It's the first day

Of September

The month

Of my entering this world

Only 21 days left

Till I turn 31

Each year I look back upon

What has happened

And reminisce

But this year

Was the hardest one

Of my whole being

No work

No school

No life

Just exhaustion

Lots of tests

Medications

And pathetic existence

Lost friends

Gained others

Music

Writing

Poetry

Fan fiction

My only escape

I always loved

September

It is the beginning of fall

It was my special month

The sapphire month

Something would always

Start now

Something to look forward to

And I'm at a loss

Right now

Come back

My September

The way you're supposed to be

Colorful

Happy

Healthy

Free

Full of promise

I miss you.