Your right,

suicide is not the answer.

Neither is living a life like this.

So with two wrong answers,

which path do you choose?

The one to end the pain.

Or the one which endures.

A sorrow you have that you hope

will eventually fade.

Or to end your life,

and hope for a better one in your grave.

Either way I have to say.

Both futures are unsure.

Why not just stay?