at the table and murmured in my own trance, "I paid a huge loss for my anger and I don't want others to go through it."

I came back to my senses when Alhaan sir asked me what I was talking about. I shook my head and excused myself. How can I be so stupid? How can I talk about that incident?

Be careful with your words Inu, I mentally scolded myself.