Hi, everyone! So I'm excited about today (November 20th) because it's a special event for me and someone else. So...I thought might as well surprise them with a ramble about them! I'm going to use their code name, which is Knight. (Because I'm not sure if they would want me to reveal their username or what) No, this ISN'T a love letter!
This is all from my perspective; with my thoughts, my reactions, my story of this friendship from my POV.

So....I'm going to say this, I guess for me, it all started on August 19th with a text. It was from my friend, Mahala, but it was one of those chain texts. Here: (note you will have to scroll down a lot for this ramble!)

I didn't think much of the chain, but I remember thinking, "Haha, yeah, my love life is pretty much a curse. But I can only hope about true love." But I still tried my best to send this chain to 15 people (I didn't have many of my friends' contacts so I tried my best to find 15 friends to send it.). Anyway, I did find the most I could find for 15 people and I think I only had 4 or 5 people send it back to me.

Moving on, the next day (August 20th) at around 3 o' clock pm, I was on Wattpad on my phone and I was just scrolling through my work, messages; until I saw a notification from a guy on another profile (taralilywhite) saying, "Oh your welcome :) ".

I was quite confused about this guy,(who I guessed was new here), I thought, "H-how did this guy find me?" But I'll admit, back then, I was intrigued and interested to know him better.

Soon, I saw that I had another notification from that same guy, it was on my message board. He replied in my first message that I posted when I joined, he literally said, " CrystalRose00 Can't wait to read your book it's sound sweet". I was even more shocked because, honestly, no male has shown any interest on "Superhero Best Friends" then I saw that he added my story to his reading list! I couldn't think much so, I just gave him a quick response on my message board, "Thanks :)"

But I quickly went to his account, I think his profile information said that he was an average normal person. (Which, I completely disagree!) Anyway, I went to his message board and typed, "Thanks, I really appreciate it! How are you?" and that had started a small conversation there. My gut instinct was to ask if I could be friends with him, so I did, "I'm doing good, thanks for asking. Wondering, want to be friends?" and his reply was, "Oh yeah it would be my pleasure."

So, after that, I instantly messaged him. And my first question to him was, "Just to be sure, are you a boy or a girl?" (Haha, obviously, I'm so "graceful" and a total "social butterfly" *note the saracsm*)
    But I didn't hear from him for a couple of days, I didn't think much about it. Soon, I received a message from him. Honestly, I was surprised that he replied back to me. (I don't remember his exact words because it months ago)
     He apologized that he couldn't answer sooner, it was because he was new here and that he answered my question, he was a boy. And that was the start of our friendship.
------------Time Skip (I want to keep most of our conversations a secret. Thank you very much)------
For quite the next few weeks, we both kept messaging each other and had learned more about each other. Knight (his code name) seemed very nice and weird, he was okay with my questions and sometimes my chatter.
     While I had kept my walls up because I wasn't sure which direction this friendship would go.

So, as we continued talking, I felt more excited and anticipated for him to text me back.

One night, it was the night that we had one of our longest night conversations. It was the same night where I visited a family friend, but for most of the time, I kept thinking about talking to Knight.
    So...when I came home, I immediately went to my computer and talked to him. That night, I learned so much from Knight. We had stayed up until I think around 1:45 am!

     Quite soon, I don't when, I felt like I could trust him and tell him anything. But was I still uncertain. (Since I have learned that I can truly trust only a few people)
I mean, yes, Knight and I have been through happy, weird, and awkward times and he still was by my side....and he have dented the walls that I had up. But I still wasn't sure if I could trust him....

Soon, my heart and gut instinct told me that I do completely trust my Knight. Because he's always by my side, somehow he brightens my day by just talking to me...he broke the walls that I had built.

We continued to talk (or message each other) and there were times that I had felt like I'm not important or don't have any meaning to be there. But he made me feel like I'm actually meaningful, special, and important...
        I can only hope that I make my Knight feel the same way like he does with me....

On October 27, it was about 7 p.m. , there was so much pressure on me. (Heck, that night, I skipped a meal to finish those projects.) There was too much that I broke down and pathetically cried. I felt like life is just taunting me.
  But I unfortunately, took it out on my Knight. I wasn't being myself; I was acting like a very sarcastic jerk, and I didn't tell him why I was acting like that.
When I finally told him goodnight, I was filled with dread and guilt. And I couldn't sleep well that night. I had dreams about him flirting with other girls here. Then he texted me that he hates me now and that we shouldn't be friends anymore.
       That was when I realized that I'm scared of losing him and that if I did...my heart would break and shatter.

The next morning, I told my Knight what happened the other night and about my dream (or nightmare). He told me that he didn't sleep well either and it was because of me. Guilt had punished me for my mistake.
    But luckily, we resolved that incident. I never want him to feel terrible or like a jerk because of me. Because he doesn't deserve to feel guilty for my mistakes. It was entirely my fault, I know that it's done and over, but I'm still very sorry for that night.

         I honestly don't remember when we started saying "I love you" to each other. But I can tell you that when we first said that, I had a small freak-out. I felt my heart skipping beats and my heart was warming up to his sweet words. Because no one has really shown me this much love and support in my lifetime. And I didn't know what he was thinking, but I took the chance and typed, "I love you too..."  as my goodnight. Luckily, he blushed when I said that to him. Hehe...now...we say it many times. And every time my Knight says it to me, I feel my heart fluttering. (Sorry if that sounds cliché, but it's the truth. ;) )

         Anyway, even though we go through some weird and awkward parts of our friendship. There are those sweet, fun, happy moments. And I wouldn't change a single thing about our friendship. My Knight means so much to me, and just trying to think my life without him...it wouldn't be as bright or happy, and that I'll still be that same stotic girl who copes her emotions from the world. My Knight is my support pillar and he will always be there to catch me if I fall. He is the such an amazing guy and I've only known him for 3 months! (I feel like I know him for longer than just 3 months..)

         We made promises to each other and I know that I'll always keep them. To my knight, I will always love you to the moon and back. (And there's nothing that will change that fact) I will always be there when you need support. No matter what the distance is between us, you'll hold a special place in my heart. Thank you...my knight...for everything you've done and thank you for being my best friend afer 3 months. I wouldn't want to change a single thing about our friendship. I love you to the moon and back. ❤️

Signing off, Crystal~Rose
(P.S. I'm sorry if it sounds very cliché. But it's the truth. ;) )