So,

My dad and i was talking about the wedding and told me about the lady he's marrying and her family. He told me

how I'm going to love my new family

How there so kind

How there so welcoming

How there so happy I will come into there lives

How there an amazing addition to the desney family tree

How there gonna be the best family.

How much they love me

And how much I will love them

And my reaction was
" no body said I was going to have to get used to a new family. I am still trying to get used to you just showing up into my life like its ok. You damaged everyone in this family and you left at a time when we needed you most. You just left and came back invited your new bitch and told me about your new spawn of Satan or should I say baby and just welcomed yourself into my life. I never invited you into my life again but you came anyway and now I'm stuck with it. I don't need the new bitch to invite her family in to my life. So you can go fuck yourself if you think I am going to just let them in like I had to with you " I was crying and shouting and he said

" sage there not that bad and you can trust them" he was being calm

" you expect me to let other family in my life when all my other family just left me to rot and didn't care. You expect me to like anyone you invite well you can go stuff a cactus up your ass if you think i will ever let any other family in just to let me down or destroy me again like the one did" and i stormed out of the room

Why do people think they can just invite people into my life like it's ok. I have been shitted on enough by family and back stabbed by family that many times that I don't want more to make me worse. I don't want family. I don't want anything to do with it or them. I will be willy wonka live as a lonely awesome and weird person with no family to just let me down as I have had enough.  I want to have my own little family. Nothing more. I don't want family to come on and fuck me over all at the same time like before. All I need is my mum and my little cutie brother and that's all I want for now.

I just needed to let that out sorry for wasting your time.

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Thanks for your time ♡-♡

Sage is out ☆-☆