So do you guys remember that one chapter about my ex Damien? Well if you do I guess I'll just explain it because everything in that chapter made no sense and I'm probably gonna delete it. So here's what happened:

I was in fifth grade and was dating a kid named damien. He was a perv but I decided to push past that fact. So Damien and I were sitting down one day talking and stuff in the baseball field and we were in a corner with nobody else around, I mean yes there were other people there, but we were by our selves. So I really didn't think about the fact that we were alone and just continued to talk. So in the middle of m sentence he cut me off and told me to not move and stay quit. And at first I was confused, but then I understood. His hand went behind me and slipped past my, um, waist band and tried to.. Well go farther but thank god the teachers started to call us back into class. Now for the rest of the day I was really scared. I mean the boy I was dating tried to touch me. Now I kept this to myself. And being the idiot I was I didn't tell anyone not even my parents. Until I couldn't bare it anymore. I told my best friend at the time. She yelled at me for not telling but understood why. I mean I was super embarrassed. And she said she wouldn't tell anybody. Well she went and told his teacher ms. Femia. The day after that Ms. Femia called me out of class and talked to me about it and she asked if to told my parents and I said yes. So they didn't call my parents. Then soon almost everyone knew what had happened. And being stupid o just kept my head down out of embarrassment. And my other friend found out and ended up telling her mom. Well the funny thing, her mom had my moms phone number! So she texted my mom asking if I was okay and well my mom kinda flipped. She asked me about it during dinner and I just froze. I answered her question and said yes that it happened and later I got grounded for not telling my parents. And Damien, well he did this to 6 other girls!! And one of them was one of my besties Gracie. And I broke up with him later.
And that's what happened. Now your probably thinking "wow you really are an idiot" but you got to remember I was only ten and the time and I was in fifth grade... Or your just laughing. I could understand both. And I still an kinda scared of any physical contact all together. That's why sometimes I flinch when people go to hug or touch me in general. And it's really stupid but I'm still scared...
Well I'll see you guys later...