Chapter 9
a/n hi everyone!!
gosh it's been a while since i updated so sorry for that.
i have been having severe writers block and just had no idea what to write cos i dont rlly like this story, cos my writing is shitty.
ehm thanks to anyone who actually reads this, is truly means a lot to me, more than you think <3
anyway try and enjoy the chap loveys
Louis Pov:
I see Harry run out of the room, and I follow him. I can't let him get away, not again. I look for him running around the recording studio, and then I hear it. The heartbreaking sobs that bring me back to why my heart used to ache, and that familiar tugging of my heart returns. I follow the sobs and see a curly headed boy curled into a ball sitting on the cool bathroom tiles, the sobs louder, and then I break. Tears fall down my face, dropping fast, soaking my shirt. I run towards Harry and I hold him, and we sit. We just sit, the only thing heard is the sobs of the both of us. We cry for ourselves, for all the pain our management has put us through, for all the pain the press put us through, for all the pain we put ourselves through. I rock him repeating, "I'm sorry, Im sorry Haz," over and over again. We sit here for what feels like hours, until the sobs are merely sniffles. Harry lifts his head, those piercing green eyes looking into my blue ones.
"What happened to us Lou?" He asks, barely above a whisper, the nickname makes my heart beat a little faster than it should.
"I don't know H, we were too young," I say, still holding him tight.
"I miss you Lou, I tried so hard not too, to hate you for hurting me, to not think of you every waking moment, but god damn Tomlinson you are one person who is hard to forget," he says, his voice vulnerable.
"I know Harry and I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, and it haunts me everyday, you were the best thing that ever happened to me, and I ruined it, and I know no amount of words can ever forgive what I did Harry," I say softly. The tears rise in both our eyes and we just sit there until our sobs turn into tears, into sniffles.
"We should go back," Harry says, as if sense has been knocked into him and he distances himself from me.
"H, we have to talk," I say softly.
"I know, and I promise we will just...not right now," His green eyes look down onto the tile flooring, I just nod my head and stand up, offering my hand to him. He hestianly lifts his hand to mine stopping at my fingertips as though it hasn't been done a million times before. I feel a spark run through my body as his warm, big hand fits into my small petite one. Once he stands up he lets go of my hand and begins to walk back to the recording studio. I miss my Harry so much.
Idk whos pov, third person ig
Niall is now strumming the guitar, switching notes fast, Harry is sitting next to Charlotte, knees tucked in, is face all scrunched up, Louis is just sitting on the floor-crossed legged watching Harry with love-struck eyes, Liam is tapping his feet up and down over and over again, Zayn is nowhere in sight, and Charlotte just wants them all to sing again. Niall begins to play a tune of something they all once knew and loved, something that was fun and upbeat, but meant so much to them all.
(a/n them singing isn't going to be their parts just for the record)
"You tell me that you're sad and lost your way, you tell me that your tears are here to stay, but I know you were only hiding, and I just wanna see ya"
Niall's voice takes over the room, and everyone snaps their heads to look up at him.
"You tell me that your hurt and your in pain, and I can see your head is held in shame, but I just wanna see you smile again, see you smile again,"
His voice carries out, and Liam takes over, with a soft smile on his face.
"But don't burn out, even if you scream and shout, it'll come back to you, and i'll be here for you,"
Louis, and Harry look up in shock, they are singing together.
Oh, I will carry you over fire and water for your love, and I would hold you closer hope your heart is strong enough, when the night is coming down, we will find a way through the dark,"
They sing together in harmony, like back in the 1D days, the way it used to be, as if nothing had changed.
"I wish that could take you to the start, I'd never let you fall and break your heart, and if you wanna cry and fall apart I'll be there to hold ya,"
Louis takes over, and looks at Harry, his Harry. He just wants to hold him in his arms again, and call him his, because all he wants to do is go back to the start, back to when they were so in love.
"You tell me that your hurt, it's all in vain, but i can see your heart can love again, and I remember you laughing so let's just laugh again,"
Then, surprisingly, Harry's raspy voice carries out in the studio.
"But don't burn out, even if you scream and shout, it'll come back to you, and I'll be here for you,"
"Oh, I will carry you over fire and water for your love, and I would hold you closer hope your heart is strong enough, when the night is coming down, we will find a way through the dark, and you don't need you don't need to worry,"
All four boys' voices blending together, it sounding so beautiful Charlotte is awestruck. As the boys are singing she gets up to the door and grabs someone's hands and pulls them into the studio... it's Zayn with a shy look on his face, he sings while walking in. A reassuring smile on Charlotte's face to continue singing.
"And you will see, It's easy to be loved, I know you wanna be loved,"
Zayn's voice carries out the note, just like he used too, and all the boys are smiling,
"Oh, I will carry you over fire and water for your love
Oh, I will carry you over fire and water for your love
And I would hold you closer hope your heart is strong enough
When the night is coming down
We will find a way through the dark
Oh, I will carry you over fire and water for your love
Oh, I will carry you over fire and water for your love
And I would hold you closer hope your heart is strong enough
When the night is coming down
We will find a way through the dark"
The song finishes, and all of them just sit in silence looking at each other and grinning that they just sung together again.
"Well that was bloody amazing," Charlotte blurts out, and they all start laughing because they found their way through the dark, and one direction is back... even if it's just partially.
a/n wow ehm ok HAHAHA
i dont rlly know what to say cos i hated it but it was more a filler chapter tbh
thoughts? feedback?
i just wanna say a massive thank you to @larrysfearlesshabit you have been here since day 1, supporting me all the way through and i couldn't have done it without you tbh, you have never left me and always encourage me to continue, ilysm <3
also a huge thank you, to all of you who comment, because it means the absolute world to me.
make sure you are looking after yourselves, remember i love you
tpwk babes x
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