Okay, okay, so...this might have been something you heard about before. But if you haven't then I'm going to warn you that this will get dark and scary and may be triggering to some of you. And I won't blame you, I'm as mad and angry about this and it's just bringing back memories that I don't want to talk about. (I'm warning you that I will curse here, but I'll try to keep it at a minimum.)

      The "Blue Whale" is basically a damn suicide challenge. You join and you are assigned to a "master" that gives you daily challenges for 50 days, which all include from listening to certain songs, waking up at strange times, and self-harming/cutting yourself. 
        But on the 50th day, in order to "win" this "game"......you have to kill yourself.

Before you say anything, there is more.

       Once you download the app, it becomes nearly impossible to delete it and that your phone is more likely have been hacked and that the creator of this "craze" would have all of your information.
        To make things even worse about this bloody sick "game" is that if you do refuse and not do the challenges, they would threaten you that they would go after your friends and family and that they would murder them.

     From this challenge over 150 people in Russia had died and from what I read on the Internet, it's spreading to the U.K. also! I swear to you all that this is no joke because I heard this from Glitzy_Diamond , SouthernGal01 , and ElsieArendelle_ , plus the Internet going crazy with all of this!

* The one circled is an article that you can read if you want to know more about this since it has more information. This is also for evidence*

So....yeah...this is SERIOUSLY NOT A JOKE!!!! It's surreal and just very difficult to grasp that someone is this sick and harmful that they promote self-harm and suicide by creating this bloody "game". Hmmm..........I wonder what happened to this person to have themselves do such a crime like this........but that still doesn't make them innocent and have them be the victim....but they are human...

     But anyway, I'm warning you DO NOT PARTICIPATE IN THIS GAME!!! Don't download the app, don't find it!! JUST PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM THIS!!!
PLEASE Tag anyone, and spread awareness to this!! Even though I met all (or the vast majority) of you on Wattpad, I still very much care about each of you and what state that you are at!

       And PLEASE DO NOT PARTICIPATE IN THIS GAME!!!!
If you are having dark thoughts and are suicidal, please talk to someone who you trust! Because I know that no one should have to go through that much pain that it resorts them to ending their lives.
     To be honest, killing yourself.....it's the most selfish thing anybody can do....I'm so very sorry if this had stung or offended you but in a way, it is true. You not only take away your life but you also hurt the people who loves you, you sometimes change them and that they can't be the same like before.

         I know how it feels like to be depressed and lost and just shut everything out, I truly do! I'm going to be honest, you can say that I was once suicidal myself. But for me, it first occurred to me some during 4th grade but the bigger impact happened during 5th grade and it was scary for me because I was young and native. And I didn't know that these dark thoughts had existed.
There was so much happening to me back then and many changes that I wasn't ready for. It truly scared me because I kept having thoughts about death and disappearing. And I didn't have anyone to talk about this and that I just felt alone and unloved.
I had freely and openly scratched my arm red with a plastic fork, I kicked myself and punched myself...but that was the most that I would to myself. I knew that I didn't have the power to even go further.

I remember that period of as one of my most darkest and scariest times. I'm sorry that this had scared some of you, but it's the truth. But I'm just grateful and happy that I had still pushed through that time. Now, I'm just happy and grateful to be alive and living now!

Please help out and show kindness, I'm sorry that this ramble had went dark but it's going everywhere!

With kindness, signing off, Crystal~Rose
(P.S. I'm sorry that my ramble is a bit later than the most that have talked about this subject. And I promise you all that the next ramble will be more up beating!)