Present Day

New York

It's been a whole minute.

A painfully slow minute since I asked her if she still loves me. If she didn't she would have said no without hesitation.

I know she does, I can feel it. She doesn't have to tell me, she doesn't even have to show me. I just know.

I know her.

I know how much I meant to her because she meant the same to me, she still does. I would give everything up in a heartbeat if she asked me too. I would drop everything I have in LA, pack my bags and go home with her if that's what she wanted. I would do anything just to be with her and I'll never let her go again.

"Harry." She breathes out in a slow, sexy voice. That seductive tone that always made my dick twitch from the sound.

I want nothing more then to push her hard up against this door and fuck her brains out. Spread her legs apart, ripping that thin material off her skin and shoving my cock so deep inside her that she forgets her own name and can only scream mine.

Fuck, my dick is aching for her, like it always has done since I met her.

But, however I can't do that. She has a boyfriend and I need to respect it. I know how much it hurt me when she kissed someone else and no matter how selfish I am, I won't be that other guy.

But that doesn't mean I won't think about fucking her when I'm alone in this room later.

Our foreheads are still pressed together, her eyes are closed but I haven't looked away once. She doesn't want to give me an answer but I'm not going to let her leave here until she does. Even if that means we stand like this all night.

"Harry, I.." she begins, struggling to get her words out. Even if she says no I won't believe that she is telling me the truth.

"Do you still love me?" I ask her again, pushing for an answer.

"Yes, fuck. Yes Harry. Is that what you wanna hear?" Her voices is raised slightly as she gradually opens her eyes to look at me.

"I want to hear the truth."

"A part of me will always love you Harry. You were a big part of my life..."

"Don't give me that bullshit Ava." I tell her, stepping back to give her some space. For a few seconds we just stare at each other without talking and I find myself watching her chest rapidly rise up and down.

"I do." She mumbles under her breath and I can barely understand her.

"What?"

"I said I do. I do love you."

A huge smile sweeps across my face that I'm unable to hide. "Good to know." I tell her.

"But." She continues.

Oh no, here we go.

"But, I'm not in love with you anymore." She lies. I know she's lying, but I understand why she is. "I'm sorry, I've moved on Harry, I'm in love with someone else."

That kinda hurts to hear.

"You need to move on too." She tells me which pisses me off a little bit.

"What makes you think I haven't?"

"You have? You took Hannah on a date so I just assumed..and you kept asking about me."

"It wasn't a date and I've been seeing someone." I lie. "It hasn't really been a serious thing but I was thinking about changing that." I shrug. The lies just spew out of my mouth before i can stop them. Fuck knows what I'm doing. Maybe I want to see her face when I tell her this, she was never good at hiding her true feelings, her facial expressions gave everything away. "I was asking about you because I haven't seen you in a very long time Ava. I missed you, you were my best friend."

I have a feeling she doesn't believe me but she doesn't call me out on my bullshit. "Oh, well good for you." She smiles. "I missed you too Harry, everyone misses you back home."

"Yeah, well that's not my home anymore." I sigh, running my hands through my hair in frustration.

"I'm going to go. I'll see you tomorrow?" She states but it sounds like more of a question, like she thinks after tonight I'm just going to cancel the photo shoot, pack up my shit and run as far away from her as I can.

I should do that. But I wont. Mostly because Barrow will kill me if I don't do this stupid shoot.

I nod in response as she places her hand on the door handle but not opening the door. She slowly turns around to face me again and to my surprise she is heading straight for me and wraps her arms around my neck, stepping on her tiptoes like she always used too, to reach me. In immediate retaliation my warms wrap around her back and I pull her in closer, quietly breathing in her scent so she doesn't notice.

I missed this so fucking much and I don't want to let her go, I just want to live in this moment forever.

"I really did miss you." She whispers in my ear as I feel her lips place a delicate kiss on my cheek. She pulls out of our embrace as fast as her feet takes her and before I know it she's gone out of the door.

...

"Harry, can you please stop doing that?" Ava scolds me sounding like a mum telling of her child, which makes me laugh even more. "Why are you not taking this seriously?"

I find this funnier then I should. I've been doing everything i could possibly think of to try put her off her game and it finally seems to be working.

"It's bowling baby, who takes bowling seriously its meant to fun." I laugh as I watch her pick up the lightest bowling ball off the rack. If I knew she was going to be this much of a party pooper I wouldn't have suggested for us to go bowling in the first place. "Relax Ava it's just a game."

"Just stop trying to distract me and get out of my way. Your just pissed because you are losing." She says giving me a hard enough shove in my side that I actually lose balance. I usually think it's super hot when she's competitive but she's just being mean now.

And I'm not losing.

I sit down on the chair behind her and just as she's about to throw her ball I shout loud making her jump, the ball flying out of her hands into the empty lane beside us. At this point I'm wetting myself in hysterics but she doesn't find it funny one little bit.

"Harry!" She shouts as she turns around. "I hate you."

"No you don't." I say in between laughter.

"Yes I do." She picks up her jacket and slides it on, not giving even given me a glance.

Woah she's actually pissed, but it's hilarious.

"Where are you going?" I ask her.

"Away from you."

"Oh baby c'mon it was just a little bit of fun." I grab her by the wrist pulling her down to sit on my lap, wrapping my arms tightly around her waist so she can't leave. I can see her grinning but she's turning her face away from me so I don't notice and she can continue her strop.

"Let me go Harry." She mumbles in her hand as she covers her face.

"Never." I say as my hand slides up her leg, under the hem of her skirt. I love when the weather is hot because my girl walks around in cute little dresses and not only does she look sexy as fuck in them it's also easier access for me. She pushes my hand away and I frown but I try again because Persistence is key. She half heartedly pushes me away a couple of more times until she decides to give in, like I knew she desperately wanted to.

The fingertip of my little finger plays with the hem of her underwear, grazing the skin just underneath the fabric, as I place a soft little kiss on cheek. She parts her legs slightly giving my hand more access.

One minute she's annoyed with me and next minute she's willing to let me finger her in the middle of a bowling alley. Which luckily for me is mostly deserted tonight because there wouldn't be anyway in hell I would let anyone see her in ways that are meant for my eyes only.

My kisses move to her neck and she rolls her head back, leaning against my shoulder. "Harry not here." She whispers just as my finger finds her clit causing her hips to buck up a little.

She stands up off my lap abruptly and I groan before she leans in to whisper in my ear.

"Meet me in the bathroom in 5 minutes if you know what's good for you." She says, taking my ear lobe into her mouth and the blood rushes to my cock so fast I instantly become hard.

Public bathrooms were definitely our kink. I can't even count the amount of times we have had sex or she has sucked me off in a public bathroom since we have been together.

It's not the most comfortable of places but holy fuck does it turn us both on more than usual.

She looks down at my crotch and giggles before she walks away towards the bathroom. And I follow closely behind her not wanting to wait another five minutes to lose myself in pure heaven.

A/N

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