[A/N: Hey, my lovely little Purples! Surprise🥳 surprise! I am here with a double update as you guys waited for me patiently. Enjoy the chaps, Buns💜].

Jimin's P.O.V.:-

Were you all confused about what I was thinking about? About the provoking, I did in the morning to my Jungkookie?

Don't be confused anymore, actually what happened was...let me tell you the flashback,

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(A/N: JIMINSHIIIII!!! Stop the swirling, my world is spinning due to your swirls😵‍💫! You are just like that coconut head, why do you both start swirling like there is no tomorrow for a flashback? Jk: Yah!! How dare you yell at my Ricecake? And you should swirl before starting a flashback for it to have a dramatic opening. You don't even know that. Who made you the Author in the first place?

A/N: Tsk! This coconut head! Yah, you and your dramatic ass stop teaching Jimin-shi weird things will ya? Jk: You peanut head doesn't know anything at all, that's why you are forever single! A/N: Yah! Coconut head what does me being single have anything to do with this?

JM: Aish! This both🤦🏻‍♂️! Alright, stop fighting each other, I have to continue my narrating. I am as nervous as it is as this is my first time doing it and you both aren't of any help!🙂 A/n: Sorry, Jimin-shi, please continue. Jk: Rice cake, I will not allow this peanut head to disturb you again, so you continue, fighting! Love ya😘 *disappears dragging A/N with him* JM: *shakes his head while smiling* Ok Annie's Purples, let's continue, shall we?)

That Morning...

[🛑A/N: Slight...only slighty slight 18+ 🔞content ahead...Purples I don't think you really need it but read it with just a little Hobie water just in case💦]

Kookie let me sleep in his room and also on his bed that too beside him...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I didn't want to disturb his sleep so I screamed in silence tightly holding the blanket that was covering both of us.

It was just like a dream come true seeing him in front of me when I woke up from my sleep. Aish, I missed the chance to adore his face while he was sleeping...why did I sleep like a log last night?

Jiminie you were such an idiot! Ah, his long eyelashes...wait! Wait! I should start from his head for such descriptions right?

His darkish black glossy soft lush hair which were shining a little brownish at the edges due to rays of sunlight directed at them, his forehead was so broad but always covered by his bangs, and when I removed them,

There his naturally bow-shaped eyebrows which were neither too thick nor too thin added depth to his beautiful face. I liked his brow lifts when he was angry or when he was giving a challenging look which would make him look intimidating and at the same time...so hot!

Then his eyes...his big doe crystal clear eyes that sparkle all the time were my favorite but his closed eyes were not to be taken lightly, cause his thick double eyelids and the long eyelashes...were really sexy!

Wait, let me touch them...aw so smooth, I love them.

Next, his long nose, the highlight here was the round tip which made him look so cute. I have always wanted to bop his nose whenever he scrunched it after eating something sour or when he saw something unpleasant to his eyes or just when he would show off his bunny smile to some non-funny dad joke.

And his lips...you might have noticed his upper lips were thin while his lower lips were slightly plump. The point to be noted here was his lips along with his slightly large front tooth and his smiley face...a combination of all these three...tada! A rabbit was born!

Then his perfectly sharp jawline, so sharp that it would cut through the air gave him a manly look and whenever he clenched his jaw in anger that would just make him look like an Alpha man...and a top secret it always made me go weak on my knees.

His long neck and Adam's apple, it was hard not to notice it and gulp my saliva before I drooled over it and then his collarbone...*gulps* I want to bite them *shakes his head*...

The best habit of Jungkook's was he wouldn't wear any shirt while sleeping so I could...hehe *wriggles his fingers and touches Jungkook's chest*

His chest...I always wondered how his chest muscles looked so hard and manly but when I touched them they were so jiggly like a pudding...although they were firm, dense, and well-defined his solid muscles bounced when he ran and as I expected they were soft.

"Ah! That's right a man's chest muscles should be this soft and tight...ah, I love the feeling," I was immersed in feeling his chest with my hand by squeezing them when,

"Do you like them so much?" I heard the raspy voice above my head which was definitely Jungkook's cause I was sleeping on his hand and feeling his chest so of course it would be him...did I wake him up with my touches? It seemed so...*gulps* I am dead meat!

I slightly looked up to see him looking straight into my eyes. He had no expression on his face but his constant staring was making me feel small and conscious of him.

"I-I am s-sorry," I quickly apologized, got up, and tried to get out of the bed but Jungkook grabbed my hand and made me fall onto the bed as he hovered above me in an instant.

I tried to get out of his grip but who am I kidding this muscle Bunny was stronger than me and I who has no muscles was no match for him in strength.

I was just adoring him as it had been long since I was so close to him and forgot that he was just a light sleeper...he would have woken up the second I touched his eyelashes...would he scold me for being a pervert? Or would he call me by those names again for checking him out while he was sleeping?

What would he do? Ah, I just love him so much that I couldn't keep my hands off him when he was in front of me...what should I do now? Did I make him angry again? Would he throw me out of the bed and wouldn't let me sleep beside him again?

What should I do if he asked me what was I doing? Ahhhh...PARK FUCKING JIMIN! Why did you squeeze his chest so hard?... But it felt good ...AHHHHHHHH!!!

"Let me go...Jungkook," I tried to play innocent to get out of his grip and looked at him as if I didn't do anything wrong. Would he fall for it?

"Why should I? You were touching me as you wish thinking that I was sleeping and now you are trying to run away after making me hard, shouldn't you take responsibility for it?" Jungkook leaned in beside my ear and whispered.

Trust me, I felt a thousand-volt electric shock hearing his morning hoarse voice right in my ear and unfortunately, it made my junior stand up.

Ah, fuck! How should I explain this to him? Wait...why should I explain anything? I will just take responsibility as he asked me...he was the one who said he wouldn't even bat an eye even if I lie naked, right? And told me to dream on...what would he do now...

My lips curled upwards in a teasing manner as I got an idea. "I will take responsibility," I said as I lifted my hip a little and rubbed my hard member to his already hard one.

His eyebrows rose in surprise as I tried to find friction while giving him a...um, lower hip massage?

Soon his pupils shrank as his lips drawn into a thin line. He pushed my hip down with his strong hand and looked at me, "If you want to do it then do it seriously."

That said he suddenly pulled me up, "Go there and get on your knees," he ordered nonchalantly.

My spine tingled hearing his dominant command. I didn't want to refuse him so I did as he asked me to do. I knelt in front of him as he sat in front of me on the bed.

He grabbed my jaw, "What are you waiting for? Go on take responsibility for what you did."

I gulped down my saliva as I understood what he was implying me to do. He wanted me to give him a blowjob...I bet my face was as red as a tomato at that moment...

It was my first time and I am not sure if I could do it properly. It was also the first time I had seen him like this...with shaky hands, I held his zipper and pulled it down slowly.

I could clearly see his bulge now...I pulled his Calvin Klein band down as his length stood in front of my eyes, proudly.

After seeing it...the only thing that was on my mind and left my lips was only one word, "...Monster."

I mean what else could it be when it was so long and thick...I don't think it would fit in any of my holes neither the upper one nor the lower one...my mouth and ass would be ripped off if I take it...how the heck was he hiding it in his pants all this time?

I heard a light chuckle and looked up to see Jungkook smirking looking down at me, "What happened are you scared of my...monster?"

It actually ticked me off seeing him smile like that arrogantly. So I have decided I would show him what I am made of. I am not going to back off...just because I am scared of this monster. I am Park Jimin, with determination I said, "No!"

I took it my hand first. It doesn't fit in my one hand either...another shock ...I held it with both of my hands and rubbed it up and down gently and then moved forward to give it a lick at the top and looked up to see what was his reaction.

He slightly closed his eyes and opened them looking at me with a smirk. He patted my head, "Continue."

I gulped again and nodded my head. I started licking it without breaking my eye contact with him. I saw in the porn videos that men like it when their balls were licked so with my little knowledge I dared to give a few licks to his balls and saw his reaction.

He seemed like he was enjoying it as he tightened his grip on my hair a little and then after a few minutes,

"Take it in your mouth, Jimin."

He ordered again. Although I am so egoistic that when someone would order me to do anything I would never do it or do the opposite of what they asked for somehow, his orders weren't offensive to me...and I wanted to obey him...my length twitched at his dominant voice as precum leaked in my pants...

PARK JIMIN! YOU ARE A GONE CASE...AHHH WHY DO I LOVE HIM SO MUCH? AND THE PROBLEM IS YOU ARE SO HORNY FOR HIM, YOU PABO!

I was a little nervous to take the whole thing inside my mouth cause I don't think...no I was sure of it...that thing wouldn't fit inside.

With so much uncertainty, I engulfed the tip of his length with my lips as I held it with my hands and tried to take it whole...my eyes teared up as I felt it reach the end of my throat touching the uvula...

"More," Jungkook said again as he brushed the tears off my cheeks and held my face gently in his palms.

Melting by his touch I dared to take it in further as more tears made their way to my cheeks. His length filled my throat, as I slowly backed away releasing his it.

I continued to do so...slowly but Jungkook didn't rush me to do it fast, he waited patiently for me to adjust myself to his length as if he was in no hurry.

I thought he would be rough with me but he wasn't. Even though his face showed no expression, his eyes...I could tell the warmth they held for me. No matter how much he would hate me...he would never hurt me.

He would make a big fuss about how hurt he was and would try to be cold-hearted towards me but in the end, he would never hurt me...and would stop if he thought I was hurting...that was just how Jungkook was then and now...

It was me...who changed...it was me...who always hurt him...it was me...who was not worthy of him...and it was me...who was selfish enough not to let go of him...it was always me...not him...

He said I was an angel for him...but from the day we met to now it was him who was an angel for me...I am not an angel. I am one of those people who break them...

But Jungkook even if I am not worthy of you, even if I don't have any right to shamelessly cling to you and stir your feelings, even if I hurt you...I don't think I can stay away from you...

Those five years apart from you felt like five decades of hell for me...I didn't want to meet you again as I was afraid that I wouldn't want to leave you again.

But since you approached me first when I wanted to run away from you although in the name of revenge...please don't blame me in the future cause no matter what you say or do now I am not gonna leave you again, cause you were and are my angel I couldn't live without.

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