"Where are you going?" Ava yells at me as I step outside and away from that stupid party I wish we never came too tonight.

"Away from you." I yell back. "Go back inside and find your new boyfriend."

"Oh real fucking mature Harry." She groans, I can tell that she's rolling her eyes but I'm beyond pissed to even look at her. "Harry just stop being a child and come back inside."

"No, I'm going home." Maybe I do sound like a child but I don't care, she's pissed me off and I need to just get away from here before I go inside and rip that fucking dudes head off.

"How are you getting home? I drove us here remember?" Her voice is becoming clearer and I can tell she's right on my tail now.

"I'll walk." I tell her, my stubbornness making a show of itself.

"It's at least an hours walk Harry and it's going to rain."

"Then I'll get wet." I say before walking faster down the street hoping she doesn't continue following me. Considering she has no shoes on it would be better for her feet if she didn't.

"Let me call a taxi, we have both had too much to drink for either one of us to drive home now."

"No I want to walk."

"I'm pretty sure there's a storm coming Harry, you are going to get soaked and catch a cold, you don't even have a jacket on."

I really couldn't give a shit about a fucking jacket. I just want to go home and forget this night ever happened.

By now I am walking so fast that I might as well be jogging, fuck knows how Ava is managing to keep up with me but she's giving it a good go. Her poor feet are going to be sore tomorrow.

"Ava can you stop following me?" I shout without turning around. "Go back to the party."

"No Harry. I'm coming with you. Why would I want to go back there?" She shouts back at me though it's barely audible due to the noise of the storm that seems to be brewing. If it rains she's going to be right and I hate it when she's right especially if I'm pissed off with her. Once that first drop of rain falls I can picture her smug little smile. "Have you realised yet that this is completely ridiculous? Nothing happened Harry."

"Didn't look like nothing happened to me Ava."

"Can we just stop and talk about this?" She says a little out of breath, her voice sounds cracked and I know her well enough to know she's in pain, both physically and mentally. This makes me completely stop in my tracks. Although I am pissed at her, my love for her overpowers every other emotion.

"What is there to talk about Ava? He was all over you and you didn't do anything."

"He wasn't all over me Harry I didn't do anything wrong so I don't see what your problem is."

"He has his hand on your leg." I remind her about the asshole touching up my girl in front of me. She's lucky I didn't cause a scene.

"No he didn't." She says shaking her head.

"Ava I know what I saw. If he slid his hand up any further he would have been..." I don't even finish my sentence because even thinking about anyone touching her makes me sick to fucking stomach.

"Harry you make up these ludicrous scenarios in your head, you're acting like I had my tongue down his throat."

"Well wouldn't be the first time now would it?" I instantly regret the words the moment they come out of my mouth. We promised each other that we would never mention the past again and we would never bring it up in future arguments, but there I go running my big fucking mouth and breaking that promise. "Ava I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that."

"We agreed we wouldn't bring this up anymore Harry. Need I remind you what you did? Need I remind you it was by far fucking worse then what I did to you." She's full on shouting at me now and I don't blame her.

"I know...fuck, I know, I just..."

"You just what?" Even though she is standing quite far away I can see the pain in her eyes. She's going to cry and I hate being the one to make her cry. She just fucking frustrates me sometimes.

I don't even know how to answer that. I wasn't thinking before I spoke.

"Harry, I love you. Only you."

"I love you too baby. I just.."

"You still don't trust me do you?"

"I do." I reassure her. I really do. I'm scared, I don't wanna lose her. If I do I'll lose myself too. I don't know how to breathe without her. I can't even remember what my life was like before she came into it.

She surprises me by moving closer instead of further away and I'm not sure why but I'm finding it a little intimidating. "As soon as I showed up in that airport, willing to get on a plane with you and leave my life behind FOR YOU, I forgot about that pain and heartache you caused me Harry. I pushed it away, I decided to forget about it, so we can start our relationship over. I love you so much to just forget that it ever happened. But considering you bring all this bullshit up again, I can tell you never did that with me. You clearly don't love me as much as I love you Harry."

Those words immediately rip my heart out.

"How can you say that Ava."

"Because it's clear. You think I'm just going to run away with a guy that even looks in my direction."

"I don't think that." I close the gap between us before she decides to just walk away. I can't let her go now, which amuses me slightly considering I wanted her to leave me alone a few minutes ago.

I cup her cheeks with my hands, moving her head up to look me in the eyes. "I'm sorry. I really am. I do love you, I wouldn't be acting this crazy if I didn't love you. And for you to think that I don't love you as much as you love me physically hurts me. I can't even describe how much I love you Averleigh. I'm just..." I can't even speak properly, like I'm afraid to tell her my true feelings. "I'm scared."

"Scared of what?"

"Scared that I will lose you. I'm terrified of it Ava. You are my whole world. The only girl I've ever fallen so deep and dangerously in love with. The only girl I ever want to be in love with as long as my heart is still beating. I don't know how to live without you."

"Of course you do." She tells me, pressing her forehead to mine and closing her eyes.

"I don't."

"We can't keep doing this Harry."

"I know." I tell her as I rub my thumb along her bottom lip.

As her eyes open and she looks up at me, a drop of rain hits the side of her face making her flinch followed by more droplets and I wait for that smug smile to appear. We both stand in silence for a few moments just getting absolutely drenched my the rain that's coming down surprisingly hard right now. I look at the water falling off her face, her hair is completely soaked and the white top she is wearing has become increasingly see through by the minute. I've always admired how beautiful she looks when she is wet and I don't waste anymore time in pressing my lips against hers.

Within seconds I can feel her smile against my mouth, there it is....

"I told you." She mumbles against my lips and I can't help but smile as well. "We need to go before we catch..." she begins to say before I cut her off kissing her again. Thankfully this time she kisses me back and I savour every second of it. Each time we kiss feels like the first time all over again. My lips fall from hers trailing kisses along her jaw and continuing their quest down until they find their favourite spot.

My fingers tangle within the hair at the back of her head and my tongue darts out to moisten the sweet skin on the base of her neck. I graze the surface with my teeth causing a moan to escape her mouth. The mild vibrations from the noise tingle against my lips and the feeling is somewhat erotic.

Fuck, I need her, like now!

A knock on my hotel room door makes me jump and interrupts my thoughts.

I sigh as I get up from my bed. I know it's going to be Hunter and I don't want his bullshit apology. If he thinks I'm just going to accept it and be fine then he is a bigger idiot then I thought.

The knock goes again only louder this time and I know if I don't answer he won't go away and he will even up shouting through the door and disturbing every single guest here.

"What do you want?" I say as I open the door but to my surprise I don't find Hunter on the other side. "Ava!"

Her hair is soaking wet and her clothes are drenched causing them to stick even tighter to her body. I didn't even realise it was raining.

Fuck me she looks incredible.

"Hi. Can we talk?" I really don't want too but she's knows I'm not going to say no, especially when she has come all this way in the rain just to talk to me.

"Sure. Come in."

This is the second talk we have had since we have been in New York and I have a really bad feeling that this is going to be worse then the first.

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