So i was listening to 'Why Not Me' by Alexander Rybak when all of a sudden this headcanon pops into my head:

I'm assuming Cassie has never felt love towards a person before. And then she develops this huge crush on Stampy without knowing. And when she finally realises she likes him it's right after she's killed Dan, and watched the light disappear from Stampy's eyes. And that's why she wanted to get away so quickly, because she's so conflicted, and just wants to think about everything for a few minutes. And then when she's trapped down on the platform, all Winslow does is remind her of Stampy, and the entire time she sits there, crying loudly to herself. No one ever finds her alive. Her heart is full of regret and she can't get rid of it. She never has a chance to apologise to Stampy. She never has a chance to apologise to anyone. And her regret stays with her till she finally can't take it anymore and willingly lets herself fall of the side of the platform, into the endermites. And that's when the survivors decide to come back and see if she left anything. And they find the hole that Jesse and Co. fell through. They hop down and see Cassie let herself fall off the platform. She sees them and at the last second yells, 'IM SORRY' before being killed by the endermites.

I have hurt myself greatly while writing this. Like I'm actually on the verge of tears. I can feel them in my eyes. Why do i do this to myself.