I feel that this world is a strange place. In fact I'm not even sure if it is a place. Maybe it's a game with up's and down's and an unexpected but predefined end. Maybe it's a triangle where we hate and love people but push them aside when we don't need them. Maybe it's a jungle with beasts and fairies coping together. Maybe a laboratory where expressions, moments and feelings are testified. It's a pathway with good and bad distractions as everything has it's own good and bad, all around... Here we love or hate, fall and fight, live or exist!
Oh yeah! Life is another weird thing.., it's a blessing for some and a curse for others. No matter what... Life goes on with each passing minute! Sometimes it feels that wish the time could stop for a while till we get back from hectic to normal or we could return back in time to some moments... But a wave of sudden disappointment washes over... As what's done is done, the damage has been done... The heart has been shattered into bits and pieces!
The reality of our existence makes us wander, that what makes us alive??? Is it a mind that thinks or a heart that beats.
I can't decide which hurts more.. Life or Death!
Feelings and emotions... How can we think of another person as second to none as we are of the same kind too. Feelings... Yet another undiscovered part with it's pleasure and pain, love and hate, grief and guilt, cheer and jealousy, regrets and sorrow and this list could go on forever and ever.
I'm really tired now... I don't know how much more I have to face... I just wanna forget everything at once but maybe the file is too big and there might be an error. Forget everything... And let my mind get blank, hoping this all to end!
"Happiness is letting go of everything that makes you sad"
If this was so I'd have let go if everyone and be happily alone forever!
I've almost poured my heart out but I'm still not satisfied, comforted, that these few words can even define what I feel or even any word can fit the definition of my situation! But yet again some feelings are so overwhelming that you can't sum them up in words, no matter how hard you try. And I remember
"Some feelings are beyond explanations."
Indeed! That's true!
And then it's like no matter what this life ain't changing so why not live it to the fullest and experience everything atleast once! 'Cause there's someone out there who lives to dream of your smile! And with it... No matter how messed up I am or what the hell is going  on ... I just imagine about people who love me and do really care for me and so then I start another hopeful day with smiles and cheer! And yeah " Never judge anyone" as "Never judge a book by it's cover... 'Cause you never know what storm they're going through!"

The Heart Wants What It Wants as it is what it is!

Love Kay
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