Hermitcraft oneshot. Requested by me. 

I'm gonna take a stab in the dark tonight
I'm vulnerable to the danger
But I'm gonna break if I don't bend

"I'm sorry."

You're gonna leave and I'll be alright
I got a hundred bottles
I'll line them up on the fence

"You should, uh, I mean- have to leave."

And I'll shoot the months I couldn't be okay
Yeah, I'll shoot the thoughts that kept my light at bay

"No one's... okay with you here. I thought you could change."

'Cause life had me phased
Done with the war inside my brain
I'll fill the room and all your space
I'm everything without you
Thank god you made me doubt you

"You're my brother, and I trusted you. But now..."

Thank god you made me doubt you 

Done with saying sorry for my emotions
No, you didn't know how to show it
You even said there was nothing to feel

"I love you, but you never accepted that. You're my brother and I'll always care for you."

I dug a hole so deep and I let you lie
Comfort you took for granted
And I'm done waiting for you to be real

"I shouldn't have let you lie to yourself and think otherwise."

And I'll shoot the months I couldn't be okay
Yeah, I'll shoot the thoughts that kept my light at bay

"I don't want to- I just can't think right now..."

I lay awake beside you for hours
You brought me tears and I brought you flowers
Ooh, and I deserve more, I know that, I know that
Always been harmless
If you'd harmed me less maybe I would still be

"I comfort you, you push me away. I've been there for you and deserve more than this. But back then was better."

I lay awake beside you for hours
You brought me tears and I brought you flowers
Ooh, and I deserve more, I know that, I know that

"Thank god you made me doubt you
'Cause I'm better off without you 

"I'm sorry, Xanathus."

<EvilX was banned by Xisumavoid> 

first oneshot! also my first songfic so im sorry if it sucked. also also i chose the name Xanathus because i saw it in another book but it acutally said Xanthus. i guess i misread it
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