a/n hi lovies

okay so i actually had inspo to write thanks to my bestie who gave me ideas.

SEEING THE LOUIS TOMLINSON IN 10 DAYS SO IF I DIE I LOVE YOU ALL

anyway enjoy the chapter xx

Harry's pov:

@ one direction: We are so excited to announce that we are back! It's been too long, and we are thrilled to let you know that we are reuniting and kicking off a world tour. TICKETS OUT SOON!!

We announced our reunion after our recording session which was alright considering we aren't that close anymore, but it brought us closer. We had a couple of laughs, and it was almost as it was. The world is going crazy. All our fans are losing it, heck it's crazy to think we still even have fans, they are so god damn loyal. I think twitter and Instagram both broke, not even joking. With all this hectic reunion stuff going on I haven't been able to think about talking with Lou. he apologised... but what am I supposed to do? Forgive him straight away? Don't forgive him? I don't know, my head is spinning. He held me... just like he used to, it felt so nice to feel his arms wrap around me, I remember how often we used to do that, just sit together for hours talking about everything, sharing a single bed and telling each other what we dream of...things we would never say to anyone out loud. I never used to believe in soulmates, or love at first sight but when I met Louis all of that changed.

Flashback

I was so nervous, god what if the judges hated me, what if i had a voice crack on stage? Oh god, a new fear unlocked. My leg was bouncing up and down out of all my nerves. I tapped my mum on the shoulder.

"Hey mum, I'm just going to head off to the loo really quick," I tell her.

"Okay be quick though darling," she says back. I head off to the nearest toilet, I head into the nearest cubicle. I'm peeing while a pair of piercing blue eyes catch my sight, and I hear a splash.

"Oops," I say

"Hi" the boy says back. Oh no, I am completely mortified, I just peed on  a boy, a gorgeous one to add to that.

"I am so so sorry, I swear that doesn't usually happen, I'm just so nervous-," The gorgeous boy cuts me off.

"You're rambling curly, it's okay honestly," He says, grabbing some paper towel. I blush.

"So you auditioning then curly?" He questions, fully looking at me now.

"Ehm yes, I'm Harry, Harry Styles," I say, Holding out my hand, he shakes it.

"Louis Tomlinson, nice meeting you lad." He says smiling, eyes squinting.

"I would stay but my intuition is soon, nice meeting you," I say, turning to leave.

"Harry wait," I turn around

"Can I have your autograph?" He asks with a smirk.

"My what?" I question

"Your autograph, I have a feeling you're going to go places curly, I want to be the first person you give an autograph too," He says with a light laugh, I smile so hard, and sign for him.

"Well until next time curly," He says, saluting me, I laugh.

"Bye Louis, good luck" I walk out the boy with the piercing blue eyes forever in my mind.

The ping from my phone brings me back into reality, shit we have an interview with Nick Grimshaw, talking about the reunion, I hop in the car and head down to the radio studio, those piercing blue eyes still fresh in my mind.

"Welcome back and with me today is the one and only One Direction," Nick's voice booms over the radio station.

"It's good to be back to be honest!" Liam says always being the one to answer in interviews.

"It's been a while, what made you decide to come back?" He asks.

"Well we figured our fans have been waiting a while, and ehm yeah it was just a good time to get back together," I responded, slowly.

"Young Harold, beautiful answer," Nick says and winks at me, I laugh, and Louis looks as bitter as ever.

"Not as beautiful as you Grimmy" I say playing along.

"Don't tell lies Harry," Louis mutters under his breath, only loud enough for me to hear, and I glare at him.

"Ahem anyway so can you boys tell us what's coming up?" Nick speaks up.

"Not sure we can reveal much, but there will be an upcoming tour, I know we can reveal that much!" Niall says, in a chirpy voice.

"I'm sure all the fans out there will be screaming when hearing this news, don't worry boys I'll be front row at all your concerts, screaming the loudest!" Nick says, all the boys laugh, except Louis.

"Aw nick being our number.1 supporter," I say chuckling, I turn my head and see Louis rolling his eyes, and I scoff giving him a look.

"What about you Louis , excited for the tour?" Nick asks him.

"Yes I am Grimshaw," Louis seethes. Is he for real? Why is being such a dick? Nick just laughs it off. After some more questions, laughs, and Louis being salty the interview ends.

"Thanks so much boys for coming down," Nick says.

"Of course, happy too," Zayn responds. Louis stands there with his arms crossed, and I'm sick of this. I grab his arm to the nearest bathroom.

"What the fuck, Louis?" I roar, it's just the two of us in the room.

"What do you want from me, Harry?" he yells back, stepping towards me.

"I want you to explain that bullshit that you just pulled, Nick is my friend for god's sake!" I run my fingers through my hair; Louis is so confusing.

"Bullshit? You were flirting with him right in front of me!" He spits out, and it clicks.

"You were jealous? Are you kidding me? You don't get to be jealous, Louis, we aren't together anymore!" I yell back, the words 'aren't together' still as painful as 7 years ago.

"For fucks sake Harry, you don't think I realize that?!"

"If you know it then why are you jealous?" I say my voice is still so loud, so confused.

"Are you blind Harry? It's because I still love you," he screams. The room goes silent, no more yelling, Louis steps back, his face looking the same as mine probably, shocked.

"Y-you what?" I whisper under my breath, he can't. He doesn't respond, just looks pleadingly at me.

"I-I can't do this," I say, tears brimming my eyes, I run out of the room, the door slamming behind me. It's too much, all these years I thought he didn't love me and he still does. And the worst part is I still love him too.

a/n wowowow alr well that was a lottt

double update to make up for not writing for a while xxx

i loved writing the flashback lmfao

thoughts? feedback?

remember to look after yourselves because you are so worth it.

lots of love

tpwk babes xx