Dark Place

I try and

I try

To not think

Of the

Dark place

There is absolutely

No way

In hell

I can go

There again

Because 3rd time

May be the charm

And there's no

Coming back from that

If I let myself

Think about it

Everything I've

Worked so hard for

Goes away

I can't let that happen

This illness

Is testing me

In every which way possible

Making my emotions

The positive ones

Vanish

Making me watch

The happiness of others

With no limit

On my internal torment

That place

That dark place

Is where

I give in to the blackness

Fall into the abyss

I've been fighting to leave

Give in

Give up

Throw up the white flag

Surrender

And I just can't

There has to be

Something

On the other side

Of this

I've worked too

Mother fucking hard

To throw in the towel

Too many accomplishments

To just flush down the drain

So I have to keep

Existing

Keep fighting

Keep staying away

From that

Dark place

For me

For those who love me

For those who believe in me

For those who are fighting with me

I will go on

The darkness will not win

I refuse to let it

EVER

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