I sat up in bed rubbing my head.

"Honey?" I looked up to see my mom in a beautiful red dress. I smiled at her. "I'm going out, and I feel bad for doing this but Brendon's coming over to make sure you're ok. I know he can't understand you-" I shook my head and she stopped talking.

Mom, it's fine. I'd be glad to see Brendon again.

"Ah great honey." My mom sighed, a sign of relief.

~*~

Brendon let himself in after my mom left. I looked up from my book after I heard Brendon knock on the frame of my bedroom door.

"Still in bed?" Brendon gave me a goofy side grin. I smiled nodding. I sat up a little and patted the spot next to me. "How are you?" I nodded my head and gave him a thumbs up.

"Sooo," Brendon whistled and looked at the ceiling. "We danced..I don't mean to bring it up and all but," I smiled looking down at my lap as I blushed. "I'm sorry I just-I just wanted t-to know if you liked it." I looked up at him as he was blushing. I nodded and he sighed.

"Oh good, I was afraid you like hated me." I smiled shaking my head. I felt a sneeze coming on. I always hated sneezing.

One time when I was younger in the hospital for a surgery I sneezed when a women was doing my IV and accidentally stabbed me. I started crying, well sobbing as I was about twelve.

I sneezed loudly trying -but failing- to cover my mouth as I did so.

"Bless you." Brendon smiled. I felt myself blush, he had such a love sick smile it was making my stomach churn.

"So what should we do today. It's a Saturday, let's have some fun!" I nodded standing up and walking over to my dresser pulling out six different pill bottles. I took one of each and put them all in my mouth grabbing the water bottle next to them taking a sip and swallowing them.

"What are all those for?" Brendon asked getting up from my bed. I grabbed my phone typing things out.

Medicine from many different doctors.

Brendon nodded. "Do you get wonder what your voice would sound like? I'm sure it would sound beautiful, just by the way you look." Brendon winked at me and I blushed.

I've always wanted to know.

I frowned a little looking at the screen. I felt something on my arm. I looked up to see Brendon had put his hand on my arm.

"I didn't mean it like that." I nodded leaning in a little to his touch.

I know that.

I showed him my phone and he laughed.

"You know, I always feel so stupid around you. It's almost as if you can speak another language." I felt myself blush again but shake my head.

It's just a talent.

I flicked imaginary hair over my shoulder in a sassy manner. He laughed quite loudly making me blush rather deeply.

"You're so funny." Brendon laughed for another few seconds before placing his hand on my shoulder. "Soooo, what do you wanna do?" I shrugged and Brendon pulled my arm and pulled down the stairs until we were outside.

"Have you ever been to the harbor?" I shook my head. Brendon smiled as he walked out to a motorcycle that was black with red trim. He got in it placing a black helmet over his head. "Well," I quickly ran up to him and sat behind him. This is probably the closest we've ever been. I'm not hating it, I'll say that much.

"Ok, just hug my waist." I blushed right as he turned around placing a helmet over my head. After he turned back around starting up the bike I wrapped my arms around his waist blushing as I put my head on his back.

"Make sure you look to your right, it's the best view." Brendon said as he kicked off the bike. I felt it jerk forward. I hugged tighter around Brendon's waist. I heard Brendon chuckle as he sped up on the bike. Once we reached a stop light I reached for his hand.

What happened to your car?

"Bro, I'm stupid remember? I don't know sign language. Woah! Hold on tight!" I gritted my teeth as he started up again speeding towards a hill. I remembered what Brendon had said and I looked over to my right. It really was beautiful. The water was so blue, with a island in the distance I smiled but soon once we got to the hill I was back to holding onto Brendon for dear life.

~*~

When we finally made it to the harbor Brendon parked his bike and pulled off his helmet before pulling the helmet off my head.

He chuckled a little and leaned up to kiss my forehead. I blushed as he slowly pulled away.

Is he flirting with me?

I heard someone squeal and I turned around to see a girl standing with her arms crossed her her chest smiling.

"Hi?" Brendon said cautiously as the girl took a step closer to us.

"Hey! I'm Meg, and I saw you bring him in a kiss his forehead. That's so romantic and cute!" She said I smiled as Brendon put his arm around my waist. "Are you two a couple?" I shook my head blushing.

"No just good friends." Brendon answered smiling. I leaned in to him a little.

"Oh, I'm sorry to bother you then. I just thought it was cute. Bye now!" She skipped away and went up a trail I wasn't aware of.

"She was nice." Brendon said pulling on my waist so I was closer to him. "Aye?"

I nodded and Brendon leaned into me a little. I blushed looking up at the sky as we began to walk towards the harbor.

He kissed me again??!?

I sighed too loudly as Brendon turned to me.

"What's up?" I shrugged as he pulled me onto one of the docs and pulled me so I sat down with him. I pulled out my phone and began to type.

I'm not sure about something, and I'm afraid that if I do it then I'm going to regret it. What do you think?

I showed him his phone and he shrugged leaning back a little and looking at the sky.

"It depends on what it is. I mean the biggest risk I've ever taken is asking Dallon out. And now I don't regret it, but I wish I would have asked someone else out instead." He sighed looking down at the water. "Guess we both have some problems then huh?" I nodded and leaned back too.

The sky was very beautiful today. I smiled as I took a deep breath, it smelled like spring. Fresh grass and a bunch of different sweet smelling flowers mixed together.

"So, if you don't mind me asking," I turned to look at Brendon who was already looking at me. "Who are you interested in?" I blushed looking at my feet. I pointed to Brendon as a bold move. "Me?" I blushed looking down at my shoes. I felt a punch in my shoulder. "I'm kidding with ya! Boys huh?" I nodded looking back up at him.

"I understand, boys can suck sometimes." I nodded sighing loudly. "Do you like someone?" I felt my heart drop. Yes I do Brendon Urie.

I hesitantly nodded and Brendon laughed.

"That's great. I wish I could find someone again. I mean I have an idea of things I look for in a guy now. Tall, brown eyes, pretty brown hair," Brendon looked so stunning as he described his dream guy. "Tight fitting clothes-" as he went on I started to notice that this dream guy sounded a lot like me.

~*~
A/N
Heyyyy *nervous laughter*
Almost been a month since I last updated I am very sorry that I did that I suck
Um I'm not going to be updating open up tonight I'm sorry but that means all the stories from today are going on here
WE HAD OUR FIRST ADVISORY PARTY!!!
Also I've had so many conversations with my crush and he will just talk to me and it makes me so happy
We're getting another foster dog soon and I'm so happy :))
The boys at my school are babies yesterday they all ran away from a unused tampon it was pathetic
One of my frens (the one who calls me g) joined my rant to my frens durning music bc we weren't playing instruments and he agreed with us he isn't a boy like that he's super sweet
One of my frens dropped a weight on his finger while our drama teacher was giving instructions (there's weights in the drama room don't ask) anyways that was funny
I had to write a two page essay about what we did over mid winter break (I did do stuff I wentzed to LA) and yeah but still it was annoying
Also I'm sorry for not updating this in so long
Anyways

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