Me:alright then

I say while putting my book bag in the living room then go into my room and press the power button on my tv and ps4 while grabbing my controller and sit on my bed about to do the mission from my recent play through only to remember the challenge I made myself do

Me:oh ... right

Immediately I save this file and titled it 'my full story run' then go to the main menu and press the new game option giving me the option to decide what difficulty I want to put it on which I picked commander making me start to feel a tingle on my back

Me:...it was at this moment a felling of fear and what some people would call urine passed over me and made me now get filled with tear of graces 'what could go wrong' ... I regret every decision that made me get to this point and I will give my soul to whatever god who can find it

I then pressed ok and the game gave me the decision to put it on Ironman mode

Me:hahahahahahhah fuck no This will be already torture I don't want it to be basically someone drilling a 100000 foot long dildo up my ass

Ignoring that I pressed continue while also disabling the tutorial

Me:well I should look on the bright side at least I am not doing a Ironman 'don't let any of your soldiers get injured once' run if it is I would most likely commit suicide, bash my head through multiple walls or shot myself somewhere with a shotgun ... thank god I don't have a shotgun and I'm 15