You push I pull.

You run I walk.

I scream you whisper.

I cry you laugh.

I'm hurt your angry.

I'm losing my sanity.

One step forward and two back.

The noose on my neck no longer is slack.

I try and you leave. You come back and I grieve.

With you its hell, but I can not tell what the definition of "healthy" is anymore.

What happened to me. I want to be set free, but the one that I trust keeps me here.

What about the past when we would both laugh and when sad wipe away each others tears.

And here I sit with an invisible rope around my neck and an open door in front of me.

Do I run into a unknown day or stay and decay.

Still in love with what we used to be.