LUCY's POV

"GOOD morning, brother"

My brother Zeref took a small glance on me before he returned his eyes to the newspaper. I really don't know why men love to read that boring paper "I am very sorry for not fetching you in the airport, Princess" my brother said cutting me off in my sentiments.

I shrugged my shoulder "I know that you're busy in the Company"

"It's still the same as before nothing really happens" Zeref sigh before folding the newspaper and carefully put it on the edge of the table as his eyes never leave mine, "Capricorn said that you went to him? Did you guys talk?"

"I think it went well," I say not sure if our last conversation went well. I mean, all I did was talked that day and I never heard anything from him aside calling out my name.

"Are you alright, Princess?" Zeref asks me worriedly "Did he do something to you again?"

I smile to him "I'm alright, brother" I pause then shrugged my shoulder "I handed him the copy of our divorce. I just wish that he sign it as soon as possible"

Zeref stare on my face for a couple of seconds before he let out a sigh "So what are you going to do today? Are you going to stay in the house to rest or you're going to meet, Erza?"

"Hmm... I think I will finish first my breakfast before I plan my whole day, brother" he chuckles but didn't say anything - I really don't have any idea on what to do later... but one thing is for sure...

...

...

I don't want to have time to think about him.

SINCE I really don't know how to survive the whole day without doing in the house - I decided to go to Erza's company. I sigh, I was about to enter the building when all of a sudden someone grabs my arms - I frown then look to the culprit "What?" I ask annoyingly.

"Stay away from him!" She said which really makes me annoyed.

I yanked her hand on my arms and glare her "You must mistake me from someone else, Miss. I don't know you" I say emphasizing the last four words before I continue "Excuse me"

"You are not going anywhere!" She said and for the second time, she touched me again. This is really annoying and frustrating at the same time "You don't know me" I roll my eyes but didn't say anything I saw her blush in annoyance but still she continues "I am Leona Smith, Natsu Dragneel wife"

Aah the Lizard, now I remember. I smile to her sweetly "Correction" I harshly remove her hands on me "You are a mistress, stop hallucinating its bad for your health"

"You bitch!"

I gave her an innocently look "How many times do I have to tell you that, it was so nice to finally meet you, mother" I say sarcastically.

"Just stay away on him! He's mine"

I laugh sarcastically before I slowly remove the strands of her hair "Yours" I say and then I gave her a bitchy-look that I master before I even learned the word bitch "He was never yours, Leonard."

She opens her mouth to say something but I raised my hand to stop her "I just want you to know that if I am not good enough for him then no one will"

"How can you be so sure about that?" She asks me "Of course, you will never be enough for him. He is Natsu Dragneel after all and you just Lucy Heartfilia, nothing more and nothing less"

I smile to her "You know, what you are doing is just a waste of time" I say before I gave her a pity look "You don't know anything about him, you don't know so stop hallucinating that you will be enough for him"

"Bitch-"

"Of course you will never understand what I'm talking about but one thing is for sure, I'm not just a Lucy Heartfilia - Dragneel for nothing"

I ALMOST finish one liter of water the moment I arrive in Erza's office. After that encounter with that freaking Lizard, I feel so worn out, like my entire energy was sucked up.

"So are you alright now?" Erza asks me - she was patiently waiting for me to talk "Do you need more water? I could ask Kinana to bring another"

I raise my hand to stop her "No! I'm fine, thank you" I say truthfully.

Erza stares on my face for a couple of seconds before she let out a deep sigh "After running away for two years Lucy. You just suddenly appeared like something happened to you on your way up here"

"Because there is a freaking Lizard outside of your building, Erza" I say "Can't you believe it, that freaking Lizard tried to... tried to... Urgh! This is crazy"

She laughs and I snort "This is not funny, you know"

Erza beam at me "For you maybe but this is quite amusing"

"Great," I say sarcastically.

"So what are you going to do right now that you are back?" She asks me.

"Actually I don't have anything in my mind right now" I murmur "Besides, I'm not in the rush to do anything. I just want to enjoy myself"

"How about Natsu Dragnerl? What is your plan about him?"

I shrugged my shoulder "I don't know" I say almost like a whisper "But I want to stop, I want to start my life with him"

"Can you?"

I stare on her face like the answer is written on her face that I just need to see. Then the face of Natsu Dragneel flashes before my eyes, the pain that he felt when he learned about her girlfriend's condition, the pain he had felt when he needs to marry someone like me and the pain he had felt when Lisanna took her one last breathe.

"For the record, Lucy"

I tried to revive my muddled brain and turn it back to normal as I looked on Erza's face. She took a deep sigh before she says...

"Start doing what you makes you happy. Start following your dreams and happiness" my mouth parted and was about to say something when she continues "You deserve to be happy, Lucy"