I was released from the hospital two days ago. And of corse with the medicine I'm taking to help me recover from my surgery makes it so I have a tube feeding me. Yay,

I can go back to school, does that mean I want to? No. I don't hate school, I get to hang out with Spencer and his friends. But I don't like it when teachers forget I'm mute and call on me.

I don't get a free pass in everything though. I can get up and write on the board. But sometimes the teachers just say things like: 'what's the answer Ryan?' When the board is covered in math equations or things to write in your journal.

"Ryan?" I looked up from my pillow to see my mom standing in the door. "You going to school today?" She asked and I shrugged. "You feel well enough to go?" She asked and I shrugged. She walked in and put her hand out.

I guess I could go, but I don't really want to.

"Honey I know. But you do know you're probably missing so much homework." My mom said.

Yes, but-

My mom pulled her hand away as the front door bell rung.

"Be right back honey." My mom said rushing to the door. "Oh hello Brendon what's up?" I sat up in my bed. Why was Brendon here? "Sure, oh of corse honey head upstairs." I quickly looked around to find a shirt. I couldn't find one and just pulled the blanket up to my chest. "Ryan?" My mom came in with Brendon at her side with a blanket rapped around his shoulders.

"Hi-" Brendon began coughing. My mom patted his back.

"Want some tea honey?" My mom asked and Brendon nodded.

"Thank you Mrs.Ross." Brendon whispered.

"Miss Ross." My mom corrected patting his back. "Brendon's parents aren't home and don't want him to be home alone. He's sick and asked if he could stay here for the day. That ok with you Ry?" I nodded. "Great, feel free to watch a movie or something I'm just going to be downstairs. I'll bring that tea up soon." My mom said waving.

"Hey Ry." Brendon said sitting next to me on my bed. I nodded and he laid down across my bed with his feet of the edge. I tried to pull the blanket up more to cover my exposed chest. "How are you?" Brendon asked before coughing. I put my thumb up and he nodded. "That's good, can I rant before I lose my voice?" I nodded and he exhaled. "It's about Dallon. I told him I loved him and he never said it back. He wouldn't kiss me, and he started talking about girls. And don't get me wrong girls are awesome, I'm just not attracted to them. And he won't stop talking about this one girl: Breezy. And I don't know if I like him anymore. Who am I kidding I said I love him! Why am I such an idiot." Brendon said grabbing his head. He began to cry. I reached out for his hand and signed in his hand even though he doesn't know what it means.

Brendon, you aren't stupid. You're awesome, I'll say I love you.

"Why are you moving your hand-ohhh signing." Brendon said and I nodded. Brendon let out another cry and I got up hugging him. He hugged back. "R-Ryan, I th-think I need to b-break up with h-him." Brendon said and I stared at him in shock. "Ryan? Would if I never find someone else?" Brendon asked and I felt my heart sink. I grabbed his hand.

You will. I promise

"I don't know what you're saying..but I still need to do it." Brendon said and I nodded. "Thank you!" Brendon said hugging me again.

~*~

We sat there hugging each other with Brendon crying for about 10 minuets. Until Brendon pulled away wiping his eyes.

"Nice abs." I blushed and looked down pulling the blanket up to my neck. Brendon pulled it back down.

"Don't cover up yourself, your body's beautiful." Brendon said smiling. I blushed again and Brendon laid down. "I'm still sick, soo night." Brendon said flopping down. I signed goodnight in the air even though I knew he couldn't understand.

I got up from my bed and the sleeping Brendon and walked downstairs. My mom was had a Murder She Wrote playing and was doing some sort of paperwork.

"Hey darling what's up?" She asked pushing her stuff aside. I grabbed her hand.

Mom, Brendon has a boyfriend and he said he was going to break up with him. And I like Brendon like, like like. And should I feel sorry for him of be happy that he likes boys and I have a chance?

"You can feel sorry and feel happy. It's sad when your friend-er crush goes through things like this. But you can also be happy that yes, you might have a chance. And by the way I've seen him interact with you," my mom punched my shoulder "I think you have a chance." I smiled and nodded.

Thanks!

I skipped back upstairs and Brendon was sitting up in my bed.

"Hey sorry, er what's up, I couldn't sleep." I nodded and sat down next to him. "Wanna watch White Chicks, or Spirited Away?" Brendon asked and I jumped. I put up a two on my fingers. "Spirited Away?" I nodded and he smiled. "Where's your TV?" Brendon asked and I got up grabbing his arm and brought him to the guest room. I pulled out our Spirited Away CD and put it in the DVD player.

~*~

I was always a fan of Spirited Away. It scared me however. So when the spirits came out I jumped and grabbed onto Brendon's arm.

He chuckled and brought me closer to him. I took this opportunity and hugged his arm snuggling into him.

He chuckled again and moved so I'm guessing it was more comfortable for him. But it ended up being Brendon laying on his back with my legs around his waist. I wasn't complaining, but like he has a boyfriend.

Not for long.

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A/N
I'm soooo sorry for not updating this for awhile
I'm so happy what we're doing today,,we're going to like the city over and I'm so happy bc it's always so pretty there and it's super pretty here and sunny
Ahhhhh I love this
I got terrible sleep last night bc where we are staying they have cats (we can't say @ my grandparents house bc it's full) Anyways they have cats and we didn't know their names so we gave them names and genders lol:
Rug: Female
Simba: male or female
Patrick: male
Lol anyways they didn't sleep and so they kept waking us up and Simba has this like stuffed nose and makes a weird noise and he slept on my head with his head on my ear and so that was delightful
Anyways I hope you enjoy this chapter yeah no more fricken brallon Heck him!
Ok I love Dallon I just don't ship brallon and never will I hate that ship but I love Dallon anyways

~enjoy killjoys~