I bit my lower lips when I heard the front door closed followed by the sound of her car. I clench my fist as I tried to calm my nerves. I actually don't know what's going on inside my mind...

But the fact that woman is out of my sight well enough to bring this paranoid side of me is really frustrating and irritating at the same time.

It shouldn't be like this... I shouldn't feel this way towards that woman.

My eyes went to Lisanna's picture hanging on the wall. I smile bitterly "I wish I could look at your picture not feeling this pain, Lisanna."

My eyes get blurry with my own tears but instead of falling down in my cheeks it has vanished when that woman voice starts to ring in my ears 'Stop thinking that I'm Lisanna! I might act like the way she is but definitely, I'm not like her. I can protect myself and if you don't know what does it mean then I'll tell it to you in a simple! It means that I'm not weak!'

I really don't understand what she had said it was like... my mind is having a hard time to decipher everything. Well, since the beginning of our marriage, I really stop looking and saying her name because it reminds me of her...

And I hate it because it reminds me of the pain that I felt when Lisanna died.

SECOND DAY of her camping - and I hate to fucking admit it. I'm starting to think that something happened to her. Right now, I'm in the middle of a weekly meeting of each department head and I was trying to focus... I tried my best...

But my mind is kept on thinking on that woman.

"Sir, are you alright?" I heard one of my employees ask me.

I look on them - and I saw swallowed hard like I will kill them right away. I mentally roll my eyes "Let's just continue this meeting." the moment they all left me I instantly pick my phone and dialed her number but just like what happened yesterday. She didn't answer it, damn it!

"Urgh! Woman, damn it! Answer your damn phone!" I say as I keep on dialing her number.

After dialing her number for six times I throw my phone out of frustration. Damn her! Damn that woman for making me worried like this. I instantly pick all my things and went to my secretary who's been standing in front of me trembling.

I roll my eyes "I want you to reschedule everything. And buy me a new phone" I said to my secretary.

"B-But, Sir! You have a business meeting with Mrs. Fullbuster this afternoon."

"Don't you understand what I'd order you? I told you to reschedule everything. Tell them, I'll be gone for the next three days. You got that!" I said and without waiting for her answer I leave her there and rode the elevator.

THE MOMENT I entered on the building - I've seen her friend talking to someone and when our eyes met - she immediately excuses herself to that guy. "What a pleasant surprise to see you here again, Mr. Dragneel." She said sarcastically.

I almost roll my eyes on what she had said "Where is she? I know you fucking know it."

She rolls her eyes as she crosses her arms below her breast "Who?" she frowns "Your Lisanna? I thought she's dead." she said disbelief is very visible on her voice.

I clench my fist trying myself to control my anger "Just answer my fucking question, Ms. Scarlet. Where the hell is she?"

Her lips twisted into a smirk as she put her left hand over waist "How can I answer your stupid and fucking question. If you're going to find your dead girlfriend then you might go to the cemetery..." she said innocently "And not here" she said emphasizing it.

"I'm asking where my wife is."

"Wife?" her face looks amused on what I've said, "Do you have one?"

"I'm not playing games here. Just answer my fucking question." I almost yell but then tried my best to calm my nerves "Where is my wife?"

I gasp when all of a sudden she grabbed my collar and look on me darkly "You wife? You don't have the rights to address her that way. If I were you, I would start treating her nicely."

"You don't know what you are talking about." I said as I remove her hands on my collar "Stop saying those words like you know everything about us."

"Are you sure about that, Mr. Dragneel?" I frowned "Because, from the look of it, you are the only one who doesn't know what's going on."

"I don't have time for your riddles, Ms. Scarlet."

She laughs at me "Do you even have any the ideas about what Lucy is celebrating today?"

Celebrating today?

She cocks her head and smirks "I won't answer your fucking question. Not in a million years, Mr. Dragneel. And please, treat her nicely, and if she is really your wife then stop hurting her..." She makes a step forward to me before she continues "Because I might hunt you down if I see my friend crying her eyes out for you."

I was about to say something when all of a sudden her phone rungs and to my surprise she made me look on the ID caller. My eyes got widen when I saw her name, that woman!

I clench my fist trying to control my anger.

"Hello, Lucy.............." She laughs but her eyes are now piercing my soul "I am in the middle of the game called pissing-off-the-pinky or rather make-the-pinky-go-away." I frowned on what she had said to me...pinky? My hair is salmon, not pinky!

"Okay... bye... take care," she said before she ended her call while putting her phone back to her pocket she said "Can you just make your leave, Mr. Dragneel"

"How is she?" I said as calm manners.

"She's fine, stop asking like that as if you really do care about her. What you are doing is just making her sad all over again. And please... She is not Lisanna Strauss." I fucking know that! "Grow up and move on, Mr. Dragneel. Your life shouldn't revolve around your dead girlfriend," she said and with that, she turned her heels away on me.

I fucking know it! I fucking know that I shouldn't look on my wife's face like she was Lisanna. Lisanna was dead...

Leaving me in this shit... asking me to be happy without her...

The fuck is that!