-- THIS IS A FILLER CHAPTER ON THE BACKGROUND OF WHATS BEEN HAPPENING--

NIALL'S POV -

"Go up there and kill it!" One of the crew members shouted.

First concert. I can't believe we five have reached it.

To your concern, it's been a week since she told me to leave her alone. Why not? I can leave her alone anytime I want. I can get any girl easily. I'll just have to announce that we're off or some shit and it'll be good as new.

Of course I loved her. But that's in past. Forgive forget. Time to move on. She must have been happy and going out with Daniel and having fun. I don't care though. She must have been drinking or partying. Or grinding on other people. I don't care. Or maybe she even had kissed Daniel, which she's done a lot of time. Maybe he would have went down on her again. I really don't care.

I was yanked out of the reality by the thousands of screaming fans. Wow, I never thought people were this crazy for us - obsessed.

The concert went good but sweaty. It was summer in Australia but winter for the rest of the world. "I'm exhausted." Harry groaned.

"Go sleep. Don't groan like a homeless person." I said. He looked at me and blinked twice.

"What's up your bum?" He asked.

"He was kinda witty today. What has happened lad?" Liam asked.

"Don't ask me. I feel like I'm in hell." I grunted.

"It's hot though." Harry looked at the night sky through the window of our styling room.

"I'm one hundred percent sure he didn't mean it that way." Louis scoffed at Harry.

"Where's zayn?" I asked.

"Girlfriend problems." Liam rolled his eyes.

"Same." I look down. Just when I was about to get asked for that, Zayn showed up out of nowhere and threw his phone on the couch. He sat down and groaned.

"You okay Zayn? You look a bit-"

"Fine. Just had a fight with Perrie. It'll be okay soon. Don't worry."

"Guys I'm single." I blurted out.

"You what?!" Liam said, while all the shocked eyes were on me. I looked at Louis and Harry.

"What? Don't act as if you didn't know." I said to Louis and Harry.

"I thought you guys will be back again or something but never knew you'd take it so seriously!" Harry laughed.

"We called it off." I said. "Completely. She said she didn't want to see or hear from me again." Harry's laughter died as soon as I said that.

"She wouldn't say that. Maybe you did something for her to say like that." Louis immediately sided with her. "Yeah." Harry said, too. I looked at Liam for help because Zayn was looking down and maybe lost in his life.

"Sorry mate but you should reconsider this breakup shit because I don't think a girl would ever say that." Liam sided with her, too.

"Zayn?" I asked, looking at him beside me.

"Mate I think I'm gonna go with them because who knows maybe it's your fault?" He ruffled my hair and I yelped.

They all left God knows where, leaving me and my thoughts alone. Once again.

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"This is Summer love everybody!" Liam shouted in the microphone to the fans. Today was our second concert in Australia and we're about to sing Summer Love. How fucking great.

"Can't believe you're packing your bags, trying so hard not to cry. Had the best time and now it's the worst time, but we have to say goodbye." Zayn sang.

"Don't promise that you're gonna write, don't promise that you'll call. Just promise that you won't forget we had it all." Harry sang and I zoned out for a minute in there.

Thinking about me and my ex-girlfriend during a sad song was so difficult yet I seemed to be thinking about her so hard. I even deleted her number out of anger and jealousy. I can't even call her. I guess I could always get her number from Harry? Nah. She probably would have blocked me.

We really were summer love. I met her in July and look when we ended it, in winter. God, I miss her.

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"Hello Seattle! How's it going?" I asked my fans. We were currently in Seattle, and it's been 4 months without seeing her or speaking to her. Nobody even talks about her and I'm glad. Its hard to hear her name when I haven't seen her in so long.

The fans screamed harder and I smiled. I wonder what she'd be doing right now. I mean, does she miss me? Or not? Or what if she'd already moved on? Or what if she still holds on to the memories and is hoping that we could still be together? I shook my head of these incredibly horrible thoughts and moved my attention back to the cheering crowd.

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"I just wanted to say some things. I wonderfully am thankful to you guys! You are the best fans ever!" Harry started his infamous speech but we all knew he was so committed to the fans; we all were.

It was the last concert of the tour Where We Are so Frey and I was glad we'd get few months off.

"Yeah, no wonder why we love you guys so much, best fans in the world! Don't dare to mess up with our fans or else you'll see us." I said interrupting Harry.

"Excuse me Niall but I was speaking..." He shot me a playful glance.

"Continue." I laughed.

"Yeah, as I was saying... You guys are the best fans and we love you guys. We've been One Direction so Frey and we sure are looking forward to serve you guys and making peace-" Harry was once again interrupted by Liam.

"Shut up Harry you're making them emotional..." He chuckled.

"Is it a concert or a funeral?" Louis chuckled too. Just as I was about to reply to a fan because she was crying and waving at me, I saw a fan sign, and I felt like crying.

There, on the cardboard sheet, was written;

Niall, when are you gonna propose Freya? #FiallForever

And in this moment, in this very hectic moment, her sweet face flashed across my mind and I started feeling woozy a little bit.

I love you Niall.

I am so sorry but just keep this in your mind that I love you. Always have, always will.

Please don't break up with me.

Niall...

I felt warm tears prickling my eyes and I got off the stage immediately, saying I had to pee.

I hurt her. She was just asking for me to love her back. All I did was leave her alone when she was in the process of fighting against her heart and mind. My life. I remember when I'd hold her close to me and whisper sweet things to her. When she'd laugh at my crappy jokes only. When she'd repeat 'I love you' over and over again and I'd say it back. I wished I could still say that. I love you, my life, my Freya.

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"We've been nominated for Brits this year." Liam announced. (A/N: Kay. Guys. I forgot it was kind of, ending of tour... Only UK leg left so consider the month as August or whatevs. Just don't make fun it's as story which are meant to be imagined.)

"Tell us something new." I grumbled. I was not in the mood today.

"Be grateful Niall it's not something you get easily." Harry scolded me.

"Oh right. I'm so very fucking thankful for getting nominated for Brits. Thanks, Jesus." I looked up and pretend to pray.

They all chuckled but eventually the noise died down.

"You miss her, don't you?" Harry patted my knee.

"Who?"

"Don't play dumb now." He rolled his eyes.

"Of course I miss her. But I have to keep that in mind that she hurt me." I muttered.

"Past is past, Niall. You can't move on until you let go of your past." Liam said.

"Yeah man. We all are here for you whenever you, like, need us. This fam, we got, they are here for you. Don't keep everything, like, inside of yourself." Zayn butted in but I appreciated it, really.

"I don't know anymore. One time I love her, and this one time I'm reminded of how she kept going to that guy. That sickens me. I want her all to myself. I want her to be mine. But she just told me not to talk to her again unless it is about business or shits."

"Then make some thing up and talk to her. What do you say boys?" Louis reasoned and looked at the lads.

They all nodded and smiled at me. I have to make something up in order to talk to her and tell her about my feelings.

"Thanks boys. I love you!" I gathered them all in a group hug and they whispered encouraging things to me.

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