Ok so live kinda made a improvement. I talked to him lol. More than once. So this one day, I was in math, 6th period, and me and my friend were just chilling, waiting for hell to be over, and then the bell finally rings. But, 10 minutes before that, my friend and I, we were going to put our calculators back, since we're my math teacher's last class, and my crush sits in the corner, by himself, next to the calculators, so I'm sweating, shaking, and my face is on fire, and my friend is just dragging me to go talk to him. So I did, well, she dragged me into the conversation, because they had been talking a bit the past few weeks. Ok, here's kind of how the conversation went

I- Me
C-Crush
A-Friend

C: Hey A(my friend) look at my drawing. Isn't it amazing?

A: I think it looks ugly, what about you I?(me)

I: Yeah (giggles) sure, it's ugly. It can be whatever you want it to be.

Ok just gonna put this out here rill quick, he was drawing on the desk with an Expo marker, the desks that my school has are pretty much white boards. Anyway, just wanted to say that, because that's what he was drawing on. Also, his drawing was a really bad smiley face that he probably drew in like 1/2 of a second but ehh.

Back to the story, so I walked away, I didn't know what else to say. And later on my friend told me he smiled when I walked away.

So my school does this thing called ELT (Extra Learning Time) which is like a study hall. So what you do during that time is you go to one of your classes it's in order, so one day would be 1st, the next day would be 2nd, then third on the next day, you get my point. And if you had work a teacher wanted you to make up, they could pull you, which is just "stealing" you and you go to heir class, instead of your normal class.

But anyway, it was period 5, so I was originally going to Science, but my math teacher had told me the day before that she had pulled me, so I would go to her class instead of English that day. And right after I was done venting about it with my friend, guess who asked if he could get pulled by my math teacher? Yupppp my crushhh.

Anyway, so I'm just working on papers for my math teacher, when I look up, yanno to get a quick peek at my crush, he's starring right at me. He blinked a few times, and then smiled at me. I gave him a smile back, inside I was dying.

This is a different story but it includes the same friend.

So this story was also during ELT, and it also takes place before the previous story. So me and my friend were walking to our 2nd period, because we got pulled by our second period teacher, our theatre teacher. (My favorite teacher)

My crush had stated that he wanted our math teacher to pull him, so he was going to his 4th period teacher to tell him, and that class was in the same hallway as the class me and A were going to.

We were talking about how I should talk to him, because I had barley spoken to him at this time. She suggested complimenting his hoodie.

A-"He's right there anyway."

I looked and there he was.

A-"Fine I'll do it for you, Hey C.."

I took off running.

A-"I(me) likes your hoodie."

C-"Really?"

That's all I heard before I was out of range. And so apparently he was completely red when she said that.

She's still mad at me today about that.

AnYwAy that's my messed up life.

Oof I'm on thanksgiving break, and I miss his face :(

More crush stories? I have a few more. And yes, I only see him during math. It's sad.

Anyway love youuuu 🖤